I copied my daughter in the parallel world

Chapter 3 3. suicide note
"How could this be? Is there any danger?"

Gu Cheng grabbed the nurse who was about to leave, and became anxious.

"Because she is not in good health, the doctors are still working hard, and the specific situation will not be known until a while. I am going to get the medicine now."

Hearing this, Gu Cheng let go of his hand, and the nurse turned and disappeared around the corner of the corridor.

Gu Cheng covered his face, a little panicked.Although he and Li Li used to get along more out of desire, but after this period of precipitation, he felt that if he stayed with this person for the rest of his life, he would not be too repulsive in his heart, and he still had a vague expectation in his heart.

And as a child of a single-parent family in his previous life, he didn't want his child to become a baby without a father.

When I was a child, because my father was busy with work, I often put myself and my sister in relatives' homes for a while, and the feeling of being dependent on others was not good.

He would never let his children experience his feelings again.

Time passed by, Gu Cheng couldn't sit still anymore, he had already started to fantasize about his future life with Li Li, with him, Li Li, and their children, a family of three holding hands and walking on the grass in the park on, smiling happily.

He stood up and kept pacing, clasped his hands together, and prayed to Li Li who was still on the operating table. No matter which god it was, he hoped to hear his prayers and bless Li Li safe and sound.

In his past and present lives, Gu Cheng was an out-and-out high-achieving student. It stands to reason that this kind of person should be a loyal atheist supporter, but even such a thing as time travel can happen to him, Gu Cheng is not sure in his heart if there is a real reason. God.

He kept chanting, and recited the names of all the gods he knew, and was afraid that because of the difference in time and space, the gods of the original world would not be able to bless the people here. Searching his own memory, he searched for the names of the gods in this world .

Because besides doing this, he didn't know any way to relieve the tension and anxiety in his heart.

"Ding dong."

The lights in the operating room changed colors, and finally the nurse I saw just now came out again.

"What's going on inside?"

Gu Cheng stared at the nurse, waiting for her answer, and at the same time looking forward to it in his heart.

"Sorry, we've done our best."

"What do you mean? What do you mean by that?"

Gu Cheng grabbed the nurse who was about to leave, his expression froze.

He felt that his energy was taken away, and he kept his eyes fixed on the nurse, hoping to hear from her that all this was just a joke, that he had been tricked.

But the nurse kept her head down and didn't answer.

He began to be completely disappointed, the originally tense nerves were completely broken, and the whole person became a little helpless. Everything that happened today seemed to be a joke made by God. He had just prepared to become a parent and husband. Prepare to tell yourself it's all fake.

"How could it be gone? How could it be gone after giving birth? Now that medicine is so advanced, today is not April Fool's Day."

Gu Cheng looked at the nurse's expression, he was already convinced in his heart that this was a hospital, he didn't think the nurse would dare to make such a joke.

Just now he was fantasizing about the happy life of himself and Li Li, but in the blink of an eye he received a heavy blow, and now he has all sorts of ups and downs in his heart.

The female nurse didn't answer, just lowered her head and sobbed. During Li Li's hospitalization, she also formed a deep friendship with this girl. Li Li, who is kind, objective and decisive, is very popular in the whole hospital. .

"What's wrong? What's the noise? I don't know if this is a hospital?"

The door of the operating room opened, and a male doctor walked out. He frowned and looked at the nurse who was pulled by Gu Cheng, and stepped forward to pull him away.

"Whose family are you and what do you want to do?"

As he spoke, he pulled the nurse behind him.

"How is it possible? How could he go away."

Gu Cheng didn't pay attention to the situation next to him at all, he slumped on the seat and murmured weakly.

"Doctor, this is Li Li's family."

The nurse told him in a weeping voice from behind the doctor.

"It is you."

The doctor now understands the situation clearly.

"I'm sorry about Li Li's matter, and we can't do anything, but according to her wishes, we saved the life of the fetus. Now the fetus is in the baby room. After 24 hours of observation, you can take it away after you do some procedures. I hope you Take good care of her."

The doctor's eyes are full of embarrassment. As a doctor, he has been practicing medicine for more than ten years, and he has encountered many people and things in the process, but he is sure that what this girl Li Li did , he will keep it in mind until he retires.

"Is it painful for her to go?"

Gu Cheng grabbed the doctor's arm.

"We tried our best, but we still couldn't save her life. She watched her daughter go, so she should be very happy."

The doctor was pulled by Gu Cheng's strong force so much that his coat almost fell off, he shook off his hand and spit out every word.

"We don't want to do this either, but Li Li suffers from Eisenmenger Syndrome, which is very rare, and there is no possibility of a cure, and even if it is treated, it can only prolong her life a little bit, and the huge medical expenses are too much for her to bear. started."

The doctor said with a gloomy expression.

"We tried our best to treat her, but there was no way. It was as predicted before the operation started. She suffered from massive bleeding at the same time. Her disease was diagnosed a year ago. According to her wishes, she wanted to have a baby. The child looks at the world instead of her, and the probability of death of a child born with this disease is 80.00%, we have tried our best to discourage it, but she still did it.”

The doctor also admires this strong girl and the decision she made. The brilliance of motherhood made her walk towards the end of her life with a smile.

When Gu Cheng heard this, he was already stunned. Scenes of scenes flashed in his mind, and every detail of how he and Li Li got along made him understand all of a sudden.

"Here is the letter Li Li left for you. She said you will understand after reading it."

With red eyes, the nurse took out a thick letter from her pocket, and handed it to Gu Cheng.

Gu Cheng took the envelope, the handwriting on the cover was neat and beautiful, just like the note he kept in the book, at this time, even if he couldn't believe it, it would be futile.

He slumped on the seat next to the corridor, covering his face with his hands weakly.

The girl in my memory is pure, white, gentle, and all the beautiful words of women can be used on the other party. The whole person is like a fairy walking out of the painting.

After adjusting it, Gu Cheng trembled his hands, and then opened the letter printed with "Received by Gu Cheng".

"Gu Cheng, hello, I'm sorry to have caused you trouble and troubled your life, but I really have no one else to trust to, I hope you can understand."

"I believe at this time, you already understand that I lied to you. It's not the first time I went to that bar, but I have been there many times."

"I've never been in a relationship before, and it's the first time I've had sex with you, so you don't have to have any grudges."

"As a child who grew up in an orphanage, I have met many people in my life that I need to be grateful for, and I am also ready to face life, but unfortunately, I was found to have a comprehensive disease."

"Isn't it a mouthful? When I first heard this name, I felt the same as you. I checked it online. The only way to cure this disease is combined heart and lung transplantation."

"But I, a girl without relatives and friends, can't afford the money, so I can only give up the treatment."

"When I lost confidence in life, I heard the doctor say that this disease is not hereditary, so I had an idea, that is, to have a child who belongs to me, and she can replace me and live well in this world .”

"As for the candidates for father and guardian, I have been choosing for a long time, and I finally chose you, a graduate of a prestigious university, with your own family property and no elders. Everything is the result of your own hard work. You are single and have a stable job. It's a reporter."

"So I implemented my plan and gave birth to my own child with you. Sorry, I used you."

"I have investigated your personality. I am a psychology graduate, so I am very confident in my choice."

"I hope you can take good care of her. After all, your blood is flowing in her body. Of course, my mother is not without sacrifices. I left the money I saved to my baby. There are 60,000 yuan Well, I know these are far from enough, but I have no other abilities."

"If you get married in the future, you can also send her to the Zhoushi Welfare Institute. That's where I grew up. I also made an agreement with the director of the orphanage. They are happy to accept my baby."

"It's just that the life in the orphanage is very hard, so I still hold out hope that you will take care of me."

"If it's really difficult, please take care of her until she is one year old, and then send her there, so that she has a great chance of surviving."

"I'm sorry for making such a selfish decision, goodbye, Gu Cheng."

After reading the letter, Gu Cheng couldn't help crying. He didn't know why he was crying, maybe it was thinking of Li Li who was pregnant in October and had to go through all kinds of difficulties, or maybe it was because she gave up her decision in order to conceive life?Or mourn for the love that has passed away before it even started.

It's just that his tears couldn't be controlled by him, they kept streaming down from his eyes.

It might be a lie to say that there is love between him and Li Li, the two of them don't know each other very well, before that, Gu Cheng had always regarded this as an ordinary one-night stand, but it was worth remembering.

It is also a lie to say that there is no emotion. Such a girl like a fairy and elf is not a stone herself, so it is impossible for her to remain indifferent.

It can only be said that the relationship has not reached that point, and it has already ended, leaving Gu Cheng with countless regrets and self-blame.

Blaming myself for why I came to find her earlier, and facing all this with her, things may be completely different from today.

(End of this chapter)