After getting married, a popular seiyuu suddenly moved to my house

Sakura Ayane didn't start the car, she just sat quietly in the car without saying a word.

Seeing that she had no intention of driving, Shimizu Yousha, the co-pilot, didn't urge her, and silently watched the monotonous scene outside the car window, wondering what she was thinking.

Since that night, the two have never seen each other in private, and even in public, they no longer stick together as often as they once did.

Sakura Ayane felt wronged from the bottom of her heart. The two people she trusted the most colluded to betray her at the same time. She was kept in the dark like a clown.

Whenever the night was quiet, she wanted to take revenge on these two people countless times in her heart, and fell asleep relying on the imagination in her mind.

She can't do anything in real life, at least let her dream like that.

Sakura Ayane glanced sideways at Shimizu Yousha, and Shimizu Yousha's face was unusually calm, neither proud nor guilty, even making Sakura Ayane good at something that day was all an illusion of her imagination.

However, facts are facts after all, profound and sad facts, imprisoning her all the time, making her sad and desolate, lingering for a long time.

Just being in this narrow space with her, thinking of the woman next to her behind her back and kissing her boyfriend in bed more than once, I really want to feel sick.

In the end, Sakura Ayane, who couldn't hold back her anger, took the initiative to speak, breaking the weird atmosphere surrounding the two of them.

"What do you want to do?"

"Huh? Don't do anything, I just want to say something to Neru-san."

"There's nothing to say between me and you, get out of the car."

"What if I say no."

Sakura Ayane clenched her fists tightly, strong negative emotions almost occupied her whole body, she didn't understand what this woman was looking for her now.

If it's to show off, it's unnecessary. It's a good thing for her to see the true face of that kind of man before getting married.

"I just want to calm down and chat with Neru-san."

Sakura Ayane was about to laugh out of anger, her silver teeth were clenched tightly, and her pitch-black eyes were about to burst into flames.

"Peace? You want me to be...peace?"

She seemed to have heard the funniest joke in the world. A woman who had been secretly in an affair with someone else's boyfriend for a year actually asked her to calm down in front of her face.

It's enough to stop joking!
However, Sakura Ayane didn't intend to get angry, she had to suppress her anger.

Maybe this woman came here just to see her hysterical and distressed expression, and she would lose in that way.

Sakura Ayane's self-esteem did not allow her to expose her weakness in front of Shimizu Usa.

Whether it's tears or anger, they all have to be suppressed, and they must be vented secretly at night when they are alone, and they must not be shown to others.

This is the only dignity she has left, and she must protect it no matter what.

Qingshui Yousha looked at this best friend who had always taken care of her like a sister. Although her expression was sad, she was extraordinarily firm, firm enough to make Qingshui Yousha admire.

If the identities of the two were called, Qingshui Yousha would definitely not be able to control her emotions as she wanted.

Shimizu Ushamoto thought that with Sakura Ayane's personality, she would cry, get angry, and do anything unreasonable.

Looking at it now, she still doesn't know enough about Sakura Ayane.

Suddenly feeling a little lonely, Qingshuiyousha gently lowered his face.

"Neru-san, it's not the same as before."

Sakura Ayane cast a cold look on her face, and glanced at her lightly.

"Neru-san before was not so calm at all, um... Although I can roughly guess that Neru-san is restraining himself, trying to make me think you are calm.

But Neru-san in the past didn't think so much at all, he just kept venting his dissatisfaction in his heart.

In this aspect alone, I think Neru-san is very powerful. "

Sakura Ayane was slightly silent when she heard the words, and immediately raised the corner of her mouth mockingly: "Do I have to say thank you for your compliment?"

Qing Shui You Sha shook his head: "That's not necessary."

Sakura Ayane sneered.

"If it's Neru-san now, I think he might be willing to listen to what I have to say."

"I don't want to hear it." Sakura Ayane waved her hand impatiently. The face that used to make her feel cute now annoys her no matter how she looks at it.

Qing Shui You Sha remained unmoved: "Although you say that, don't you already plan to listen to it?"

"That's because you didn't want to get out of the car."

"If that's the case, Neru Sangda can get out of the car by himself."

"Huh?! This is my car. Why do you want me to get down? You are the one who should hurry up! Do I know you very well?"

Shimizu Yushamoto wanted to chat with her to see if she could soften Sakura Ayane's attitude. As she expected, Sakura Ayane had no intention of giving her a good face.Thinking about what she did, Sakura Ayane's reaction is understandable.

The refreshing scent of aromatherapy reverberated in the car, Qingshuiyousha half-closed his eyes, and cast his eyes on the distant sky outside the car window.

She is no longer the clear water and sand that knew nothing about everything. During this period of time, she has also thought about many things, future plans, future outlets, parents, friends, and people she likes. She can no longer only think about herself. things.

The petals of cherry blossoms falling with the wind in the distance are flying back and forth in the air. In Tokyo in March, the cherry blossoms are quietly sweeping the city.

"Hey, Neru-san."

"As for me, I decided not to be a voice actor."

Sakura Ayane, who had always had a cold face, finally relaxed at this moment with her unchanged expression, and looked at the clear water with sand in disbelief.

"After experiencing these things, I finally know what I really want. I once fell into the arms of that person. Even though I knew I was doing bad things, I couldn't stop myself.

Is false happiness not happiness?If this falsehood can last until I die, it will not be false to me, but real happiness.

I know it's wrong for me to do this, but it's okay, I don't mind at all.

The 26-year-old Qing Shui Yousha is immature, naive, jealous, and finally twisted his heart, and there is nothing left in the end.

However, this is my choice.

As long as I can stay by that person's side from now on, I will be willing to accept any suffering. "

"why……"

Sakura Ayane clenched her fists tightly, she didn't understand the idea of ​​clear water with sand at all, from beginning to end, she couldn't understand at all.

Qingshui Yousha smiled lightly, and tilted his head: "Well...why exactly, puhaha, I can't even figure it out."

Ayane Sakura stared at the girl next to her seriously, her smile looked sad, but without the slightest hesitation, this different kind of awareness puzzled her, but she was also moved by it.

"But, the only thing I'm sure of is that if there is no such person, if I am not allowed to stay by that person's side, I will definitely not be happy in this life."

"Staying around that kind of person will make you unhappy! Why don't you understand!"

Sakura Ayane could no longer control her emotions and roared angrily.

hoarse.

Even now, Sakura Ayane is still subconsciously thinking about the clear water and the sand, what is so good about a man with four boats, why bother to let her be like this.

In this regard, Qingshui Yousha's smile gradually became lonely: "Well, it is true for Neru-san, so I am very envious of Neru-san."

"A person who can stick to principles and the bottom line, I have always looked forward to such a person, but I can't do that.

Neru-san, you must look down on me from the bottom of your heart, I know.

After all, Qingshui Yousha is a woman of this level, that's why she hurt you with such despicable means. "

"........."

Sakura Ayane quietly listened to Shimizu Yousha's monologue, and could do nothing but remain silent.

Even she herself is still in the stage of needing someone to comfort her, so she doesn't have the energy to worry about other people's affairs, not to mention, this person is one of the culprits who hurt her.

Even so, Sakura Ayane still wanted to express her opinion.

"He...isn't worth it for you."

"It's worth it."

Unlike Ayane Sakura's trembling voice, Shimizu's sandy voice does not contain any hesitation, and it is so sure that people are puzzled.

"For me, it's worth it."

"........."

Ayane Sakura noticed, noticed the decisive difference between Yusa Shimizu and herself.

It's not that Qingshui Yousha doesn't understand what her behavior so far represents. She has reached the point where she can't control herself. When she met that man in her early 20s, there may have been a period when she was treated tenderly, and she once firmly believed in herself. To be able to live a happy life with that person.

But this is far from what Sakura Ayane said.

She can accept a man who has been in love, and a man who has been divorced, but she cannot accept a man who betrays her, even though she has innocently given her everything and loves him deeply from the bottom of her heart.

And the moment her trust was trampled on the soles of her feet, Sakura Ayane knew that she should wake up from this dream.

"So, you can't do without him...?"

"If I could leave, I would have left long ago."

Sakura Ayane kept shaking her head: "I don't understand."

"You really don't understand?"

"……What's the meaning?"

"Neru-san has been in love with him longer than any of us. I still remember Neru-san's appearance that night. Neru-san, who loves him to the core, can really draw a line with him?"

Facing Shimizu Yusa's question, Sakura Ayane could no longer suppress her inner emotions: "Then what do you want me to do? Do you want me to forgive him? Forgive a guy who betrayed me and hurt me, do you know I don't understand what he did!

Not only me, but also Zhongjiang and Licaijiang, he even deceived them!
The man who promised to marry me, the man who said he would give me happiness for the rest of his life, hugged my best friends from a place I didn't know, and said the same sweet words to them.

Why!Why on earth Kianosuke, why do you want to be like this...so..."

Sakura Ayane's eyes were red, her voice was choked up, and her clenched fist kept hitting her thigh. Just remembering the little things she spent with him almost made her suffocate.

His gentle smiling face, sincere eyes, and the deep affection at that time were all in his mind, but now they turned into a sharp knife with barbs, piercing her heart again and again.

Qingshui Yousha lowered his face in silence: "Sorry, I have no intention of making you angry."

"I'm not angry! It's none of my business what you think in your heart! Ugh... It doesn't matter if you or him, it has... nothing to do with me!"

She was still crying, scolding herself in her heart for not living up to expectations, for letting the tears fall so easily.

Whether she wants to pretend to be unrestrained or dismissive, it's all just her appearance. Her heart that has already been riddled with holes has been exposed in front of Qing Shui Yousha. Even though it makes her embarrassed, there is no way to hold back her tears.

That being the case, then just cry, like a wounded wild beast, a wild beast running in the rainy night, leaving blood all over the ground, giving the world the most unwilling roar.

Seeing her crying, Shimizu Yousha on the side felt powerless, and a grief that could not be expressed in words rose in her heart. That Sakura Ayane, who had always called herself her sister, was like a puppy abandoned in the wilderness, screaming for help at the top of her lungs. with.

But Qingshui cannot cry when there is sand in it, and she is not even qualified to cry in front of Sakura Ayane, this is something she knows all too well.

Once tears are shed here, Sakura Ayane will comfort her in turn if it is not good.

Even though she was full of cold words, she still had the fiery Ayane Sakura in her heart. The inner core of a person cannot be changed so easily, especially for a naive and pure woman like Ayane Sakura.

I don't know how long it took, Sakura Ayane gradually stopped crying, turned the rearview mirror, looked at herself in the mirror whose eyes were red from crying, Sakura Ayane sniffed, and continued to put on a stubborn face.

Shimizu Yousha handed out her handkerchief, Sakura Ayane ignored her, took out a few tissues, and blew her nose hard, her slightly drooping and curved aquiline nose was flushed red, very much like the red nose of a circus clown.

"Have you finished what you want to say? Then you can get out of the car, I have to go to the set."

"Hey, Neru-san."

Shimizu Yousha suddenly raised his voice, Sakura Ayane rubbed her red eyes from crying, and glanced sideways at her.

"I, as expected, still want to become good sisters with Neru-san."

"Impossible, get out of the car."

"No, I mean..."

Shimizu Yousha shook his head, turned sideways, and tightly held Sakura Ayane's left hand with both hands.

"Let go, let me go."

Sakura Ayane tried to pull her hand out, but of course she didn't move at all.

Qingshui has a serious and determined look in his eyes, just like a traveler walking in the desert and seeing the source of water, he is pitiful and weak.

"If it's Neru-san, it doesn't matter if I continue to be a lover, even if I don't have a status, I don't care, I don't want to leave him, and I don't want to break up with Neru-san like this.

I have, there is no other way. "

"Three people live together, can't it?"