After getting married, a popular seiyuu suddenly moved to my house

Chapter 853 847. Everyone has changed helplessly, only she is still the same as before.

As a good friend of Shimizu Yousha, who has witnessed her changes so far, Saori Xiaoxi knows exactly where her pain points are.

Maybe doing this is very cruel to Qingshui Yousha, but Xiao Xi Saori thinks it is better to explain some things to her clearly, and not let Qingshui Yousha continue to sink into dreams.

Clear water and sand can no longer be wrong as in the past, and can no longer continue to be a child.

Everyone wants to grow up, grow up if they don't want to grow up, and grow old and weak in various troubles, and die if they don't want to die.

"You Sha, you don't know Kazuren at all."

The expression of clear water and sand has changed visible to the naked eye, as if the dilapidated house that has been scoured by the years has finally collapsed, and the decay inside it can be seen at a glance.

Qingshui Yousha clenched his teeth angrily, glaring at the woman in front of him who could once be called her best friend.

Xiao Xi Saori looked calm, and said slowly: "Finally, I showed this expression..."

Qing Shui You Sha remained silent, the emotions accumulated in his heart surged violently, holding down his trembling hands, trying to suppress the wavering of his mood.

"Saori, are you trying to provoke me?"

"I'm just stating the facts."

"Huh? Does Saori mean that Saori knows him better than me, who has been by his side so far?"

"Simply put, that's what it is."

Clear water with sand is unbearable, and she will not get angry if anyone says such a thing to her.

Only Xiao Nishi Saori, the little Nishi Saori who did not hesitate to lie to marry Mogami Kazuto, kept hurting him, started this tragic story.

Nameless anger burned in her chest, and she couldn't forgive, couldn't forgive this woman for boasting in front of her.

"Yousha, don't you really think that everything you do is for him?"

"Are you sure, you are not for yourself?"

The cold and biting words seemed to be transformed into a sudden thunderstorm, and the ensuing downpour quenched the burning anger in her heart.

It shouldn't be like this.

Qingshui Yousha firmly believes that everything he does is for Mogami and Ren.

As long as it is what Mogami Kazuto wants to do, she will unconditionally support it, even if she knows that some things cannot be forgiven, she still has no hesitation.

She can imagine what will happen in the future, and can foresee the scene of his betrayal, even so...

"I'm not blaming you, it's all his fault, it's his own choice, but Yousha.

Just because he was wrong, doesn't mean you should also be wrong with him.

You were not such a girl before. "

For Xiaonishi Saori, whether it is Mogami Kazuto or Qingshui Yousha, they are irreplaceable existences in her heart. She wants to be the salvation of Mogami Kazuto, so why doesn't she want to drag Qingshui Yousha who has deviated from the track again? Back to the real world.

Seeing that Qingshui Yousha remained silent, Xiaoxi Sazhi continued: "You should have noticed it vaguely, Kazuto is a hopeless coward.

Fear of human contact, fear of facing grief, fear of being hurt, fear of being hurt.

He just escaped into your arms because he didn't want to face the reality.

He is such a person, you... should be the clearest. "

Qingshui Yousha knew in her heart that every word Xiaoxi Saori said was an irrefutable fact, and it was on the basis of understanding these things that she still chose to fall with Mogami and Ren, and wanted to Go to hell with him.

But if she had a choice, why would she not want to take another path that would make them all happy.

Having been completely exposed, the clear water in his heart was full of sand, and he clenched his fingers helplessly, and his head drooped deeply.

"Saori, you must not understand."

"I, who can't be watched by him, can only stay by his side in this way, only in this way will he rely on me and think he needs me.

Neru sang, Saori, mulberry and vegetable sauce, why can everyone be so cherished by him?

Why do you all have things that he likes?

Why don't I want him to fall in love with the original me?
Why, why could his eyes never see me?

Am I his escape? ... Ah!Of course I know this kind of thing!
But, except for this method, I can't do anything, nothing. "

"It's not that nothing can be done."

Xiaoxi Sazhi stood up, walked to Qing Shui Yousha and sat down beside Qing Shui Yousha, and gently held Qing Shui Yousha's trembling hand with a gentle tone.

"I know that Yousha is actually a very kind child. To make such a choice requires courage that ordinary people cannot possess, and Yousha must be suffering in his heart.

He has always been in pain, suffering and suffering, keeping all the sadness in his heart, and never revealing it to outsiders.

Such sadness almost crushed his spirit, and he longed for someone to save him countless times in his heart.

But Yousha is also in pain.

You also hope in your heart that he can save you, two people who long to be redeemed, and at the same time fall into the quagmire of tragedy.

Is there anything more powerless and hopeless in the world than this? "

She clenched Qingshui's sandy hand and spoke firmly, just to convey her true feelings.

"I want to be your strength."

Can it be conveyed.

Show this most sincere mood in front of her, without embellishment, in its most original appearance.

Not to ask her to repent, not to ask her to pay the price, just to tell her that she is not alone.

It must be conveyed.

Because they are best friends.

Qing Shui Yousha's face slowly drooped, looking into Xiao Nishi Saori's eyes. I don't know when, Xiao Nishi Saori had already removed the heavy mask. What she revealed at this time is undoubtedly Xiao Nishi Saori's real Mood.

She really wanted to save Qingshui Yousha and Mogami Kazuto.

Qingshui Yousha showed a bitter smile: "That's what you said, do you know him better than me?"

"It's not just him, I know you too."

After staring at each other silently, Qing Shui You Sha gently withdrew his hand.

"Already, there is no other way."

Xiao Xi Saori took a breath slowly, and stared seriously at Qingshui's sandy eyes.

"Go see Caiyin. Once again, tell Yousha what you think in your heart. It doesn't matter if you are not forgiven or resented. Go and apologize."

"In that case, I will be Yousha's partner."

"Neru-san...?"

Qingshui Yousha shook his head: "Now, the last thing she wants to see is me, I don't have the face to stand in front of her anymore."

"Even so, go!"

"........."

"Let's get it over with."

(End of this chapter)