After getting married, a popular seiyuu suddenly moved to my house

Chapter 841 835. What does he want.

Kazuto Mogami sat silently in the double room of the family restaurant, quietly eating the omurice set meal that was just served.

The taste can only be said to be ordinary. With his current state of mind, he will not feel delicious when he eats anything. He only eats to prevent his body from collapsing.

"and people……"

After experiencing the farce just now, Xiao Xi Saori was quite at a loss. After her heart calmed down completely, she had already changed into a heavy and serious expression.

"I've heard everything from Yousha."

Mogami Kazuto paused slightly when he raised his hand, and after swallowing all the food, he replied lightly, "That's it."

Turning to think of something, he smiled self-deprecatingly: "So? Are you worried about my mental state, or do you just want to see how funny I am when I lose my mind?"

"That kind of thing... of course it's because I'm worried about you!"

He answered without hesitation, and the words contained strong firmness, which made him feel an inexplicable feeling in his heart.
Mogami Kazuto couldn't help but look away, not looking into her eyes, showing a bitter smile.

"Hey! Kazuto, you can't go wrong anymore, see the reality clearly, you've already..."

"I know." Mogami Kazuto interrupted her.

"I know in my heart that I am no longer qualified to stand in front of them."

"and people……"

"I don't intend to justify my behavior. To be honest, I have no idea what I should do in the future, how to atone for my sins, but..."

"only?"

"I still have something I must do and say to them."

"........."

The matter is far from over, rather, it can only be regarded as the beginning.

Ayane Sakura, Risa Taneda, Rina Hidaka, and Kazuto Mogami still have a lot to say to these girls.

What must be face to face, release all the words in your heart.

This is the reason why Kazuto Mogami cannot die at this time.

"They are all excellent girls. If they hadn't met someone like me, they would have lived a happier and happier life.

I thought that even a guy like me might be able to love someone sincerely and give that person the happiness they want. It doesn't matter if they don't have a lot of money, and we can live together in this world in an ordinary way.

That's all. "

"If He Renni wasn't a cheating bastard, I would almost be moved to tears."

Mogami Kazuto smiled wryly.

"Can you tell me more about them?"

"they?"

"Miss Hidaka and Miss Taneda," she said.

"Did Yousha not tell you anything?"

"Yousha only said that the fact that you were on four boats was exposed. No, you blew yourself up in front of Caiyin. I never thought that you were related to those two."

"A lot happened."

"Don't show me a helpless expression, cheating scumbag."

"That's what he said."

If time went back to a year ago, and someone told Xiao Nishi Saori that Kazuto Mogami would step on four boats in the future, she would absolutely not believe it.

The Mogami Kazuto she knew, although withdrawn and awkward, would give girls who liked him uncomfortable memories, but he was definitely not the kind of person who would deceive their feelings.

In a place that Konishi Saori didn't know, Mogami Kazuto became a completely different person.

That's what she thought.

But when she actually had a face-to-face conversation with Mogami Kazuto, she found that Mogami Kazuto didn't seem to have changed.

It was still the same as she remembered, speaking like he would say, and acting like he would show his expression.

But if he hasn't changed, why did he do such a thing?

Xiao Nishi Saori couldn't figure it out.

"Does Kazuto really like them, or is it just for sleeping with female voice actors?"

"Based on my mentality at that time, I had both, right? Is it human nature to want to sleep with the girl I like?"

As soon as the words were finished, Xiao Xi Saori's eyes froze when he looked at him, and then silently turned away.

Kazuto Mogami also realized that what he said just now would more or less evoke their common memories, and also fell silent.

"There are so many girls you like."

After a long while, Saori Xiaoxi said this as if she wanted to ease the embarrassment.

Her tone didn't sound like a jealous girl, and she didn't mean to hate or complain. It was more like telling something sad, and she felt hesitant and regretful about it.

Mogami Kazuto couldn't refute, so he silently said "Yes", and echoed, "He must be a terrible scumbag."

"Well, pretty impressive."

If at this moment, Konishi Saori asked Mogami Kazuto why he did such a thing, Mogami Kazuto himself did not know how to answer.

Even though these things are not the true awareness of Mogami Kazuto, there is no doubt that it started from his inner desire, no matter how high-sounding it is, he can't stay out of it.

Bearing these sins, and then doing what he can to atone, this is the only thing he should do.

Now that things are going to get to the bottom of it, this behavior itself is meaningless, and Xiao Nishi Saori is not that naive yet.

The only thing that worries Xiaonishi Saori is what will happen to Mogami Kazuto in the future, if Mogami Kazuto really turns into a stranger to her, it will be fine. The reason why scumbags are scumbags is because they can’t reflect on themselves, can’t guilt.

On the other hand, Kazuto Mogami is now, even if he has not witnessed his hysterical appearance, it can be seen from his eyebrows that his mental state is quite unstable.

If there were no barbed wire on the roof of the hospital, if I hadn't gone to the hospital today, would it have turned into another sad ending?

Xiao Nishi Saori felt a little scared.

Facing Mogami Kazuto like this, and Sakura Ayane who was crying so hard last night, she couldn't sit idly by.

"What does Kazuto really want?" she murmured.

"Don't you understand?"

"Hmm..." Saori Xiaoxi shook her head lightly, "Probably, I understand."

Kazuto Mogami smiled lonely.

"Heren... No, the [you] who has nowhere to go, the [you] who has no sense of belonging, the thing that I really want to get is the same from the beginning to the end."

"You just want your family."

"........."

"It's not [Mogami Kazuto]'s family, but your real family."

Sure enough, it has been like this from the beginning.

She'd always been able to see into the deepest part of herself, so that's why she was scared back then.

Obviously she can see through her heart so easily, but she doesn't know anything about her.

This kind of unequal relationship, the only thing Mogami Kazuto can feel is anxiety.

But now...

"...Ang, yes.

I want family. "

(End of this chapter)