After getting married, a popular seiyuu suddenly moved to my house

Chapter 796 790. Men who play hard to get are not good guys.

late at night.

I haven't been able to fall asleep for a long time, but it's not a trivial matter, it's just that I haven't been able to control my mood for a long time.

Whenever I close my eyes, the golden sky I saw on the train that day can't help but come to my mind.

I have to say that it was the most beautiful sunset I have ever seen in 20 years.

When this memory comes to mind, inexplicably, the beating of the heart will speed up.

I have always thought that I am a very rational girl, and I will judge everything except me with my own opinion of "Hidakari".

The good things I recognize in my heart are good, and the bad things are bad.

Good things are good even if they have flaws.

Even if bad things have a fatal attraction to me, I can easily eliminate them from my life.

Not just things, but people too.

Disgusting, likable, all kinds of people.

In my heart, I clearly distinguish which ones can come and go, and which ones should be kept at a respectful distance.

Totsuka-kun belongs to the latter category.

He is handsome and talented.

But he is a scumbag.

He is humble and courteous.

But he is a scumbag.

He is resolute and dull, and he is kind to others.

But he is a scumbag.

The good things are really good, but the bad things are too numerous to enumerate, deceit, concealment, falsehood, disguise, even I can't tell which ones he shows are real and which ones are fictional.

Generally speaking, it's me, the man Hidakari can't control.

And I hate things and people that I can't control.

Because I am weak, so weak that once something is out of my control, I will feel sincerely afraid.

So when I communicate with people, I always greet them with a smile, hide my weakness, and act as a superficially strong person.

When you are demanding on yourself, you are also demanding on others.

I don't want him to never lie, nor do I want him to treat everyone sincerely. I can't do it, and I believe no one in this world can do it.

At least, I hope he is an honest man who can face himself.

But he couldn't even do such a basic thing. Not only did he have the experience of stepping on two boats, but now he is still pursuing himself every day.

Hmm... In the final analysis, is that considered a pursuit?
It should be.

What he does and says to himself now, no matter how you look at it, is pursuing the girl he loves.

Take yourself so far away as if nothing had happened, say something like "I like you" openly, and hear lines from such a frivolous man that would make a girl's heart flutter, and you won't be happy at all.

After all, what the hell is going on with that guy, he must have lost his head to pursue a woman who exposed his infidelity.

Even if he repeatedly stated that he would never do that kind of thing again, the words of the scumbag should not be trusted. Those who cheated once will definitely cheat a second time and a third time.

I don't want to be the miserable woman whose husband comes home and the first thing he does is smell his perfume on his suit.

In short, I deeply understand that I should stay far away from that man.

But in fact, I became a stupid woman who would fill my head with his figure before going to bed.

Tomorrow, you must make it clear to him thoroughly, [I absolutely cannot like you] this sentence!

Ok!That's it, go to sleep!

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hateful!

Can't sleep at all!

Wearing thin pajamas, I turned back and forth on the bed several times, and almost fell under the bed.

I just followed him on an unfamiliar train going somewhere, I was just taken by him to watch a sunset, I just... made some Hidakari dishes that I still act like a good boy, I would never go there Just something to do.

I never even dared to think about quitting my job as a voice actor. Since I was born, I have been a puppet at home, embarking on the path of child star arranged for me by my family.

When he was ten years old, he was already able to deal with all kinds of hostile hosts in the entertainment industry. At the age of 14, he was able to put on a swimsuit, pretend to be a mature smiling face like an adult, and take some highly revealing photos without blushing or heartbeat.

The 20-year-old Hidaka Licai should be more mature and more capable than me at that time.

In terms of qualifications, I am still his senior, but why.

Why is my heart so agitated and terrified in the depths of my heart?

Because I'm a stupid woman who is easy to cheat?

I can't figure it out.

Knowing that the other party is a frivolous man that I can't control, I am still attracted by something about him, like getting lost in a forest where I can't get out, when I was about to faint from hunger, I saw the most colorful and gorgeous mushroom in the world .

Knowing that she couldn't reach out, but she couldn't take her eyes off him.

I am such an idiot.

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The next afternoon.

After work, I come to the cafe for coffee, I like it very much, it is quiet, beautiful, and most importantly, the coffee is delicious.

The next job is an evening radio show, where I can take a leisurely cup of coffee and then go down to the family restaurant downstairs for a bite to eat with crepes from the shop next door for dessert.

What annoys me is that I don't seem to be having fun.

If I want to say why, the guy who usually annoys me didn't come to talk to me.

Rather, he wasn't here at all.

The official announcement claimed that he was unwell and needed to be recuperated, so the performance activities were suspended. That side shows that he is very leisurely, doesn't it?
I was so free that I drank coffee here every day before that, why didn't I come today?
After feeling my stubborn refusal, did you finally give up on my pursuit? Hmph... In the end, he is just a man of this level.

I suddenly feel that today's coffee is not as delicious as usual. The lukewarm taste gives people a feeling of being on the same level. The more I care about it, the more irritable I feel.

After paying the bill, I plan to go for a walk and get some fresh air.

As soon as he got up and walked to the door, he bumped into the guy who came late at the corner.

"Um... I'm sorry."

He hurriedly showed an apologetic expression, and hurriedly stepped aside to make way for me.

I glanced at him lightly.

"Why are you here again?"

"Ah... it's Miss Hidaka, are you leaving already?"

What kind of reaction is this? You should have recognized me when you bumped into me. It's really annoying.

"I've finished my coffee and I still have work to do, so let's go first."

"That's it, then goodbye, Miss Hidaka."

Showing a handsome yet disgusting smile, he walked past me and walked straight into the store.

Damn, are you playing hard to get with me?

What a lousy guy.

I stomped my feet, pursed my lips, turned around again, and followed him into the store.

(End of this chapter)