After getting married, a popular seiyuu suddenly moved to my house

Chapter 793 787. It is true that I hurt them, and it is true that I love them from the bottom of my heart.

When we arrived in Kyoto, the sky was completely dark, and Miss Hidaka and I sat in the station, waiting for the arrival of the return Shinkansen.

"Please use."

I handed the canned oden I bought from the vending machine to Ms. Hidaka who was sitting on the chair. I still couldn’t see her face clearly. I thought the scene I saw on the train was just my hallucination.

But the scene of the golden sunset and the figure of the girl are firmly imprinted in my heart, making it unforgettable for me.

"Thank you."

She took the can and ate it in small bites. I sat down beside her, and she moved quietly, keeping a little distance from me.

No one took the initiative to speak. I did do something very abrupt. Presumably she is still complaining about me. Maybe she will really hate me this time.

The travel that is often said in the world, it seems that it should not be applied to us.

But I don't regret it. I saw such a beautiful scenery. For me, whose head has become abnormal and can't even recognize women's faces, such a scene is enough for me to remember forever.

Remembering a certain September evening, I witnessed the scenery of the journey together with a girl who was nearly ten years younger than me.

"Totsuka-kun." Her voice was still slightly angry.

"……Yes."

"To be honest, I still have a lot of things in my heart that I want to accuse Totsuka-kun of bringing a girl to such a place. You know how frightened I am. I'm just an ordinary girl, Totsuka. No matter how you say it, Jun is still an adult male, so you never thought that I would be afraid?"

"……sorry."

It was me who hadn't thought about it.

"Of course, I will follow you. There must be something wrong in my head at the time, so I fell into your way. I am also reflecting on this aspect myself."

"……Yes."

"What are you!"

"........."

It seems that no matter how I answer, she will be dissatisfied, so I should stop talking.

Then the next second, Miss Rigao beside her suddenly burst out laughing. Hesitating that the laughter was too abrupt, I thought she was laughing back in anger.

It wasn't until she gradually developed into a continuous chuckle that I slowly realized that she was really laughing.

The laughter was mild and sweet, as soothing as a silver bell, and even the ordinary laughter of a professional female voice actor was particularly moving.

"Miss Hidaka, you really look the best when you smile."

Even though I couldn't see her smile clearly, I still gave out such admiration.

Her laughter stopped abruptly, as if she was deliberately against me, and she stopped laughing at all, which made me feel very sorry.

After a while, I heard a small but undisguised sigh.

"Totsuka-kun, it would be great if he wasn't a scumbag."

"People will change. A gentle and kind person may become shameless one day, and a person who has committed a mistake may also encounter an opportunity to swear to change his ways."

Sounds like an excuse to defend yourself, but in a sense, there is nothing wrong with this statement, it just doesn't apply to me.

"Totsuka-kun, have you encountered that opportunity?"

"I don't know, but at least I met Miss Hidaka, I am very happy."

"........."

This is not an answer, but in exchange for her saying "What a bad person", I didn't deny it.

"Hey, Totsuka-kun can you answer a question for me?"

"Excuse me."

"Is Totsuka-kun sitting next to me the real Totsuka-kun?

Or is it just Totsuka-kun who deliberately fabricated it just to attract me and push me into the abyss like them? "

I looked up in a sense of loss, and the overhead lights in the station dazzled me a little.

"I don't know when, even I can't tell which is the real me. It's true that I like girls, and it's true that I hurt them.

Can I say that liking is true and hurting is false? "

I smiled and shook my head.

"Probably... whichever is me, whichever is true.

It is true to hurt them, and it is true to love them from the bottom of my heart. "

So, she stopped talking.

I took the Shinkansen with Ms. Hidaka again, and sat in this strange city for less than an hour. I didn't even walk out of the station, I didn't look up at the starry sky, and I didn't have time to distinguish the difference between the two sides of the night.

On the train on the way home, Miss Hidaka kept looking at the bright moon hanging high outside the window, and the soft light shone across the earth.

"The moonlight tonight is so beautiful."

She stared out the car window blankly, as if talking to herself.

I looked at her, but I couldn't say the phrase "you too".

I seem to be hesitating. I already have three girlfriends who love me deeply. Can I continue to harm innocent girls like this?
"Hey, Totsuka-kun, I'm not in a good mood today."

She didn't look at me, she was still looking out the window, her tone couldn't be described as enthusiastic or cold, she was just talking.

"I know."

"Totsuka-kun should have known about me."

"Slightly heard."

"Actually, there will be follow-ups after that, hahaha."

I don't know why she's laughing, but it sounds like it's full of mixed emotions, at least not something like happiness, joy, joy.

"Can you imagine that such a person can still pursue me openly after this? He only uses some disgusting methods."

"This is really..."

I have a feeling of discomfort that I can't answer.

Although I am also a member of the "Bad Men's Gang", my level should be worse than his, so I have no position to criticize, so I can only keep silent.

"Actually, I don't think the other party is such a bad villain. It's just that I don't like people who have no emotional intelligence and no words. So I used to be quiet and nervous when I met a female voice actor. He was obviously talented, but he wanted to Totsuka-kun, who huddled in a corner and acted like a transparent person, attracted my attention."

"........."

"It turned out to be an even more outrageous scumbag."

I'm so sorry, so sorry.

"And Totsuka-kun is also very thick-skinned, he goes to the cafe I frequent every day to pester me, and even brings me to Kyoto to delay my work.

After making a comparison, I suddenly found that Totsuka-kun was many times more difficult to deal with than that person. "

Being demoted to nothing is something I can't help, and I've been mentally prepared for it.

"For sure, I will never forget what Totsuka-kun did to me today."

"I will never forget that when I was 20 years old, there was a very hateful bad man who dragged me to board the Shinkansen without saying a word, just to watch the sun sinking into the horizon.

Let me just say thank you. "

"Thank you, Totsuka-kun."

(End of this chapter)