After getting married, a popular seiyuu suddenly moved to my house

Chapter 690 683. No one can hug themselves tightly in this winter rainy evening.

Generally speaking, I, Ayane Sakura, should be regarded as a child who likes to act like a baby, or has some characteristics of a child who loves to act like a baby.

Most of the other children would call their parents【おfatherさん】and【お母さん】at home, but I called them【パパ】and【ママ】. I think there should be many people who call their parents like this besides me.

When I was a child, I didn't think there was anything wrong with it. As an adult, I couldn't shout out in front of outsiders because of shame and etiquette, but when I was alone with my family, I still felt relieved to be called this way.

My father is very busy with his work, and he travels all over the world every year. He also went to many places with him when he was a student. After the seiyuu job became stable, such opportunities became rare.

Perhaps because of this reason, I have fewer and fewer opportunities to talk to my father. Many times, I prefer to talk to my mother.

The opposite of childhood.

But it's not that I've become less close to my dad, I respect him a lot, and always have.

Dad rarely reprimands me. If I make a mistake, he will patiently explain to me what I did wrong with the principles of adults.

I couldn't understand it when I was a child.

I can't hear it when I grow up.

【You are already an adult and should have your own thoughts. Dad’s truth is not necessarily your truth. 】

Therefore, after my 20-year-old coming-of-age ceremony, my father never had a long talk with me like today.

Hmm, that should be wrong.

Even now, he didn't give me any accusations, even if I did something that embarrassed the Sakura family, he didn't reprimand me a word.

I know, I'm not a kid anymore.

Similarly, I am very convinced in my heart that no matter what the outside world thinks of me, it will not be able to extinguish my feelings for He Renjun.

Whether it's me, Kazu-kun, or her, the three of us couldn't have expected such a thing to happen.

I don't think there is anything wrong with me, I just found someone I love, I want to love him vigorously, I want to work hard to get love once, no one has the right to accuse a girl who wants to get true love.

However, I still feel terrified to face my parents alone.

I can only remain silent without saying a word, and my father will never mention anything about me from the outside world. My mother hesitates to speak, and finally sighs and quietly leaves the living room.

"How was the trip?"

"Eh?"

"Didn't you go on a trip this weekend? According to your mother, you went to Hakone?"

"It's okay." I replied hesitantly.

I think my father already knew that I went with Kazuto-kun, and it was almost a matter of course what would happen when young couples went on a hot spring trip together.

After the news broke, I thought my father would be angry and disappointed me, but he always had a gentle appearance, no different from the past.

"Father, He Renjun..."

"I have learned about it, and I heard that he is a very talented person, but there are more scandals, but I will not make irresponsible remarks. As long as it is someone you like, Dad has no right to say anything."

I could tell my dad was trying to comfort me, he knew I was at rock bottom so he wouldn't push me any further.

【My daughter is already in great pain, what should the family do if they make her suffer again. 】

This is probably the idea.

Since I'm his only daughter, I can tell.

But Dad, what your daughter wants most now is not tenderness and tolerance.

What I desperately want at this moment is your affirmation and support, even though I know very well in my heart that this is a luxury.

"Speaking of which, regarding the matter of meeting your boyfriend on the weekend, something happened temporarily. I'm going to fly to Huaxia in the afternoon. For your boyfriend, please say sorry for me, and see you later."

I opened my lips and tried hard to show a smile, but I couldn't.

"Well, that's impossible."

"What gift do you want?"

"........."

"Color sound?"

"Ah, sorry, Dad, what did you say?"

I'm distracted.

The change in my father's itinerary may be showing me something, or it may be purely accidental, but I am too sensitive at this stage, and I always want to interpret something.

"What gift do you want me to bring back from this business trip?"

"It's all right." I smiled unnaturally.

"Well...it can be the most difficult thing to do. Well, let's leave it to Dad. It's getting late. Dad is leaving. The driver is already waiting outside."

"I will send you."

……

……

I didn't look at my phone all afternoon, and even though it was vibrating non-stop, I didn't have the heart to touch it.

It seems to be a device that connects me to the world. I am not ready to respond to the world yet, or in other words, what am I looking forward to.

I hope that someone can pull me out of this sad atmosphere, but I don't mean that someone will do, I just want to be squeezed by his wrist and take me to a world of flying cherry blossoms.

On the first night in Hakone, I had a very beautiful dream. I dreamed that I went home with Kazuto-kun and met my father and mother.

My mother doesn't like him a little bit, but because he is the man I chose, she still accepts him calmly.

And Dad is not a pedantic person, he generously gave us blessings.

I went to He Renjun's house again, calling him uncle and aunt shyly.

Publicize our relationship online and receive blessings from fans and friends.

I think that Ayane Sakura at that moment must be the happiest person in the world.

It's just that a dream is a dream after all, and there is always a moment to wake up.

My dream is inevitable, and it cannot be reproduced exactly like in the dream.

it's fine.

My love for He Renjun will not change because of this, and I will not retreat because of such a thing.

I will not go anywhere, will not take the initiative to escape, and will never leave that person's side.

Between great sorrow and great joy, after laughter and tears, I experienced unprecedented pain and happiness.Life lures me into it with happiness and beauty that I have never had before, and then gives me more pain.

I was standing alone in the courtyard, when it started to rain, and the pattering rain beat against the eaves, forming a transparent water curtain in front of me.

It's almost spring, and I feel the wind is a bit cold.

want to be hugged.

I want to lie in his broad arms in the dead of night, smell his scent, play with his black hair, and hear him whisper my name over and over again.

He Renjun.

He Renjun...

He Renjun...

help me.

(End of this chapter)