Chapter 637 630. No title.

Closing my eyes, looking down at my frail body drifting away in the dark on the cold dark blue winter night.

I think I have suppressed a lot of things so far.

It's not that I don't know how to yell, if I can, I also want to make a vent or something.

Put everything in your heart into words, change your emotions into roars, and denounce the world.

But I can't do that after all, so these things can only be backlogged in my heart, getting higher and higher, and when it breaks the sky, I am not far from collapse .

And being so incompetent, I finally welcomed someone who could become my spiritual support.

Ayane Sakura, this woman who once disliked me, has become the most irreplaceable person in my life. At that time, I never thought of it.

But my thoughts, my heart, seem to be unable to convey to her.

No matter how I express it, she always believes that there are other girls in my heart.

What should I do to make her agree.

I agree with the current me and only love her deeply.

……

……

"Why, Heren-kun..."

Sakura Ayane covered her chest with her hands, and crystal clear tears dripped down the back of her hands.

"Why... I obviously love you so much, but I can't believe He Renjun's words from the bottom of my heart.

I hate myself for not being able to trust you, I'm so scared, I'm really scared..."

That extremely strong girl, shedding her strong exterior, revealed the weakest part of her heart. Seeing such a girl, Kazuto Mogami felt so heartbroken that he could hardly breathe.

Stretching out her hand to embrace her, the girl's fingers tightly clutched Mogami Kazuto's shoulders, the choked voice could no longer be suppressed, and turned into a ferocious beast, crying out weakly.

Kazuto Mogami patted the girl on the back and spoke weak words of comfort.

"He Renjun..." she sniffed while crying.

"Ah."

"During this time, why didn't you invite me to stay at your house once? Because I said that I didn't want to sleep with you, so you really lost patience with me?"

"Nothing like that."

"Then why not be tough and bring me to your house, just like trespassing without my permission that night in the living room."

"I don't want to force you to do something you don't like, and I don't want to hurt you."

"It's really stupid, how could I not think about it, you must not know how I fell asleep during this period of night.

I can see your figure when I close my eyes, and the images of being happy with you are all in my mind. It's all your fault. I have become a shameless girl who would do that kind of thing alone in the bedroom. "

"Feel sorry……"

"Tsk! Don't apologize so honestly, it's embarrassing."

"……Um."

"What about Kazuto-kun? How do you spend the night without me?"

"There's no night, it's all day."

"What is that."

Mogami kept silent, there was no need to talk about the insomnia, there was no need to talk about the coffee and sleeping pills, he was just like this, he kept everything in his stomach, and couldn't bear to let Sakura know.

If she found out, she would shed tears again, and maybe she would think it was her own fault.

Mogami Kazuto didn't want to see that scene.

Mogami Kazuto is actually clear about what Sakura Ayon is worrying about, and he is willing to explain and confess.

However, Ayane Sakura couldn't believe it, no matter how true and touching what Kazuto Mogami said, she just didn't believe it.

Kazuto Mogami really didn't know what to take out from his body to show her.

There are only a few hours left before dawn, and following this process, the two will only disagree and stand at a stalemate.

Kazuto Mogami couldn't fall asleep anyway, but at least he wanted her to have a good rest.

"It's getting late, go to bed first, you should still have work tomorrow."

Kazuto Mogami silently pushed her shoulder away, and as soon as the girl's body left her embrace, his body suddenly became extremely cold.

He was completely used to it, even without the comfort of a woman's body temperature, he still lived till now.

"What about you?" Sakura asked.

"I'm going to sleep in the guest room."

Sakura Ayane opened her mouth, looked at Mogami Kazuto's back, but couldn't say a word.

After closing the bedroom door, Mogami Kazuto went downstairs slowly.

Just entering the guest room, before he even had time to close the door, he was completely enveloped by the icy feeling from the inside out, and he fell powerlessly to the floor, his legs curled up and hugging his body tightly, trembling non-stop.

On snowy days, it is extraordinarily cold.

She climbed onto the bed with all her strength, got into the bed without taking off her clothes, and shivered under the blanket, as if her breath was not warm.

It would be dawn in a few more hours, and he began to look forward to the warm sun rising earlier, drink a cup of hot coffee, and wait for the pleasant sunlight to drive away the cold on his body.

At night alone, he thinks about these things.

After an unknown amount of time, the soft creature burrowed into his bed, like a little sun, wrapping him around his back, and a steady stream of heat came from behind him.

The emptiness and coldness subsided, and gradually, even the breathing became smoother. What was sucked into the tip of the nose was no longer the piercing cold blade, but a stream of warm heat.

He hadn't smelled such air at night for a long time.

A trace of tiredness welled up in his heart, he turned around gently, and hugged the sun that belonged to him tightly.

"Why are you here?"

"Lonely, empty, cold."

Mogami Kazuto didn't make a sound, but responded with a kiss.

After a long time, she was a little out of breath from being kissed, panting intermittently: "Today you are allowed to come in as an exception."

"Just hold it," he said.

"Holding alone?"

"Ah."

"why?"

"I can sleep...a ​​good sleep."

Mogami Kazuto's voice became softer and softer, and she quickly fell asleep at a speed that surprised Ayane Sakura.

No matter how she secretly played tricks, even reached under his waist and squeezed tightly, Mogami Kazuto didn't show any sign of waking up.

He has not fallen asleep steadily for four full months.

He, who had already fallen asleep, was temporarily freed from the pain caused by reality, and he couldn't help showing a relaxed and comfortable expression.

Seeing such an expression, the girl gradually calmed down.

Her hesitation, her hesitation, and all her negative emotions come from her love for this man.

She struggled desperately in this relationship, even though it would make her painful, deep down she was still unwilling to give up.

Maybe after tonight, I will want to alienate him again, and become unwilling to sleep in the same bed with him.

But she never thought of leaving him once.

(End of this chapter)

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