Jiang Nv is indescribable

chapter 38
"Do you still remember how much she loved you when you were a child? Almost all her heart was on you.

"Later... she may have had her own reasons.

"Madam Tai hates her remarriage, and forbids the mansion to talk about her, let alone her news to reach your ears.

"In those years, all the books she wrote were blocked... It's not that she doesn't care about you."

Mrs. Liang spoke slowly.

Ordinarily, a servant girl like her should not say these things.

But she couldn't bear to see the female gentleman trapped here for the rest of her life, never getting rid of her childhood demons.

In fact, Mrs. Tai also had regrets before she died.

She favored her second son the most in her life.The two sons were killed, but Jiang Fosang's blood was left behind.

I know that the second son's wife will not keep this memorial tablet for a long time, and I only hope that she can fulfill her duties as a mother and bring up her granddaughter well. When the granddaughter grows up, she can go or stay as she pleases.

But only two years after she settled down in Jingling, Mrs. Bai returned to the family. Since then, she has lost contact with the Jiang family, and remarried to the Pei family two years later.

The female gentleman left her mother at the age of five, and cried day and night to find her grandmother, but what she waited for was the news of her mother's remarriage.

The young female gentleman didn't know what remarriage meant, and she only concluded from the servant's discussion that her mother didn't want her anymore. Later, she fell seriously ill and was in danger of dying.

How can Mrs. Tai not hate her for being such a good granddaughter who nearly survived her death!

Her hatred also gradually affected the queen.

I don't know when, the female gentleman no longer clamored to find grandma.

Years passed, and at the end, even if there was no Madam Tai's order, she didn't want to hear a word about Madam Bai again.

During these years, Mrs. Bai has been to Jingling more than once.

She will definitely not be able to enter the Jiangmen, and she will only wait for the queen to call Aunty with teary eyes on her way out or home.

But the queen has always turned a blind eye, even when Mrs. Bai tried to get close to her, she coldly called her attendants to drive her away.

Mrs. Tai sighed before she passed away, she shouldn't have planted the seeds of resentment in her granddaughter's heart.She was puzzled, fearing that she would never be happy in her life.

What Liang Yu wants to do is to untie this knot in the heart of the female gentleman.

"After getting engaged to the Xu family last year, the news spread to Xijiang County. Mrs. Bai was very worried. She went to Jingling to discuss with the head of the family and Mrs. Luo. She said that the Xu family might not be a blessed place, and she didn't want you to marry there. As a result..."

As a result, Mrs. Luo humiliated her, saying that she was married again and abandoned her daughter, so what qualifications did she have to intervene in the Jiang family's affairs again.

But Jiang Fosang, out of some subtle psychology, and the "responsibility" she considers as Jiang's daughter, didn't want to see it, let alone hear it...

"Every child is a piece of flesh that fell from the mother's body. How could she cruelly leave you alone? Mistress," the good woman pulled her over and wiped her tears. with your's."

Jiang Fosang's heart, which he thought was as cold as iron, was touched for some reason, and he only felt a dull pain.

She sat up and threw herself into Liang Nao's arms, tears rolling down her cheeks.

"Cry, cry."

Just cry out.

Liangyu patted her back gently, just like she did when she was a child.

After a long time, the crying gradually stopped.

Jiang Fosang still cuddled up to Mrs. Liang's shoulder, refusing to turn her face away.

Liang Nai knew that she was shy, and smiled: "No matter how old you are, you are still a child in front of your mother, so why should you be ashamed to cry for your mother?"

Jiang Fosang was indeed a little ashamed.

Adding up the two lives, she is really old, and now she is still doing this for such a thing...

Perhaps it is true as the nurse said, even if you live to be a hundred years old, as long as the mother is still alive, you can still be a child.

It's just that years have passed, and times have changed.

The mother has a new family, a husband who loves her, and a lovely child named Yuxue.

She was also past the age of needing a mother.

Even if you are willing to reconcile with the past, it is unnecessary.

What's more, the relationship between the two has been fixed in a wrong format. She has never learned how to get along with her mother. Presumably, her mother will also be at a loss when facing her.

If there is only debt and compensation left between mother and daughter... Seeing each other is like not seeing each other.

That's all!

Knowing that she had a good life, it also relieved the regrets of her previous life.

After that, there is no more involvement, no more attachment.
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After Jiang Fusang calmed down, he was very sorry to learn that Shao Bo and others could not watch the race well.

Uncle Shao said with a smile, "I've seen everything I need to see. I'm getting old, and I really can't bear the noise. The supply has been left to the servants, and there is no delay. Young Madam, just rest assured."

"That's right." Jiang Fosang nodded.

She didn't want to stay longer in Yuanyang, so the ship left the pier after supplies were completed, and continued to sail northwest.

In the next few days, the good wife kept paying attention, and found that the female gentleman was in normal condition, so she let go of her worries.

After the initial novelty wears off, life on board becomes difficult.

Jiang Fosang most often went to the royal room on the top floor to pass the time by reading books or playing chess.

On this day, a few maids were doing needlework and were bored. Calamus suddenly mentioned that the lady had promised to tell them a "story" before.

Jiang Fosang was also idle when he was idle, so he happily fulfilled his promise.

Of course, what I'm talking about is not the "Long·Yangyi History", but some strange stories I heard from my husband.

Mr. is right, the entertainment of today's people is really pitifully scarce, just a few short stories can scare a few maids for a moment, even Liang Shuo, who is in the market, can listen to it with great interest.

At the beginning of the lecture, there were only four servant girls and Liang Shuo, but gradually, there were more and more people, even Hu Qilang's close servant Nan Quan often came to join in the fun.

"Is that Zimohe really so miraculous? A small bottle is worth millions..." You Cao clicked his tongue.

Nan Quan said: "If people get this thing, they can summon ghosts and gods to protect them. From now on, they will not be burned by fire or drowned by water. Do you think it is worth it?"

Liang Shuo thought it was fake: "The wisher took the bait, the Persian businessman is obviously a fool who bit the bait!"

Calamus nodded in agreement: "It makes sense."

Both parties refused to accept the other, so they argued and asked the female monarch to comment.

Liang Nai reminded: "Enough is enough, don't tire the lady."

After half a day of speaking, my throat was dry and itchy, which was really tiring. In the second half of the day, Jiang Fosang proposed to teach some maidservants to write.

Calamus and the others were stunned and couldn't believe it was true.

"Slaves are stupid, afraid of learning badly..."

Besides, they are slaves!No matter how many households Qimin wanted to read and write, they couldn't get it, and they really didn't dare to overstep.

Jiang Fusang said: "I teach you also for myself. I will need you in many places in the future. I don't know big characters. How can I do my job for me?"

The four servant girls looked at each other, thinking of Jiao Xing one after another.

Jiao Xing has been serving the female monarch for many years, and she is proficient in writing and ink, so the female monarch relies heavily on her for everything.Now that Jiaoxing is gone, if they don't make progress, I'm afraid they will miss the matter of the queen.

Thinking of this, the four servant girls nodded heavily.

"What about you?" Jiang Fosang asked Liang Shuo.

Liang Shuo knelt and sat in the distance, glanced at his mother, but did not answer.

Jiang Fosang followed and looked at Mrs. Liang.

How can Liang Nai beat her?
After glaring at Liang Shuo, he finally let go: "Follow the lady and study hard!"

Liang Shuo was overjoyed: "Hey!"

After teaching for half a day, when she returned to the cabin, Liangyu rubbed her shoulders and said, "Why do you want to indulge them like this?"

Jiang Fusang smiled: "It's just knowing a few words, is this also called longitudinal?"

At the moment when knowledge and classics are monopolized by wealthy families, books are as precious as gold, but what is more precious than books is the preacher.

Most of the teachers come from high schools, and they never leave the aristocratic family to accept disciples.Knowing a few words is something that ordinary people can't even imagine.

It is poor and wealthy families who want their children to receive a systematic education, which is often not available.

Aunt Liang had mixed feelings in her heart: "Liang Shuo them, what virtue can they do."

Jiang Fosang looked at the prime minister, his eyes hidden inquiring: "Actually, I can teach Liangshuo myself, why not teach?"

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