I'm the villain in the book

Chapter 654 I Don't Blame You
The galaxy is full and the moon is full, and the breeze sends it lightly.

Just when Liang Qin was wondering why her supposed menstrual event hadn't come yet, Wei Changtian had already walked outside the courtyard where Yang Liushi lived.

Looking at the burning candlelight in the room, he stood outside the courtyard for a while, then took a light breath and started walking again.

"Dong dong dong."

Walk through the courtyard and knock on the door.

The sound of flipping books inside the door stopped abruptly, and soon the all-too-familiar voice sounded.

"Xiaoyue, what's wrong?"

Obviously, Yang Liushi regarded him as a servant girl.

"Hey, it's me."

Wei Changtian gave a dry cough, and heard the movement of a cabinet opening and closing in the house, and soon the door in front of him was slowly opened.

"Son."

Yang Liushi stood inside the door, her long hair was scattered behind her, and the warm yellow candlelight was soft over her shoulders.

She sideways let Wei Changtian into the room, and asked with a smile:

"Aren't you going to have peace talks with Yan Huaiqing tomorrow? Why are you here so late?"

"You also know that I'm going to have peace talks tomorrow."

Wei Changtian deliberately joked: "Then I haven't seen you caring about it for a few days?"

"The servant wants to care about it, but I can't find you."

Yang Liushi was not annoyed, she walked to the table with a smile and poured water for Wei Changtian: "Besides, Mr. Chu is here, so there must be nothing wrong with the peace talks."

"So you just stay in the room reading all day?"

Curling his lips, Wei Changtian casually picked up an ancient book on the table.

This book is obviously very old, the title on the cover has long been blurred to the point of being unrecognizable, and the content is not complete.

Wei Changtian casually flipped through a few pages. Although it was quite difficult to read, he could see that this was not some kind of art of war, but an ancient medical book.

"Medical books? What are you doing reading this book?"

After scanning the other books on the table and finding that they should all be medical books, Wei Changtian couldn't help being a little surprised: "What? You want to study medicine?"

"Goose goose, the slave family is just a whim."

Yang Liushi smiled and took the ancient books, closed them, and put them together carefully: "Anyway, I'm free, so I'll find something to do to pass the time."

"Really?"

Frowning, Wei Changtian always felt that Yang Liushi was hiding something on purpose.

"If you really want to study medicine, just study it, don't need to hide it."

"Besides, it's not the right way for you to read these medical books by yourself. Why don't I find a doctor with excellent medical skills in Liangzhou to teach you?"

"No need."

Yang Liushi shook her head, and interrupted with a serious face: "My lord, I really just took a casual look."

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Looking at Yang Liushi, Wei Changtian froze for a moment.

Of course he remembered what he came here for tonight, so he didn't ask about the medical book after all, but walked slowly to the table and sat down, and brought the topic down to the real thing.

"Liu Shi."

"I have something to discuss with you."

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The candlelight trembled slightly, and the room suddenly fell into silence.

Wei Changtian is still searching for the language of the organization, trying to figure out how to say it better.

But Yang Liushi quickly reacted and shook her head gently.

"My lord, you don't have to say it, the slave family understands."

"I don't blame my great-grandfather for this matter, let alone you."

"If you want to blame, you can only blame the slave family for being a demon."

"The Nu family had already thought it over clearly. If it wasn't for the young master, the Nu family would have died when they were taken away by Xiao Feng in Yanyun Mountain. How could they have survived to this day?"

"So the only thing the slave family wants in this life is to be with the young master all the time."

"As for the other things, compared to not being able to have a child for the young master, the slave family is even more unwilling to see the young master get angry with people close to me because of me and because of this child, and even be despised by the world."

"Young master, the slave family is just a little demon in a hundred thousand mountains, because you have seen the prosperity of this world and understood what love is."

"The ancients said that husband and wife should help each other and share weal and woe."

"The young master has done so much for the slave family, even if the slave family can't help you with anything, at least they can not hold you back."

"My lord, don't you forget that you still have sisters Wan'er, Qin'er, and Yao'er."

"If one day the slave's family really gave birth to a child of the son, but the surname is not Wei. What will they think then?"

"Young master, I don't want to know how to face them one day, I don't want to be dictated secretly by my servants one day, and I don't want to have to leave you one day."

"For this reason, the servants don't need anything"

Having said that, Yang Liushi paused.

The moon was full and bright, and the silver light flowed on her body, and it also flowed on Wei Changtian's body.

Yang Liushi turned her head to look at the full moon outside the window, and softly said:
"People have sorrows and joys, and the moon is cloudy and clear. This matter is hard to come by in ancient times."

"My lord, the slave family really understands this poem now."

"In this world, there will never be a moon that is perfect every night, and there will be no people who are satisfied with everything."

"So, the slave family is already content."

"real."

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The sad wind is coming to the end of the day, and the full moon is shining.

Under the shadow of the Ming River, you can count the stars.

Staring blankly at Yang Liushi and listening to her words, Wei Changtian didn't know what to reply to her for a while.

Yang Liushi has already said what should be said and what can be said.

And since she can say this so calmly, it means that she must have thought about it for a long time.

Even these words sound more like trying to persuade myself not to feel too guilty.
You still have Xu Qingwan, Liang Qin, and Lu Jingyao, and you may have other wives and concubines in the future.

They can all carry your family, so it doesn't matter if I can do it or not.

Furthermore, if we really have a child in the future, then the Wei family's attitude towards this child may expose my identity in front of more people, which may cause me to have to leave you.

I don't want to leave you, and I don't want to bear the strange eyes of the world, so I would rather not have this child.

This is my own choice, nothing to do with you.

As of now, I am quite content.
Whether Yang Liushi is really "satisfied" is not known for the time being, but she did say so, and her purpose must be to dispel the guilt in Wei Changtian's heart.

For this reason, she even recited the phrase "People have sorrows and joys, and the moon has cloudy and sunny periods", and used Wei Changtian's own "written" poems to persuade him to feel at ease.

but
Just like what Yang Liu said in his poem, even if she can't give birth to an heir for Wei Changtian, it doesn't affect Wei Changtian's ability to be a father.

But to borrow the phrase "I only have you" that Comrade Xiao Xu said to Wei Changtian before, this kind of comfort is undoubtedly based on the premise of "sacrificing" himself.

After all, to Yang Liushi, she only has Wei Changtian.

And that meant she would never be a mother again.

It is true that people have joys and sorrows, and the moon waxes and wanes.

It should be known that the moon is full and the moon meets every month. How can such a lifetime of regrets be compared with the moon?

Wei Changtian naturally understands this, so right now he feels very uncomfortable.

What's more, he didn't come here today to persuade Yang Liushi to "know the general idea", but to discuss with the latter what to do so that their future children can be accepted by the Wei family.

Therefore, after he was stunned for a moment, he hurriedly wanted to say something.

However, before she could say a word, Yang Liushi suddenly lowered her head, and whispered first:
"My lord, you still have important things to do tomorrow, so you should rest earlier tonight."

"The servant is a little tired, so I won't see you off."

"No, Liu Shi, I actually"

"Son."

"Go back, go back"

(End of this chapter)