Why it never ends

The walk lasted for about twenty minutes. Ding Xueyang felt a little tired, so he went upstairs with Shi Pingchuan.

After returning home, Shi Pingchuan began to pack his luggage. He would take the 11 o'clock train to Songxueyuan tonight, stay one night next to the airport, and then catch the 9 o'clock flight tomorrow morning. This business trip will last three days, and he will go to a city in the south like before.

"Will Miao Miao come back tomorrow?" Ding Xueyang asked.

"Well, my mother will ask the driver to send it to her home. You can just wait at home."

Ding Xueyang nodded, "Did your mother tell you that she didn't want Miao Miao to change her surname?"

Shi Pingchuan stopped and stood up, "Who talked too much about my mother? What did she say?"

"Don't worry, Miaomiao said when chatting with your mother that her grandfather wanted her to be named Ding." Ding Xueyang raised his head, "Your mother said that when she wanted Miao Miao to be named Ding, didn't my father want to give her the name Ding?" Our small apartment in Songxueyuan? Your mother said that she would directly transfer the single-family villa next to Jian'an Lake in Pingjing to Miao Miao's name in a while."

The muscles on Shi Pingchuan's face twitched twice, "...Is this what my mother told you personally?"

"Yes," Ding Xueyang looked at her husband, "Didn't she tell you?"

"Should it be transferred to Miaomiao's name or to ours? Miaomiao is still just a child!"

"It doesn't matter if they are children. Minors can also receive property as gifts. They just need us as the agent to handle the transfer procedures."

Shi Pingchuan pinched the bridge of his nose and said, "...Okay, leave the formalities to me. I will handle this later."

"No, your mother has already sent the notarial certificate to my mobile phone this afternoon." Ding Xueyang said softly, "She asked us to sign as soon as possible, and she will handle the rest of the procedures herself."

"She's crazy!"

Ding Xueyang was puzzled, "Why are you angry?"

Shi Pingchuan held back his breath, "...Aren't you afraid that she will spoil Miaomiao like this?"

"What does it matter? Miaomiao is so young now. What's wrong with being used to it?" Ding Xueyang said softly, "If you are worried about this, we will not tell her about this house and we will find an opportunity to talk about it in the future. Besides, grandparents treat their grandchildren. All generations are particularly distressed, don’t you think my dad also loves Miaomiao very much?”

"I'm too lazy to tell you." Shi Pingchuan continued to pack his luggage with a livid face, "I told my mother a few years ago that I wanted her to leave the house next to Jian'an Lake to me. If I could have sold it, House, I won’t throw away the stocks in my hand, what’s the price now…”

"Ha, you're not jealous of Miaomiao, are you?"

"What nonsense are you talking about!!" Shi Pingchuan suddenly got angry and slammed the socks in his hands to the ground, "A father is jealous of his daughter? Is there anyone who talks like this?"

"..." Ding Xueyang was startled, "Didn't you always say that some mothers would be jealous of their daughters..."

"Don't involve me in your women's affairs." Shi Pingchuan lowered his voice again, "And don't talk nonsense in front of my mother."

Ding Xueyang was silent for a while on the bed, "Your mother said that she liked Miao Miao's fearless temperament so much. It was like a replica of her when she was young -" "Love so and so," Shi Pingchuan said impatiently He said, "Stop talking. It's so noisy that I can't remember what to pick up."

Ding Xueyang sat on the edge of the bed, watching Shi Pingchuan pick and place things. Suddenly she saw a sweater of hers placed inside, and she stepped forward.

"Why do you still have my clothes in your suitcase?"

Shi Pingchuan stood in front of the closet with his back to his wife, "...I accidentally put it in the wrong place."

"I used to wear this lavender sweater some time ago," Ding Xueyang said softly, "No wonder I haven't been able to find it recently."

Shi Pingchuan hummed, and quickly left the bedroom holding his dirty clothes and went to the laundry room.

When the machine started spinning, Shi Pingchuan locked the door. He breathed a sigh of relief, then turned on the exhaust fan and started smoking.

During this period of time, he lived on tenterhooks, fearing that Ding Jiali's mouth would be loose, and fearing that Ding Xueyang would notice something. Sometimes he would take a step back and think deeply - even if Ding Xueyang really knew about it, he seemed to be unable to do anything. There was no need to do this. Anxious. But even so, he couldn't help but worry about it, and he was willing to indulge in this hide-and-seek game with himself.

Shi Pingchuan stayed in the laundry room alone for almost forty minutes. After stuffing all the washed clothes into the dryer, he went upstairs again. In the bedroom, Ding Xueyang had already dozed off on the bed. Since becoming pregnant, she often fell into sudden sleep like this.

When Pingchuan came to his sleeping wife and looked at her sleeping wife, he suddenly understood the reason why he was afraid of being seen by Ding Xueyang. Whenever his wife closed her eyes, he felt infinite tenderness for the woman in front of him. Ever since he was a student, Ding Xueyang's gentle and tranquil temperament had deeply attracted him. He half-knelt beside the bed and rested his head on the purple sweater in his wife's hand.

Looking for the affection that could not be obtained from the mother in the other half...

I shouldn't be the first man in the world to do this.

……

At night, Ding Jiali was lying on the bed alone. He was still thinking about his own affairs enthusiastically, and was so excited that he couldn't sleep at all. He felt as if he had inadvertently touched some kind of world rule, an iron law that he had never discovered in the past but was running all the time. He is like a fish discovering for the first time that he lives in water.

He couldn't tell what the specific rule was, but he just had a subtle feeling: He originally thought that he was still missing something if he was neither good nor bad, but the fall of Shi Pingchuan made him realize in an instant that this was really a kind of inadequacy. Necessary self-effacement.

For the first time in his life, Ding Jiali put down his jealousy towards sisters Ding Yuqing. Only now did he see clearly how many unnecessary shackles he had carried in the past, as if he suddenly woke up from a deep sleep and realized that the world was his oyster.

He couldn't help but stand in front of the mirror and look at himself in the mirror again and again. When he dresses up deliberately, people say that he has virtues that are rare in men. He is unkempt, and people treat him more intimately than before.

What a tall figure, what a handsome face... not to mention that his family background is above average and he has a very shining aura of academic qualifications. Why did I always envy young masters like Shi Pingchuan who were born with a silver spoon in their mouth?

Yes, Shi Pingchuan's family background was good, but he himself became weak because of it.

Ding Jiali walked around the room excitedly. He thought about his past and began to replace the old memories with a new narrative. He suddenly realized that his ruined biological father and mother were not a stain on him. On the contrary, it is his advantage. It is precisely because he was once the middle child in the family and was not valued by his father that he had the opportunity to be Ding Guisheng's son, that he could realize how happy it is to live here, and that he could always have a desire to climb up in his heart. Determination, and this kind of determination is something that a young man like Shi Pingchuan will never, ever understand.

Yeah, the world is my oyster...what a burning realization.

Ding Jiali looked into the mirror again with a burning heart.