Why it never ends

Mei Sinan stared at his friend blankly. He clearly felt that Ding Jiali changed what he originally wanted to say the moment he said the words.

"Look at what I'm doing, look at the photos!" Ding Jiali knocked on the table.

Mei Sinan then lowered his head and carefully compared the differences between the two photos.

"...They are all very beautiful girls," he whispered, "Why are you asking me this question?"

Ding Jiali leaned back slightly, spread his arms, and rested his elbows on the back of the bench, "I've been thinking about which one to pursue recently, and I'm a little undecided."

"Where's the girl we climbed the mountain with last time?"

"You're talking about Meng Meng," Ding Jiali curled his lips, "She can't do it. She has too many ideas. She was just pretending to be harmless to humans and animals before... Fortunately, she got rid of it."

Mei Sinan frowned slightly and returned his gaze to the phone, "Which one do you like better?"

"I just let you refer to it because I don't know," Ding Jiali said. "She has a very good personality with long hair, she is considerate, and she is very simple. She is really the kind of girl who makes you very protective at first glance. "The one with short hair is not good in terms of personality, but her taste is really good. I talked to her a few times about men's clothing, and then I found out that when she was in high school, she and her family flew to the Third District to participate in fashion shows——"

"Do you know what my answer is?" Methnan shook his head, "Don't choose either one."

"Ah?" Ding Jiali's brows twisted into knots. He took back his phone and looked through the photos of the two people again, "Why, I thought you would choose the latter one."

"You don't like either of these two girls."

"Really. I think I quite like it. Why do you think I don't like it?"

"If you really like someone, you actually can't tell what exactly you like about her," Mesnan said softly, "Sometimes, you can't even see clearly what she looks like..."

Ding Jiali laughed when he heard this, "What do you mean, love makes people short-sighted?"

"Yes, love makes people short-sighted," Mesnan whispered. "Only time is clear. Before a certain moment, this person was gray. After a certain moment, wherever she is, the color will be there. You don't There are ways to see the strengths and weaknesses in her, because those have become wonderful qualities in her—"

"Stop it," Ding Jiali raised his hand, "Tell me the truth, have you not talked to someone yet?"

Mesnan looked at him, "...have you ever talked about it? Does it have anything to do with what I just said?"

"You just haven't talked about it! Don't worry, I won't laugh at you because of this!" Ding Jiali laughed and said, "Why are you so innocent... Sinan, I completely understand the feelings you just said, Everyone is like this when they fall in love for the first time, but love is not that complicated.”

Mei Sinan stopped talking, obviously not agreeing with Ding Jiali's attitude.

"You'll know what I'm talking about after you have had a few serious conversations," Ding Jiali shook his head, "I call this stage of your life 'the first phase', and I can tell you that after three months, when you look back, you will You'll feel stupid - but that's good, because you're going to be in love anyway!" "But I feel -"

"Stop talking, I just want to ask you more questions," Ding Jiali smiled and put the phone back into his pocket, "I still say the same thing, wait until you have a serious relationship..."

Before he finished speaking, Ding Jiali suddenly trembled.

"...What's wrong with you?" Mei Sinan looked at him, "What about when I fall in love?"

Ding Jiali didn't answer. He didn't have the strength to answer. At this moment, he suddenly remembered that his brother-in-law had said something similar to him that night: "You are still young, Jiali. You will understand when you get married."

Looking at the innocent-looking Mei Sinan in front of him, Ding Jiali's scalp began to tingle.

In the sudden pain of dullness, he seemed to have inadvertently arrived at Shi Pingchuan's position, and gave a warning to his other old self... And it was obvious that the person in front of him didn't even listen to half of his words. Not going in. He could even see that Methnan was preparing a grand argument to show that he did not agree with this point of view.

...Did Pingchuan have a similar mood that night?

Am I still the naive person in the end?

Ding Jiali felt heartbroken again, and as expected, Mei Sinan across from him began to talk about his feelings about love.

Ding Jiali remained silent without interrupting once, but from beginning to end, he didn't listen to a word.

……

The nights in the mountains are colder than in the city. In an open space on the farm, the girls set up a bonfire, wrapped themselves in blankets, and started reading at night.

Hesta didn't bring any clothes for traveling at night, and she didn't understand why everyone had to read poetry outdoors. But since it was a group activity, she still braved the cold wind and sat with everyone, but she had more cover than others. A blanket.

Throughout the day, she verbally corrected some people's gun-holding postures and shared some shooting tips. However, no matter how much people around him persuaded or provoked him, Hesta himself did not touch any guns and ammunition.

Now she finally figured out how Lin Jiao created a training ground in this place legally and compliantly: South 14th District has strictly banned guns for a long time, and there are detailed laws on what types of guns can be used in which situations. Articles.

Although District 14 is similar to most gun-ban areas in this regard, there are several surprising loopholes in enforcement. Among several professions that allow the use of guns, "hunter" is a profession with a very low threshold. , in some places in the North Fourteenth District, people can quickly get a hunter's license as long as they are over sixteen years old and pay a sum of money to take the exam. This certificate will allow the person to legally use a range of hunting firearms, including shotguns, on most hunting grounds.

At the same time, the division of "hunting land" at the junction of the North and South 14th Districts is often very confusing. In places where strict regulations are imposed, it takes several years just to get approval for the location. In some rural areas in the north, local farmers divide their properties into tracts of land. To declare a mountain as a hunting ground, you only need to fill out a few forms.

Most of the people who actually fired guns today were old members who joined the club last year. Lin Jiao always organized new members of the poetry club to take the hunter exam in the second half of the school year. Although there is no real hunting ground near the farm, and everyone just shoots at fixed targets or water bottles from a distance of two to three hundred meters, it is difficult for participants to forget the feeling of being shocked by the sound and recoil of the gun the moment they pull the trigger.

Hesta knew exactly what that felt like.

She secretly marveled at Lin Jiao's behavior and couldn't believe that the girl in front of her was only two years older than herself. Hesta couldn't help but ask himself: If he were in Lin Jiao's position, would he be able to get to where he is today?

As much as she didn't want to admit it, the answer was obvious. In fact, before walking into Ava's mansion last year, she was just a loner who was willing to wander on the edge. At that time, all her attention was anchored on one thing, and she never thought about the future. Not to mention concentrating on building a team.