Why it never ends

"…near Orange Town?"

"Near Orangetown."

"Where did you get the gun?"

"Are you coming?" Lin Jiao asked, "I'll tell you if I come. If I don't come, I won't tell you. But I can declare first that the relevant methods are legal and compliant."

"Okay, I'll go," Hesta looked at her, "You can talk now."

"We'll wait until Friday - that is, tomorrow night - before we get on the road. Otherwise, who knows if you might run away suddenly."

Hesta shrugged lightly, "Then I'd better think about it again."

Lin Jiao laughed, "No problem, you think about it."

"By the way," Hesta added, "Has the poetry club been investigated for external relations recently?"

"What are you talking about about Mrs. Kajia?"

"Ah."

"She came to us on her own initiative, but we never took a penny from her." Lin Jiao replied, "So we don't have any problems."

Hesta raised her head, "Did you also notice something?"

"It's very simple. Although we are short of money, we are not short of money," Lin Jiao said. "Furthermore, I personally feel that taking her money is risky - I went to her cafe once before moving, although for Students provide free venues, but the restaurant on the second floor is very uncomfortable. Of course, if it is just this, I will not refuse donations. Money is always innocent, but she has always claimed that she is paying attention to the growth of women, which is..."

"What?"

"An entrepreneur who really cares about the growth of women will not open that kind of themed restaurant," Lin Jiao said. "I think she just needs to find some communities with more female members to expand her influence, and then use these groups to provide her with a 'female-friendly' ’ image as an endorsement, this is the most fatal thing.”

"Then do you know how she gets the money?"

"I don't know where to go," Lin Jiao said. "Anyway, I feel that the crowded cafe at the door cannot support her expenses. This person is very generous. When we rejected her for the first time, she thought Because we didn’t give enough money, the number doubled the second time we came over.”

Hesta was lost in thought.

When she went to inquire about the news from Teacher Wu in the afternoon, the other party gave the same answer - Mrs. Kajia gave too much, so much that it made people wonder if there was any hidden price.

"Off topic," Lin Jiao suddenly said, "If you also want to make a donation to the club, remember not to go through the school society association channel, contact my college directly, and give us money in the name of funding student activities."

"……Why?"

“Last year we received a social donation through the CFCS channel, which was originally approved upon application. But when we went to ask for funds, the CFCS said that the Debate Association had activities that month, so we used them first. Finally, It took half a year to barely make up for part of our money." Lin Jiao said, "Later I found out that the people from the Federation of Social Social Sciences had messed up the accounts a long time ago. They have been demolishing the east wall to pay for the west wall over the years. The money was spent as soon as it arrived, and we don’t know who the final amount of money allocated to us was transferred from... They will be finished sooner or later, it’s a matter of time.”

As she spoke, Lin Jiao took out a pen and a memo from her clothes. She quickly wrote an email address and phone number on them, and then pushed them in front of Hesta. "Here, contact this person." Lin Jiao said, "If you say you want to fund student activities, she will give you the corresponding materials."

"Why do you give me this?" Hesta laughed. "I look like a rich man?"

"It's quite similar." Lin Jiao replied, "Not now, but there will be in the future."

Hesta took it and glanced at it, silently writing down the contact information on it.

……

That night, Hesta thought about everything that happened in the afternoon and couldn't help but let out a sigh.

She liked Kseniya so much, but she didn't like herself at all when she was with Kseniya. She felt that she was always particularly stupid, sensitive, impulsive and careless at that time; but when she was around Lin Jiao, a person she neither liked nor disliked, she became quick-thinking, magnanimous and comfortable.

How unfair this is to Ksenia! Hesta thought with some annoyance, she can only face me like that!

In this quiet night, Hesta suddenly remembered a little thing. When she first entered the AHgAs base, she asked Miss Chiba if she had any advice for her. At that time, Miss Chiba pinched He pinched the tip of her nose and whispered, "Don't fall in love early, train hard."

Now Hesta finally understands why.

She thought of the video she had watched on the Shengming, and of Anna and the eleven or twelve-year-old Chiba. Did Anna and Miss Chiba also experience such a time?

When she was on the boat, she just felt an inexplicable attraction between the two. Now combined with the video and recalling it, everything became particularly clear: Anna has always regarded morality as nothing. When facing Chiba, she But suddenly he became a noble person...

Hesta never thought that this feeling would be so strong that every time she met Ksenia, her happiness was accompanied by a kind of heartfelt exhaustion, as if all her energy was devoted to meeting Ksenia. The gap between getting along with Xenia. But she didn't hate this feeling. She felt like a long-distance runner. Even if she was exhausted from running today, she could run longer and reach further when she started again tomorrow.

After every effort, Hestad felt he had more to give.

Now she was lying on her back on the bed, feeling like she had a low-grade fever. All the troubles were gone. Compared with the unknown lecture next week, everything seemed insignificant. She closed her eyes, unwilling to spend any time on things that had nothing to do with Ksenia.

This is wrong, Hesta thought, I obviously still have a lot to do.

However, the tide has risen, the sea surface has become boundless, and the rapids are beating against the rugged rocks, quickly swallowing up everything on the land.

……

On Friday, Hesta took leave from the poetry club and once again drove to Songxueyuan to visit Si Lei.

Hesta desperately wanted to see Si Lei again. Everything in Orange Town had deviated from the original order. Perhaps only by returning to an old friend who had nothing to do with it could she return to reason.

She arrived at Songxueyuan around eleven o'clock, and Hesta finally showed up at the blood hospital at midnight. She followed her memory and walked upstairs. The hospital had banned family visits at the moment, but Si Lei said that she could wait for her at the entrance of the inpatient department and walk a few laps around the atrium of the hospital building with her.

Hesta strode quickly and quickly reached the corresponding floor. Then she opened the door and entered the corridor. She saw a familiar figure from behind, and the man turned around after hearing the sound.

Looking at each other, Hesta and Si Lei were stunned.