Why it never ends

In the afternoon of this day, Hesta arrived at the place agreed by Yu Xuekun in advance.

This is also a family area, but it is some distance away from the University of Technology.She found the corresponding portal according to the description, then pressed the password, and the door opened.

"Hello?" Hesta leaned in.

Although it was daytime, the windows in the house were closed, the floor of the entrance was covered with a carpet painted with monstera, and an orange standing lamp behind the door illuminated everything.

Yu Xuekun's voice came from behind the ajar door on the left, "Here."

Hesta opened the door to the room again and saw Yu Xuekun sitting at a large desk.

Hesta looked at this small room. It was almost the same as her study in May County - the furnishings, structure, colors... even the gadgets placed on the bookshelves gave Hesta a strong feeling. déjà vu.

Yu Xuekun was replying to an email, her fingers flying across the keyboard, her eyes never leaving the screen.

Hesta walked over to her desk and picked up a business card.

"Snow. Kun." Hesta pointed at the two characters, "Were you born in winter?"

"Correct."

Hesta glanced at Yu Xuekun, then lowered his head and looked back at the business card, "Does the combination of these two words have any special meaning?"

"Kun is a beautiful jade." Yu Xuekun replied, "The day before I was born, my mother dreamed that she dug out a huge emerald crystal alone in the snowfield. She held the gem in her arms, lowered her head, and There is an extra baby girl - so my name is Xue Kun, the beautiful jade in the snow."

Hesta let out a thoughtful sigh.

Yu Xuekun pressed Enter and closed several pages in succession. She took off her glasses, stood up from the table, and sat on the sofa next to her.

At her signal, Hesta sat diagonally opposite her.

"Is this your consulting room?" Hesta asked.

"It's not a consulting room, it's a studio," Yu Xuekun said softly, "What we do here may be a bit like consulting, but you can't equate the two."

"...Anyway, I talk about the problems in my life, and then you give me some advice, right."

"Well," Yu Xuekun looked at her, "I think you are in good spirits today? How have you been these two days? Do you still want to move out?"

Hesta did not answer immediately. She leaned back on the sofa and looked at the dark red patterns on the lampshade above her head.

"Is it difficult to answer this question?" Yu Xuekun asked.

Hesta looked away again, "Do you know how to find someone to repair the dishwasher?"

"Dishwasher?" Yu Xuekun was slightly startled, "What kind of dishwasher..."

"I didn't remember the brand, it's just an ordinary household dishwasher." Hesta stretched out her hand and gestured in front of her chest, "It's about...this big."

"Do you need to help the resident contact appliance repair?"

"Ah."

"Did you break their things?"

"I didn't do it. It seems to have been broken for several months."

"Why don't they practice it themselves?"

"I don't know," Hesta replied, "Do you have any recommendations for reliable maintenance workers?"

Yu Xuekun wrote down a line of to-dos and whispered, "Not now, later today... Do you have any other requests?"

Hesta thought for a moment longer.

"No more." Yu Xuekun smiled, "Then tell me what happened this week."

Hesta leaned over and took out the diary from her bag. She straightened her back and turned three pages forward along the bookmark line.Just as she was about to tell her life during this period of time along the timeline, Yu Xuekun suddenly stopped her.

"Put your diary away - is that a diary?"

"...Yes," Hesta raised her head, "I have written down everything that happened these days."

"Put it away," Yu Xuekun said with a smile, "I'm not here to check. I want to listen to you talk about your life."

Hesta looked at her with some confusion, "I might miss a lot of details just by dictating -"

"If you forget, it means it's not important." Yu Xuekun said softly, "You only need to talk about the things that impress you."

Closing the diary, Hesta leaned on the sofa again.

She closed her eyes, and many messy pictures suddenly appeared in her mind, "...where should I start?"

"You can start by talking about the people and things that occupy your most thoughts," Yu Xuekun smiled, "Just talk about whatever comes to mind, don't worry about anything else."

After a long silence, Hesta talked about Eleven and eucalyptus.It is not difficult to narrate events, but it is difficult to talk about feelings. However, Yu Xuekun always kept asking on this point, which made Hesta speechless several times - she felt that she had no special feelings. These things happened, then Just get rid of them, what else can be done in the meantime...

Then, Hesta talked about the chance encounter she had in Wenhui Building earlier. Those golden eyes were always lingering in her mind. After so many days, she walked through the campus every day, He actually never touched Ksenia again.

After talking about "sweetness as sweet as sugar" and "after the rain, the sky is sunny", Hestad talked about last night's family banquet and this morning's somewhat embarrassing morning breakfast.She originally recorded the pronunciations of those two idioms in her diary, but now she can only throw out fragments based on the inaccurate pronunciation.

"So when you asked about the dishwasher earlier, was it because of Ms. Xu?"

"Yes," Hesta said softly, "She worked very hard."

"Has she ever explained to you what 'Gan Zhi Ru Ye' means?"

"Explained, as sweet as sugar."

"Well... actually not exactly." Yu Xuekun paused while writing, "This phrase means that when suffering comes, people are willing to bear it and feel it is as sweet as sugar."

Hesta raised her eyes and was speechless for a moment.

The time quickly moved from 10:[-] to [-]:[-]. Hesta saw that the pen in Yu Xuekun's hand was almost always recording something. Under the rustling movement of her pen tip, the five to ten minutes of meeting went by in a blink of an eye.

"How do you feel the people in your host family treat you?"

"It's all good."

"If you were asked to rate it from 1 to 5, how do you think the attitude of the family members living there towards you is?"

"Three points," Hesta thought for a moment, "or 3, everyone is very polite to me."

"Have you had any conflicts with anyone?"

"Does the conflict with the child count?" Hesta replied, "If it doesn't count, it doesn't matter."

"How old is the child?"

"So tall," Hesta raised her hand, "She seems to be five or six years old? The daughter of Xu Ruyi's daughter."

"Not really...but why do you have conflicts with such a big child?"

Hesta shrugged, "I don't know."

"The child's evaluation has no impact on you, but you should pay attention to the child's parents," Yu Xuekun finally put down the pen and paper, "negative impressions from adults will bring you some risk of deducting points."