Why it never ends

Chapter 481 Life
Tasia pushed the door out, and Su Lei's eyes stayed on her face for a few more seconds.

"...What's wrong?" Tasia quickly turned to look at herself in the mirror.

"It's nothing, you look much better."

Tasia lowered her eyes shyly, "I haven't slept much recently, and I can't see people without makeup... By the way, do you need it? I don't think these things are prepared on board. I have some unopened—— "

"No, it's too troublesome."

"You should try it too," Tasia said softly, "Just cover up the dark circles a little bit, in fact, your eyes are beautiful, look, you have neither crow's feet nor—"

"Thank you," Si Lei smiled, "Go ask Jane and Li Ke, they might be interested."

"Do you know them well?"

"It's okay, what's the matter?"

Tasia thought for a while, "Last night Renee told me something... about Ms. Hesta. Although I think about it now, he must have ulterior motives, but I still feel a little..."

Su Lei waited for a while.

"Something?"

"Maybe Ms. Hesta and I are not familiar yet, and I don't know how to describe it...she is not as easy-going as you." Tasia raised her head, "Sometimes I look forward to her, and sometimes I think she is a little horrible."

"horrible?"

"Sometimes she is a bit like Mr. Gobelin, who can tug at your heartstrings with just a few words, and sometimes she is a bit like the Briar Monk, who seems to be carrying some important mission, but even René People can also get jobs from her...I don't know, she seems a bit complicated."

As soon as the words were finished, the door was pushed open from the outside. Li Ke poked his head in and asked Su Lei if there was a lighter. A thread came off the heel of her leather shoes.

Even though Li Ke left soon, the previous conversation between Tasia and Su Lei still did not continue.

Tasia suddenly felt a little regretful, and she began to wonder if she had said too much, leaving a bad impression on Su Lei.

After a while, Li Ke called their room - the breakfast ordered by Su Lei was also delivered to Hesta's room, why don't we come over to eat together.

Before going out, Su Lei suddenly remembered something, "Tasia, can I ask you a question?"

"Ok?"

"Why are you on this ship?"

"Why should I..." Tasia was stunned for a while, "Because Mr. Roborgrille reserved a boat ticket for me?"

"No," Si Lei said, "The reason why Bree and René boarded the ship is because they wanted to follow Roborgliere to find the New World. Why did you come here? You also believe in the justice of Robeauglier. Equal rights?"

Tasia shook her head: "I don't really understand these political matters...My father is a student of Mr. Roborgrille, and he went to the [-]th district very early. I am going to visit him this time. .”

"I see."

The two opened the door and stepped into Hesta's room, where Rico was sharing meals at the table.

Su Lei: "Then will you return to the third district?"

"I don't know, maybe I will go back, maybe I won't go back, I don't like life in a livable place..."

Li Ke raised his head when he heard the sound, "Is there anyone who doesn't like life in a livable place?"

Tasia gave a low laugh, raised her hand to brush the hair on her forehead, and immediately stepped forward to help Lico arrange the tableware.

The four of them were seated. Hesta had obviously just woken up, her hair was still messed up, and she didn't look energetic. Her eyes glanced at Tasia's face inadvertently, and then turned back, "...Are you nervous, Tassie Ya?"

"what?"

"Your face," Hesta pointed to his face, "looks different from yesterday."

"...Where is the painting unnatural?" Tasia asked softly.

Li Ke also looked at Tasia, "Looks more fierce than yesterday?"

"That's what I want to be."

Li Ke laughed, "What were you talking about just now?"

"I asked her why she boarded the ship," Su Lei replied while chewing, "Tassia's father is in the fourteenth district, she went to visit, and then she might stay there, that's all."

"Have you ever been to the moor?" asked Hesta.

"Not yet, but I've seen a lot of photos of the wasteland." Tasia replied, "My dad has a farm over there with a beautiful view. I've always wanted to go and see it."

"Go and see, just go and see, why stay there, what's wrong with a livable place?"

"It's so boring, life here," Tasia said softly, "It feels like everyone's life is the same, people and things in the livable land always lack some power to leave traces... People always You can’t live like this forever.”

"What's wrong with being like this for the rest of your life? Why don't you just find something interesting to do when you're bored? Life in the wasteland is boring." Lico looked at Hesta, "Isn't it?"

Hesta didn't answer.

"Originally, I couldn't get on this boat, because I didn't participate in the trial of M. Robeau Grier," Tasia clasped his hands together, "but I wrote him a letter every week, begging He took me to my father's side and finally got him."

"What trial?"

"I don't know. I heard all these from Philip. It seems that everyone's topic is different, but this ship is the last step of everyone's trial... So I cherish this opportunity to board the ship, even if A lot of dangerous things have happened during this time, and I still feel the choice is worth it."

"Is there anyone else in your family?" Si Lei asked.

"Yes, they are all in the third district, including my mother... She is a traditional person and cannot understand my father's career. My father wanted to take her away, but she didn't want to.

"I remember the last quarrel between the two of us before we left home. It was so fierce. My father was so angry that he smashed almost all the cups and plates in the house. He asked my mother: 'Do you want to live a normal life, or do you want to live a normal life? A great life?'"

A smile played on Tasia's cheek.

"Over the years, this sentence has been echoing in my mind..."

"Mom must be very sad when you come out now." Hesta said suddenly.

"Yeah, it's hard for her to understand me, she's too timid... But how can the meaning of life be presented in the greenhouse."

Rico raised his wine glass filled with warm water, "Okay, toast 'Great Life'."

The wine glasses clink together in silence.

……

At about eight o'clock, Hesta was fully dressed, and a small lock of hair on the back of her head was always standing upright, and she took a hat to hold it down.

"We're going to another place first," Hester straightened his hat brim, "you can go directly to the Grace Theater in a while."

"Where are you going?"

"Meet someone." Hesta replied, and before leaving the door, she glanced at Tasia again, "If you were nervous about what René said to you last night, then you don't have to be nervous now."

Tasia was taken aback, "Huh?"

"I arranged for him to do other things." Hesta said softly, "He won't appear again for a long time."

(End of this chapter)