Why it never ends

Chapter 377 Diary
"He slipped this note under a desk in the 'Entrepreneur's Single Cabin' on the gym side of deck four."

"...You can find all of this?" Qianye raised her eyebrows lightly, "What is he doing there?"

"I don't know, but this is the last place he visited before going to the Grace Theater, and it is also the place where he stayed the longest. There is no surveillance in the single cabin, so the inspection is more careful than other places." Su Lei whispered, "Then the diary... I flipped through the contents of the last two weeks, and I found that this person had a lot of nightmares."

Hesta put down the note, and stretched out his hand to the notebook beside him, "Let me see..."

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9/5/4632 heavy rain
I don't like the heavy rain today. Every time it rains, it makes me feel groggy.I slept for nearly three hours on my 10-minute nap, and I didn't realize it was wasted until Fritz came back.Fritz laughed why didn't I go out with them, they ran [-] kilometers in the rain today, and seven or eight of them walked through the streets of Tanyi's urban area, seeming very happy, and he also bought a lot of owls carved with plaster villain.

I don't like the plaster man, so I scolded him not to show these things. He was frightened by my temper at first, and he was a little angry after a while, but he is really a good person, even if he was angry, he didn't argue with me, but kept silent. Put all his things away.I was very sad, and I took the initiative to apologize to him during dinner, and he forgave me.

When I was taking a shower at night, he asked me why I had been bored in the hotel for the past few days, not going anywhere except necessary training, and I couldn't answer him.

Sometimes we all go through some unbelievable things, things that can't be mentioned to other people... I hope the day before yesterday was just my eyesight, I don't want to have another nightmare.

Bless me, Alec.

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Hesta frowned slightly, seeing "the day before yesterday" at the end of the diary, she turned the book forward two more pages, but on May [-]th and [-]th, Dietrich didn't write down anything.

"Is this Fritz that 'Fritz Grüning'?" Hesta whispered, "Dietrich's roommate?"

"Yes, just now... the dead man on the elevator."

Hesta then rolled back.

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11/5/4632 Fine weather

Does reincarnation exist in this world?
I asked Mr. Bree this question at breakfast, and I had the feeling he was a little annoyed at hearing it, but he was patient enough to let me finish.He told me categorically that "reincarnation does not exist in the world". This is a concept created by Buddhists and other superstitious people. Everyone's soul is unique... These are all clichés, very Unfortunately, until the end I couldn't talk to him about what really bothered me.

Although I know Mr. Bree is the most believable person, I just can't speak. I really don't want to be laughed at by my most respected Mr. Bree.

Mr. Bree saw that my face was very bad, and I could only tell him that I couldn't sleep during this time, because I always dreamed of the devil, and Fritz had been woken up several times by my screams. Dreams are more real than ever before, and sometimes I can’t even tell whether it’s real or not. For example, this morning, when the sky was bright, I seemed to see a shadow coming out of my dream, and she was standing beside me. By the bed, looking at me without saying a word.

I was terrified of going to sleep, but Fritz promised me to stay with me tonight, and if I saw any demons again, he would drive them away.I am really lucky to have such a friend.

Bless me, Alec.

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12/5 sunny

I really slept really well last night!Long live Fritz!

Today I plan to go with them to purchase the supplies that will be brought on board. Although there may be everything on the Shengming, there are definitely no books that suit my taste. The two-month trip is too much to look forward to.

I forgot a few lines during the rehearsal yesterday, but Mr. Bree didn’t blame me, he just let me rest, I’m really guilty, I can’t do such a small thing well, there is another rehearsal tonight, I swear today I will definitely Will not forget words.

My 16th birthday is next month, and no matter what anyone says, I decided to start growing a beard, otherwise everyone will think I'm still a thirteen or fourteen year old kid.In the past few years, I have really grown up a lot. When I get to the [-]th district, I must persuade my father to move the whole family to Mr. Roboglier's doomsday castle.

For civilization.

Bless me, Alec.

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13/5
What a bad day.

I was groggy all day, and everyone got the boarding instructions in advance, and the things written on them made me shudder a little.Several times today, I thought the maid in the manor was a devil...Grüning also slept badly last night, he refused to tell me why, but I understand him.

I'm going to board the ship the day after tomorrow and I don't think I'm in good enough shape and I need to ask Mr Bree for a prayer of confession, I know it might not be the time but I have to go.

Whoever knows how to do good but does not do it is guilty of his sin.

Bless me, Alec.

……

Continuing to turn backwards, Dietrich recorded the thrilling encounter on the day of boarding the ship on May [-]th. He was very sad for several companions who fell to their deaths on the pier.However, after going to Bree for a prayer of confession, he seemed to be in a normal state of mind again.

As for the day of the accident—that is, yesterday, the diary was empty, probably because Dietrich died before he had time to write down everything that happened.

Hesta silently turned back to the previous page, looking at the "she" who referred to the "devil" in the diary, she suddenly had a strange feeling.

Qianye suddenly laughed, and she looked at Si Lei, "Is there such a thing as reincarnation in the world? What do you think, Officer Su Lei?"

"Nonsense."

"It looks like there's an amazing agreement between you and the Briar Priest."

"Why, do you believe it?"

"Why don't you believe it? Look, just like what this young man said, there are many unexplainable things in the world." Chiba glanced at the diary, "For example, why do victims always like to write diaries?"

"...Maybe it's because he likes to write a diary," Hesta said suddenly, "so he was put in the first place."

Si Lei and Qianye looked at her at the same time, "What?"

"Hoffman," Hesta said softly, "I killed him first because he kept his diary diligently... His diary can give enough clues."

Su Lei retrieved his memory, "...What diary are you referring to?"

"You didn't see... Hoffman has a ledger-style diary. He will record who offended him at what time, and then check whether this person has compensated him accordingly. If not, He will 'seek justice' for himself," Hesta pouted, "but once he died, his wife would burn all these things... This was completely beyond my expectations."

(End of this chapter)