Tokyo host

Chapter 75 The Voice of Gong Baiyuyou

"Acheng, there is a sudden emergency at my house, so I will go back first!"

After leaving the restaurant, Tetsuya Takahashi's cell phone received a message, he and Makoto Futaba hurriedly finished talking, and then left quickly with Rina Aihara.

However, before leaving, Aihara Rina politely said goodbye to Futaba Makoto and the others.

"Is it urgent?" Shuangye Cheng looked at the backs of the two hurriedly leaving in the distance, and asked the girl beside him, "Where to go next?"

Gong Baiyu's delicate face was expressionless, but again pointed to the place where the seals were just seen.

"Then let's go." Shuangye Cheng nodded, he didn't have anything in particular to see.

However, Gong Baiyuyou seems to like the appearance of seals very much.

There are many seats in front of the glass tank for watching marine life. After Makoto Futaba and Yuu Miyabaiha sat down, they quietly watched the seals playing in the water together.

The light of the light shone through the glass wall of the sink—on the cheeks of Makoto Futaba and Yuu Miyabaiha, and the light and shadow swam on their faces like small fish.

Rarely, the two did not speak, just looked at the seal.

The seals frolic and play, and this tank seems to be their world.

At this moment, there seemed to be a change in Gong Baiyuyou's eyes, which were like well water.

There was a heaviness on the shoulders.Makoto Futaba turned his head, and at this moment Gong Baiyu was resting on his shoulders - the fragrance of flowers from his hair was refreshing, as if it could make people feel a little relieved.

"What's the material again?" Makoto Futaba asked about the girl's behavior.

Gong Baiyuyou did not respond.

After a while, she said softly, "I'm sorry."

Futaba Makoto asked suspiciously, "Why are you apologizing?"

"I'm someone who always makes trouble for others...whether it's my parents, my classmate Ninomiya and you."

Gong Baiyuyou's voice was very weak, with an indescribable bleakness in her tone: "If I hadn't insisted on holding an art exhibition, Dad wouldn't have gone to drink those glasses of wine, if it wasn't like this... the ending might not be too good. Same."

"It always brings misfortune and trouble to others like this." Gong Baiyu lowered his head quietly, his bangs covered his eyes and couldn't see his expression clearly.

Makoto Futaba didn't speak, choosing to listen quietly.

Gong Baiyu raised her head slowly, and her black bangs fell, revealing the quiet and beautiful eyes inside.

She looked at the seals swimming happily in the tank: "When I was a child, I always liked to pester my parents to come to the aquarium to see the seals. But later, the aquarium became the place I was most afraid to come to."

"It's weird, isn't it?" Gong Baiyu asked, looking at Futaba Cheng.

Makoto Futaba said, "The purpose of bringing me to the aquarium is not actually for your book material, right?"

Gong Baiyu lowered his head: "I'm sorry..."

"Then there's no need to apologize."

Futaba Cheng's words caused Gong Baiyu to raise his head.

"I'm not very good at comforting people." Shuangye Cheng scratched his cheeks with his fingers,
"However, in fact, my parents also left because of an accident when I was in elementary school."

It was the first time Gong Bai Yuyou knew about this, she subconsciously stretched out her hand and placed it on the back of Shuangye Cheng's hand.The temperature from above is reassuring.

Shuangye Cheng didn't care about the other party's actions, he smiled: "So, I should be able to understand your emotions more or less."

Gong Baiyuyou did not speak.

Looking at Gong Baiyuyou at this time, Shuangye Cheng said seriously: "But the mistakes your parents made should not be borne by you, or even atone for it."

"What you should do is remember the mistakes your parents made and use it to warn others to prevent it from happening again. Instead of using yourself as a prop to atone for the hatred of your classmates who have also lost loved ones."

Gong Baiyu bowed his head: "I don't know what to do."

Shuangye Makoto said, "Do you think your atonement will make them hurt you, and the pain of losing their loved ones will disappear?"

"No, no, Gong Bai." Futaba Cheng said slowly, "What you are doing will only hurt those who have also lost their loved ones repeatedly."

Gong Baiyu looked up blankly: "Hurt...them?"

"The pain when a loved one just leaves is far worse than living with this scar. The moment you lose your loved one, the pain is no longer short-lived, it will be in a certain moment, a certain picture, a certain The inadvertent habit awakens this pain and hurts those who are alive again."

"And the act of repentance that you seem to redeem yourself is actually reminding those who have lost their loved ones all the time. It seems like a sharp blade that continues to hurt the other party, constantly opening the other party's scars." Makoto Futaba said.

Gong Baiyu was silent.

"You said that you will bring trouble to others and bring misfortune." Shuangye Cheng smiled, "When you were born into this world, the happiest people are probably your parents."

In a word, a glimmer of light slowly appeared in Gong Baiyu's serene eyes, and memories flashed in his mind one after another.

"When you're drowning in pain, every memory pushes you up or down, and no matter what you choose, it becomes your driving force. I think your parents far away in heaven don't want you to be drowning all the time. In grief."

"Even with unbearable pain, but still have the courage to take a firm step forward. This is... the best gift for those loved ones who have passed away."

Looking at the girl in front of him, Shuangye Cheng said softly:

"It's time to come out, Gong Bai."

A wisp of wind that didn't seem to exist quietly blew away the haze in the girl's heart, her soft lips moved, and finally she lowered her head and gently leaned into Makoto Futaba's arms.

After a long time, a thin mosquito-like sound came out: "Really... can you?"

"Yeah." Shuangye Cheng nodded.

He hesitated for a while, and finally reached out his hand slowly to stroke Gong Baiyuyou's hair, which was as smooth as silk and felt very good.

Saying.

Is this a successful consolation for him?
After a while, a voice came from his arms: "Can I stay in your arms for a while?"

"can."

……

……

After coming out of the aquarium, Miyabai Yuyou has returned to her original state, and this mute girl with uncertain mood seems to be less difficult to understand in the eyes of Makoto Futaba.

It was as if the hearts of the two were slightly closer.

Under the moonlight, the two walked hand in hand on the way home, and the silver gauze covered the street, making the dark road no longer dark.

They walked, towards the light in the distance.

At this moment, the girl suddenly stopped. She took out her usual notebook and opened it——

[ω`) Thank you very much all the time. ]
"All the time?" Shuangye Cheng was stunned for a moment, then shook his head with a smile.

This statement is as if the two have known each other for many years.

Gong Baiyu saw Shuangye Cheng shaking his head, but he put away the notebook indifferently.She slowly raised her head, the moon in the sky was extremely white.

Tonight...the moon is so beautiful.

(End of this chapter)