Tokyo host

Chapter 361 The gentle guy

"What...how do you think of me?" The girl asked this question.

How to look.

Are you thinking about what happened to her?Or do you simply judge this person?

Futaba Makoto didn't know, but he noticed that Suzuki Kaoru's hand on the snow-white bed was tightly clenched into a fist. Although she was still calm at this time, many small actions betrayed Suzuki Kaoru.

She is not really that rational and calm, and sometimes even a little ruthless, but she simply does not express her emotions, and even hides herself.

That's right, Futaba Makoto didn't find any of these.

Are you really qualified to judge others?

In the end...he seems to be just an outsider, but despite this, Kaoru Suzuki in his eyes——

"It's always been you, and Suzuki is Suzuki." Futaba Makoto said slowly, "Although he usually speaks mercilessly, he is the most gentle guy in Xiaoxiongzhuang."

"Although she is usually indifferent, she always cares about others in her own way."

"When Tang Xiaoke and the others went out to work, you would hide in a corner and watch the situation, worrying whether they would encounter any difficulties."

"When Yuko had a fever, you went to the hospital behind your back when we all went to school and didn't know about it."

"Nai Nai is always injured, you will blame her for being reckless, but you will go out immediately to buy medicine to bandage her wounds, and even prepare a medical kit for Nana."

"Yuyou is always taught by you for being greedy, but you can always write down what she wants to eat, and then make dishes to satisfy her the next day."

Makoto Futaba paused, "Because I often stay up late, you will always make me some scented tea and honey water, and then lightly tell me to drink it, and when I encounter difficulties, you will support me in other ways. "

"Such Kaoru Suzuki." He smiled,
"He is really a very gentle and lovely guy."

Kaoru Suzuki: "..."

She lowered her eyes, half of her side face was covered by her sideburns, her amber eyes looked at her fingers, and the girl did not speak for a long time.

"I'm not as good as you think."

Finally, she still said, "I do this purely to kill time, and I even feel that if I torture myself constantly, I will feel better inside."

A faint smile appeared on Kaoru Suzuki's face: "Sorry, I broke your imagination, I'm just a bad guy who is good at disguising himself."

Futaba Makoto looked at the girl in front of him, it was the first time he had seen Kaoru Suzuki look so depressed, and the other's eyes seemed to have lost their color, dim and hollow.Perhaps this kind of Kaoru Suzuki is the real appearance. She can fall into a coma because of losing control of her emotions. Her mental state itself is extremely bad.

She must be blaming herself.

It's no wonder that when we first got along, when I resisted Gong Baiyuyou and pressed her under him, the moment Suzuki Kaoru saw it, he immediately called the police regardless of the real situation.

It is estimated that at that time, I touched the wound in the other party's heart.

Is she really that bad?
Makoto Futaba stretched out his hand, gently stroked Kaoru Suzuki's cheek, and then said in a gentle tone: "There are many ways to pass the time, some people choose to go to nightclubs to release themselves, some people will go to sports... Some people, like me, will Indulging in games to escape reality, these are actions driven by instinctive desires, and your killing time is to help others.”

"You're really not a bad guy."

"You are a very gentle person by nature."

"So, don't deceive yourself. You can't redeem yourself or your sins by belittling yourself and torturing yourself like this."

Futaba Makoto said, "I think, you know it very well, don't you?"

Suzuki was speechless.

Because Makoto Futaba's words made her unable to refute, and even at this moment she was not in the mood to refute, and she was still struggling fiercely in her heart.

"I want to sleep." Suzuki Kaoru said, she chose to ignore her heart.

"It's already early in the morning, so go to sleep, and you will have an examination tomorrow." Futaba Makoto glanced at the time, after all, Suzuki Kaoru was sent here in the middle of the night, and rest is indeed the most important thing now.

"I stay here?" Kaoru Suzuki asked.

Makoto Futaba nodded.

"how about you?"

"I'm an escort, so I'll go to the nurse later and ask for a folding bed to accompany you." Makoto Futaba smiled, "There happens to be a nurse on the night shift, please wait for me."

Makoto Futaba turned around to find the nurse, but found that her wrist was being pulled—turning her head, Kaoru Suzuki was looking at him behind her, and after a few seconds, she said, "Together."

"sleep together?"

"Ah."

"So I'll borrow it... you mean sleeping together here?" Makoto Futaba glanced at the hospital bed where Kaoru Suzuki was lying. This bed was just right for one person, but it would be a bit reluctant for two people.

At the very least, Makoto Futaba needs to hold Kaoru Suzuki all the time to lie down properly.

"It's okay..." Kaoru Suzuki seemed to give up.

Makoto Futaba looked at Kaoru Suzuki, suddenly smiled, and climbed onto the hospital bed.

"The bed is a bit cramped, do you mind sleeping in my arms?" Makoto Futaba said.

Kaoru Suzuki nodded slightly, and took advantage of the situation to lay a pillow in his arms.

Soft in his arms, Kaoru Suzuki's body was a little cold, Futaba Makoto put his palm on the opponent's waist and hugged him, perhaps because the opponent's pajamas were not long, Futaba Makoto's palm was Apply directly to Kaoru Suzuki's silky skin.

"Pervert." In the darkness, Kaoru Suzuki's familiar voice came.

"You can't blame me." Futaba Makoto put his head against Suzuki Kaoru's head, smelling the faint aroma of shampoo from the other party, but said, "The bed is small, you just make do with it."

"No matter how small the bed is, it's impossible for someone to stick their hands into someone else's clothes, right?"

"Would you like it?"

"……abnormal."

The tone seemed to relax, and Futaba Makoto also noticed that Kaoru Suzuki's mood improved a lot. Perhaps the bickering between the two of them could calm Kaoru Suzuki's mood and prevent him from losing control because of thinking about something.

Depression.

I hope it's just a misjudgment. Makoto Futaba doesn't understand this, but he has heard that depression can cause self-harm and suicide due to extreme negativity.

There may even be hallucinations.

In fact, Kaoru Suzuki often has various small wounds on her palms. She just explained that she was scratched by a branch when she was taking care of the yard. As for whether she saw hallucinations...

In fact, whether it is depression or not, Futaba Makoto probably has an idea in his mind.

At this time, Kaoru Suzuki in his arms breathed steadily, it seemed that she could sleep very peacefully in Futaba Makoto's arms.

Makoto Futaba hugged her in his arms, and after adjusting the angle a little, he hugged her even tighter.

Go to sleep Suzuki, don't think about anything.

In my arms, you can be at ease.

(End of this chapter)