See you in the world

Chapter 59
On the way back, Yun Jing kept his head down, feeling quite complicated.

Although there was no ridicule or sarcasm in the eyes of the surrounding villagers, he just felt flustered for no reason.

Although my idea of ​​not wanting to join the sect remains the same, but I don't even have the qualifications to join, which is a bit embarrassing...

"Xiao Jing is fine, you, Brother Douzi, are also unqualified, so you can't live in the same way from now on."

"That's right, things like martial arts are not something we farmers should be in contact with, so don't take it to heart."

"Brother Jing, shall we herd cattle together this afternoon?"

……

Where Yunjing passed by, the villagers on the side did not ridicule him because he was unqualified, but instead offered words of comfort.

Originally, Yunjing tried his best to adjust his mood, telling himself that he was just unqualified, that he would not be able to practice martial arts in the future, that his achievements would be limited, and that it was all right, but the villagers' comfort, although out of good intentions, also made him The mood is more complicated...

"Grandpa, Dad, I failed." When he returned to his family, Yun Jing looked up at them and spread his hands and said, he wanted to smile to show that he didn't care, but he just couldn't.

Yunlin patted his head and said: "It's okay, if you fail to pass, you are not qualified. Our life is still the same, our ancestors have lived like this for generations, and we don't care about martial arts training."

It would be a lie to say that he didn't expect Yunjing to be suitable for martial arts training and thus change his fate, but the fact is that Yunjing is not qualified, what else can he do except accept the reality?

Not to mention a great loss, even from the perspective of his life experience, it is more real that Yunjing failed.

Our ancestors have been farmers for generations, and it is only a dream to expect a golden phoenix to fly out of our family.

"It's okay Xiaojing, our family has no worries about food now, we have a new house to live in, and we have cows. We are already living a prosperous life, so it doesn't matter if you don't practice martial arts." Yun Shan also patted him on the shoulder and comforted him.

Although he had said to Yunjing before that 'if you want to go, people want you', but at this moment, instead of laughing at his son, he spoke words of comfort.

After all, he is his own cub, so he must be in a bad mood if he fails to pass the test. Being a father can't change his fate, and he can't rub salt on the wound, either.

"I'll give you some steamed egg custard when my mother goes back," Jiang Susu said, touching Yunjing's head.

She has no education and doesn't know how to comfort her son, thinking that if she eats delicious food, her son's mood should improve.

In Jiang Susu's arms, Xiao Yundong stretched out his small hand towards Yunjing and said, "Brother, hug..."

Looking at his family, Yunjing inexplicably wanted to cry.

Their words of concern flowed into their hearts, and Yun Jing felt warm all over, and the disappointment of being unqualified was diluted a lot.

Taking a deep breath, he hugged Xiao Yundong in his arms, nodded to his mother and said, "Well, let's go home and eat egg custard."

A martial arts seedling test that caused a sensation in the whole village ended just like that. Some families were happy and some were sad. Those who were not selected were disappointed, but they were not to the point of beating their chests. They were used to hard times, even if they lost a chance to stand up , life is still going on, as for the chosen family, they are happy for sure, but they can't talk about how excited and ostentatious, after all, martial arts, this kind of thing used to be just a legend to them, and now there are martial arts seedlings in the family , more at a loss.

Wang Butou and the others went to discuss the follow-up matters with the families of those qualified children. After the excitement, the villagers gradually dispersed.

Yun Jing took one last look at the qualified children from the same village, and followed his family and turned to leave.

Their fate has changed from today...

"Tsk, I used to be a 'child of other people' in the eyes of adults, but now I'm reduced to a foil. Under such a huge gap, I realized that this feeling is not good. After all, my psychological quality is not enough. I used to think that my mentality was very stable, but now it seems that I still have the superiority of reincarnation in my heart, but I didn’t realize it. Now that this superiority has been broken, I realize that I am just an ordinary person. I feel that I have decades of life experience in the previous life, and the edges and corners of my heart have been smoothed. This kind of thinking is just a joke, but it is just a self-conceit under the superiority of reincarnation..."

On the way back, Yun Jing remained relatively silent, examining his heart seriously.

In the end, he realized how ridiculous he was. Although he didn't want to admit it, now that he thought about it, he actually had the mentality of being reincarnated with memories, so he felt that he was different from ordinary people. Yes, I always feel that what I do is just a question of whether I want to, not whether I can.

Now that he has experienced the "unqualified" experience, he realizes that he is no different from others, he is what most people are like, an ordinary person.

After this incident, after self-reflection, Yunjing stood in the perspective of a bystander, and only then did he discover some mental problems that he had subconsciously ignored.

This can be regarded as re-knowing yourself.

Then he felt that the unqualified incident this time was actually not a bad thing for him, at least it woke him up, and after "knocking down the mundane world", he didn't have an extra hand or a foot compared to other people.

Knowing himself again, Yunjing's bad mood of being reduced to a foil from someone else's child also calmed down a lot.

Life still has to go on, and my own life has just begun.

After returning home, Jiang Susu really steamed egg custard for him, and even made a table of sumptuous meals for ordinary farmers.

Although Jiang Susu didn't use too many words to comfort her, she used the simplest way to comfort her son's heart.

Feeling the mother's good intentions, most of the faint sense of gap in Yunjing's heart dissipated.

In this world, family and affection are the best medicine to heal the soul...

Afterwards, Yunjing learned from the villagers that the three qualified children, Wang Butou, and the others did not take them away that day, leaving enough time for those children to spend with their families. Know how long it will take to be reunited with your family.

Although Yunjing re-recognized his heart through this incident, and gradually let go of this incident under the care of his family, he still underestimated the impact of this incident on himself.

In the next few days, he couldn't get excited about doing anything, and he often lost his mind in a daze. This kind of daze was not as happy and relaxed as before, and he was really upset.

The family members were anxious in their eyes. Yunjing has been well-behaved since he was a child, and he is more sensible than his peers. Now he is often in a daze for a long time, and he doesn't know how to respond. It is too abnormal. They are afraid that Yunjing will cause trouble because of this incident What kind of psychological problem, so he changed the way to make him happy, and even Xiao Yundong was influenced by his family to be less entangled with Yunjing.

On the tenth day after the test that day, Catcher Wang and the others came to Xiaoxi Village again to pick up those qualified children.

Because those three children were the first to change their fate, so the whole village saw them off that day, and the three children were very beautiful.

However, it was the first time for the three children to leave home. Facing the unknown future, they naturally staged a tearful scene of being inseparable from their families.

That day Yunjing was also among the sending crowd, watching the three crying children going away, he watched from a distance, without saying a word, his mood that had almost calmed down became bored again.

He knew that this kind of mentality was wrong, but he just couldn't control himself, and couldn't help feeling sorry for it. He was no different from most people in the world.

I don't want to join the so-called sect. I thought so before, and I still don't change my thinking now. However, whether I want to or not is the same thing. If I don't have the qualifications, I really hit people a little bit.

After the hustle and bustle, the days remain the same.

For a period of time after that, Yun Jing's will was a little depressed. Those children who failed the test together had already heartlessly walked out of their sadness, but he still hadn't come out yet.

So, the troubles in life are often caused by thinking too much.

It's not that he can't stand the blow. In fact, he can see the psychological impact of this matter better than anyone else, but it is precisely because he sees it so clearly that he has been brooding about it.

Until one day, when Yunjing was grazing cattle, he was in a daze by the stream, looking at the gurgling stream, and his mood was still not very beautiful.

He looked at the stream, his eyes were out of focus, and he kept looking at it.

I don't know how long he was in a daze like this. At a certain moment, a drop of water splashed and landed on his face. He subconsciously stretched out his hand to wipe it, then froze for a moment, looked at the stream in front of him, and kept looking downstream. It is like a blessing to the soul, and all the haze in my heart is swept away immediately.

"Haha, what is the comparison between me and myself? This life is like a stream that keeps flowing. No one knows what kind of obstacles and hurdles lie ahead. I don't know how many blows and difficulties I will face in the future. It's just that the aptitude for practicing martial arts is not as good as others, so why worry about such a trivial matter?"

"Besides, it's just a failed test. It doesn't mean that I can't practice martial arts. It's amazing that my future achievements will be limited, but this is not absolute. There are always more ways than difficulties. The problem of limited achievements is just to find a way to overcome it. It's nothing. It’s a big deal, a living person can suffocate to death, right?”

"It's like the stream in front of you, which comes from the mountains. How many obstacles are there in the river? Who dares to say that it can't flow forever and can't converge into rivers or even oceans?"

After thinking about these things, Yun Jing felt that his whole body was relaxed, and the feeling of joy after breaking through the barriers of the mind was simply too wonderful to describe in words.

Even seeing the world with him seems to be different.

"Ok?"

After solving the mentality problem, Yunjing found that he had some unexpected gains...

(End of this chapter)