Holy Maiden, please be in peace

Chapter 134 Could it be you.
Looking at the red corners of Sikong Wangxing's eyes and the mist of tears in his pupils, Lin Xun felt guilty again.

Even though he knew that the mistake at the beginning was due to the marriage contract made by his master and her grandfather, and had nothing to do with him, Lin Xun just felt that he owed her a lot. He didn't know why.

In fact, Lin Xun didn't owe her anything, just...
When the girl was six years old, when the marriage agreement was made, the eyes of the girl who was originally extremely sick, drank medicine every day, and could not see the future, were full of hope for the first time, just because of that paper marriage agreement.

It was only because of that marriage contract that the six-year-old girl who had been taken care of by others was entrusted to take care of other people for the first time.

And they said that that person was their future husband.

For the first time, the little girl felt that she could marry beautifully like her mother.

After growing up, you can also give birth to a cute baby for your husband.

Therefore, "becoming a qualified bride" became the dream of a girl who was only six years old at the time, a dream that seemed to come true.

For this dream, the little girl began to drink medicine hard, no longer dislike the bitterness of medicine, and take a good rest every day to make her body better.

The little girl is getting bigger and bigger, working hard for such a small dream of her own.

At the age of seven, the portrait of stick figures holding hands drawn by the little girl is the girl's expectation.

At the age of eight, the girl started to practice standing posture, because her standing posture was not good-looking, so she wanted to make it look better, and wanted him to like it.

When she was nine years old, the literate girl read Fan Chen's "Girls' Training" just because someone said that as long as she obeyed what was written in the book, the man would definitely like it.

At the age of 11, when the girl's figure first started to stretch, she began to practice female steps to shape her figure, just because a personal maid said that women with good figures are very popular with men.

The year of 12 is the most critical year for girls!
That year, the girl had an illness, and her life was almost hanging by a thread, and she fell into a coma for an unknown number of days.

However, just because she wanted to hand over the scarf to the other party and want to be a beautiful bride, the girl survived miraculously.

A 13-year-old girl was persuaded by her mother to give up Lin Xun because Lin Xun is a devil.

But the girl just shook her head with a smile, because she has long believed that she is Lin Xun's person, not just because of the marriage contract.

Afterwards, Lin Xun's reputation became more and more feared, and even became the enemy of the world, but what the girl wanted was to practice harder, to protect him and take good care of him.
At the age of 14, Lin Xun disappeared, and the girl kept looking for it, and never thought of giving up. If she didn't find it, the girl wanted to keep searching like this for the rest of her life.

At the age of 15, her grandfather died of illness, and the girl practiced even harder. Only by cultivating her star eyes well could she find him.

At the age of 16, I finally found him, but I didn't expect that what I met was a divorce.
Sikong Wangxing hugged her body tightly, lowered her eyes, she didn't hate Lin Xun, and she had no reason to do so.

It was me who didn't show up when he needed it most. This was already my own fault. He had a reason to divorce himself, and his heart had long been occupied by another woman.

In fact, as he got older and bigger, Sikong Wangxing also understood that he might not like Brother Lin whom he had never met.

Maybe it's just a kind of persistence, maybe it's just a habit, getting used to his existence in my heart.

This kind of persistence gives me hope in life, what I have to do, the goal of becoming a bride, and the desire to look forward to tomorrow, so that I can live until now.

This kind of attachment is like a thread, connecting her life that can be broken at any time, and when Lin Xun wants to divorce, this thread will naturally be broken.

The pearls worn by this thread will naturally be sprinkled on the ground.

When Sikong Wangxing realized that what he had done before was meaningless and that he could not become his wife, all habits, persistence and beliefs would also be lost.

So at that moment, the girl really had the suicidal idea of ​​"just die like this".

The girl also knew that these were all her own wishful thinking, and she shouldn't use them to restrain him, and she was not qualified to do so.

This thread should be broken
but
why.
Obviously I might not like him, maybe I just got used to his existence in my heart.

But why I still don't want to break this thread
Obviously I know it
Clutching her heart tightly, the girl's tears welled up again, and the crystal tears ran across her white and tender cheeks, reflecting the firelight of the cave.

In order not to let Lin Xun find out, the girl buried her head tightly between her legs, curled up and hugged herself, not letting herself make a sound.

But the moment the girl cried, Lin Xun saw it.

Even Lin Xun was a little confused at this moment.
No, I admit that I was a little fierce just now.
But it's not enough to cry so sadly.

Ah this
Lin Xun was really at a loss for a while, his hands that had nowhere to rest wanted to comfort her, but they were not easy to touch.

Even though Lin Xun likes to explore wildly on the verge of making Zhuling cry.

But Zhuling's crying is not a sad cry, but a bully like a little white rabbit.

As long as you don't kill her, she will stop crying in the next second. Not only will she stop, but she will also draw a circle and curse you.

And when a girl really cried sadly, Lin Xun really didn't know what to do.

"Don't cry, girls won't look good if they cry too much." Lin Xun subconsciously said it, and it was like punching himself after saying it. I remember it was the words to coax Yaya.
"Really, don't cry, mine." Lin Xun's heart shook, "If you cry again, I'll go and wake up Zhuling, then beat her fat, and let her cry with you! I want you to know, she I obviously saved your life, but I beat you and cried because of you!"

With that said, Lin Xun was about to get up.

And the moment Lin Xun got up, the girl behind him grabbed Lin Xun's clothes again.

Turning around, the girl's beautiful apricot eyes were already flushed, and on her delicate face, the tears in the corners of her eyes were like rain falling into pear blossoms.

If it were someone else who caused this girl to cry, seeing this appearance, she might jump off a cliff to apologize.

Even when you jumped into the air, you still blame yourself why you bullied her!
"Don't cry." Lin Xun sighed softly, and sat down beside her, "You have to learn from Bai Luoxue, she is heartless, she and I were at that time."

Suddenly, Lin Xun's voice stopped abruptly, realizing that he had made a slip of the tongue.

"Bai Luoxue?" The girl raised her head, her nose twitched slightly, and her shoulders went up and down, "The saint of Huanxi sect? Don't you have a sweetheart? Don't you?"

(End of this chapter)