The girl who wears fast

Chapter 720 Daughter is the heroine running with the ball (9)

"Mom! Mom! I'm in so much pain..." Jiang Zhuyin yelled in pain in the delivery room of the hospital, with tears and snot in her eyes, and she was extremely embarrassed.

At this time, she was lying on the delivery bed to give birth, crying and crying in pain. Like any other mother in the room, she was experiencing the most painful moment in her life.

It’s just that other mothers are surrounded by husbands, mother-in-laws, mothers, and sisters to comfort them heartily, but Jiang Zhuyin does not. She gave birth alone, and the severe physical pain and psychological helplessness made her feel very hopeless. and pain.

Although she knew that giving birth was a painful process for a woman, she never thought it would be so painful that she struggled and wanted to jump out of the window. Fortunately, she was tied up so that she did not do something irreversible Come.

"Stop crying and shouting, save your energy and have a baby. Give birth early and end suffering sooner." The doctor is used to all kinds of embarrassments of mothers, and he said to Jiang Zhuyin with no fluctuations in his tone, "Even if you call mom, mom can't help you. , you can only get through this by yourself.”

Jiang Zhuyin's eyes were blurred with tears, and the severe pain in her body made her unable to hear the doctor's words clearly, only the word "Mom".

Now how much she wants to have her mother by her side. She thought that no matter how much she went too far, her mother would always be by her side, but she was wrong. Even if she didn't want to admit it, she clearly realized in her heart that it was her To drop out of school and give birth to this child will break my mother's heart, making her prefer to go back to her hometown rather than come to accompany her to have a child...

"Mom... I was wrong..." Jiang Zhuyin cried out in pain and regret, she clenched her fist hard, and when her body suddenly loosened, she felt a slippery thing coming from her. The body slipped out.

"It's born." The doctor said happily.

Jiang Zhuyin's tense spirit suddenly relaxed, and then fell into the boundless darkness.

When she woke up, it was several hours later. The nurse was giving her an injection. Seeing that she woke up, she smiled and said, "You're finally awake? It's time to eat something to replenish your strength."

"How about me, my child?" Jiang Zhuyin asked feebly.

"Your baby is fine. He is in the nursery. There are people taking care of him. Don't worry." The nurse comforted her.

Only then did Jiang Zhuyin feel relieved, and felt hungry and made a gurgling sound.

Seeing this, the nurse said: "There is a nurse's phone number on the bedside table, you can ask the nurse to help you buy meals."

"Thank you." Jiang Zhuyin thanked the nurse, and then picked up the nurse's business card information. She has no one around now, so naturally she has to do everything by herself.

After eating, the nurse brought the baby to her: "It's a boy, he weighs about seven pounds and is very strong. If you have milk, feed him. Breast milk is very useful in strengthening the baby's immunity."

Jiang Zhuyin took the child, but found that he was too soft, and she was startled: "Why so soft?"

The nurse smiled and said, "This is the case with newborn babies. You will get used to it after holding the baby a few times." After speaking, she taught her how to hold the baby.

Jiang Zhuyin learned it clumsily, but cautiously as if she was holding a fire, but fortunately she is very motherly and got used to it quickly.

"Baby, for you, mother has suffered a lot." Jiang Zhuyin said with complicated emotions as she looked at her fragile and young son in the swaddle.

She desperately wanted to give birth to this child. When she first found out that she was pregnant, she was very excited and happy. She felt that having a child of her blood and the blood of her sweetheart was the happiest thing in the world.

But when she had to force herself to do those boring jobs in order to earn money, and because of the changes in pregnancy hormones, her body became more and more uncomfortable, and she had to bear both physical and psychological pressure, her love for this child gradually faded. The ground is wearing away less and less, and the joy and excitement before are slowly disappearing, and what is replaced is regret and resentment that cannot be restrained.

When she found out that one day she would resent the unborn child, she almost collapsed. She never thought that she would have such an ugly and dark side. The child is innocent, he has no choice It is her mother who has the ability to choose whether to be born or not, but she resents the unborn child because of the difficulties during pregnancy. She is not a qualified mother at all.

Jiang Zhuyin had no room for regret, and the price she paid for this was too great.

Now she looks at the child she once wanted to give birth to, but there is not much love in her heart. Instead, she cares more about: How much does it cost to raise this child?Is my salary enough for mother and child?What happens to the child when maternity leave is over?Who will take care of it?

Thinking of these difficulties before her, Jiang Zhuyin's head hurts, and she really wants to escape, but these problems can't disappear just by running away, she has to face it all.

"Wow wow wow..." The child suddenly burst into tears. Jiang Zhuyin was taken aback and hurriedly coaxed him, but when she made a big movement, her lower body was in severe pain. It was obvious that her damaged body had not recovered from the birth of the child. Painful and hungry, facing the crying child, she was about to collapse, and she couldn't help crying, tears streaming down her face, she didn't know why she had fallen to this point!
At this time, Jiang Zhuyin finally remembered what Zhou Shichu said to her at the beginning, saying how difficult it would be to be a single mother. At that time, she didn't take it seriously, thinking that love for the child's father and the child could overcome everything, but now she knows that love is not omnipotent Yes, all the pain can only be borne by herself.

Zhou Shichu didn't know that Jiang Zhuyin had given birth to a child. She fertilized the flower seedlings in her flower field. The aunts and uncles in the village didn't understand the flowers and plants she planted, and they wanted to watch the fun like a play.

He also asked her curiously: "Shi Chu, can these roses you plant really sell for money? Even if they can be sold, the flowers in Shankara in our place will be scum when they are transported to big cities outside. Want more?"

"It can be sold. Now the express delivery is very fast, as long as it is kept fresh, it can be sold. And even if I can't sell flowers, I can also sell dried scented tea. Anyway, the roses I grow are usable varieties. " Zhou Shichu explained.

Even if the dried scented tea can't be sold, Zhou Shichu can make rose essential oil by herself. Anyway, she has this technology, but there is no need to tell the villagers about this.

"Can you plant it well? We have never grown flowers here before. If you do this suddenly, what should you do if you get sick or have worms? Do you have a solution?" Uncle Huang is most concerned about this.

"Yes, I bought the book and learned it from others." Zhou Shichu said sincerely.

(End of this chapter)