Crazy Psychologist

Chapter 52 Superstition
"In fact, it's all superstitions. You know these are just some old legends and the like, which are called weird stories in other places."

"Yeah, and there's no end to the rants, each of which can be offensive, so be careful, very, very careful."

The man put his two hands together gently, because the nails were too long to put them together, so they were arched in the air like a bridge.

Mu Chun nodded, he did not object to the man's statement, from the beginning to now, he has not questioned a word.

The atmosphere in the outpatient room changed from cold to gloomy. When the man first came in, there was a smell of dust, but now it has gradually become like asphalt choking into his lungs.

"Am I the only one like this?"

The man asked, "Am I the only one who was chosen?"

"Selected? A sense of fate? It seems that he is bearing some pain, so that the people around him will be spared some disasters."

"Yeah, like in some stories, you know, what I'm talking about."

"Are you sure? Surely?"

"Sometimes, but I don't dare to go against them, what if these things are true? At least now, although my wife has left, she is living well, just no longer living with me, compared to people dying , that's already good."

"Yes, it's already very good. You are working hard."

"Don't live like this."

The man paused, as if it was extremely difficult to speak again.

If the stick in the throat is the silence of the man at the moment.

"Not so"

The voice is always deep in the throat, unable to break through the ground.

Mu Chun didn't grab the words, just waited quietly.

A few minutes seemed to Chu Sisi to be as long as a whole day.

It was as if a knife was placed in front of his neck, unable to move.

Mu Chun's eyes have been staring at the computer and the desktop in front of the man, and the man's eyes have finally changed, sometimes looking at Mu Chun, sometimes looking out the window.

Originally, sunshine is fair to everyone, neither need to pay a penny nor give you a little warmth.

But some things are just in front of the sun, both domineering and helpless.

"If you don't, if you don't follow the established rules, it becomes unsafe."

The man finally finished speaking a whole sentence, Chu Sisi felt a moment of relaxation, and the dangling heart finally relaxed slowly, but he didn't know when the pain started.

So uncomfortable, so familiar pain, have you ever been like this?

It's just that he is more serious. It's so serious that the nails that haven't been trimmed for two years have dried up and turned yellow because they have no nutrient supply. Compared with the branches that fell in late autumn, the decadence of the nails is even more hopeless.

It's hard to recall that it was part of an active life once.

"Why did you come to the hospital?"

Mu Chun asked.

"Suddenly I wondered if there would be any medicine, and these conditions can be changed after taking it."

"Do you know that your actions are unreasonable?"

The man nodded in frustration, and he nodded seven times in total, no more, no less.

"Yes. I know. I don't want that."

"Did you sleep well?"

"Sleep is the only good thing. Sleeping time is getting more and more. When a person is locked in the house and does not go out, the best thing is to sleep. Nothing makes the world safer than sleep."

"How safe is it, don't you have to do some strange things to stop the fear?"

"Well, I'm afraid that something bad will happen."

"Have you not sought help before?"

The man paused.

Chu Sisi looked at the patient in front of him. This person should have a height of close to 190cm. Although the whole body is slightly hunched because of not exercising for a long time, it can be seen that the figure used to be very enviable.

Even now, he tries his best to maintain a decent posture, and he really doesn't look like some men who take the initiative to stay at home and eat lazy.

Just sick.

Chu Si thought about what the person once said to her, "It's not your fault, it's just that you're sick. Let's try to solve this problem together."

That sentence is like the spring breeze, like the sunshine outside the window.

"I don't blame you, I really don't blame you, it's not your fault."

An instant feeling of redemption and release.

Back then, if it wasn't for that person, the man who has become a little weird and selfish now.

Chu Sisi shook her head. It was different. This patient was still different from her. In some respects, this patient looked much more serious than she was at the time.

"I tried to talk to others before, and the first one was my wife."

"Can't your wife understand your behavior?"

"When I talked to my wife, I had endured silently for nearly half a year, and I couldn't get used to the sudden intrusion of a person in my life without saying hello. I don't know if the doctor can understand it. I can't believe it. There are still people in the world who can understand. These things are so weird, like being in a wicked way. Even once I passed by the park gate, a fortune teller told me that I was a wicked one."

"My wife can't understand it at all."

The man grinned, the skin falling off his face like peanut crumbs on ice cream.

"Anyone who sees his husband licking his slippers at home will feel perverted."

Mu Chun nodded.

"Yeah, I was next to the shoe cabinet at the time, holding the black sneakers I wore when I went out for a few days, holding them in the palm of my hand, and licking them like this."

The man held up his hands and pretended to lick his thick tongue in the air.

Chu Sisi didn't feel any nausea, just distressed.

My heart hurts more than when I heard his statement before.

"Because something bad will happen? If not?"

The man nodded suddenly and quickly, fast and forcefully, like a child.

"Yeah, because bad things are going to happen, very strong unease, very strong, and then there is a voice in the body saying, 'Lick the shoes 21 times and you can avoid bad things.' In this way, I want to resist, but I can't. I have turned off the lights 21 times before, brushed my toothbrush 21 times, and when I get out of the bathroom, take a shower and put on my clothes, I have to take it off and put it on again, and repeat 21 times. I can endure all of these. , but the voice is not satisfied, its requirements are different every time, it was licking shoes that day."

"Did you hesitate?"

"How can you not hesitate, no one will really believe that terrible things will happen if you don't lick your shoes. Right, doctor, you won't believe it, right? If you don't eat ten steamed buns in the morning, bad things will happen, so No matter what, I have to eat ten steamed buns."

"How can it be eaten?"

Chu Sisi couldn't help but ask.

The man was silent, and there seemed to be tears falling to the ground in the silence.

"What terrible things are they all about?"

(End of this chapter)