Crazy Psychologist

Chapter 44

Fear of being the worst.

Fear that a group will abandon itself.

Fear of being alone.

Afraid of not being able to.

Afraid of being told by my parents that writing has no future, and finding a good job is a serious matter.

Fear of proving yourself wrong.

Writing originally out of passion and ideals has become a shackle that I have to write every day, and I dare not stop writing.

Newcomers always appear in an endless stream, and each one seems to have a bright future and is a rising star in the future.

Their grades are stifling, and the attention they receive is enviable.

The back waves of the Yangtze River pushed the front waves, and before he pushed the front waves away, he was pushed by the back waves and sank into the sea like a bloody sunset.

Therefore, do not dare to stop, do not dare to relax.

As Mu Chun said, everything is because of fear.

What are you afraid of?

can not say it clearly.

While thinking about it, I really want to travel, I want to go to South America, Iceland, Paris.

Another voice said that insisting on writing every day is the most basic quality of a writer. If you can't do this, how can you write good works.

Knowing that occasional relaxation and travel allow for something called inspiration to grow naturally.

But I didn't dare to leave the computer. Even if I had to accompany my mother on a trip, I always put my mother aside, put it into the computer, and write down two thousand words in exchange for a moment of peace of mind.

Only the few minutes and seconds that I just finished writing is reassuring.

"What happened to Liuyun at the book fair?"

After Liu Yun left with the sleeping pills, Chu Sisi asked.

"It is said that the brain is blank, and the whole body can't help shaking, but fortunately, the shaking is more of a subjective feeling. I just found the video of the interview that day, and there is no obvious whole body shaking, but the answering questions are bumpy and unintelligible. There are still."

"Just because I kept thinking about a problem, and then I got cerebral palsy?"

Chu Sisi tried to understand what happened to Liu Yun.

"It must be bad for him."

"It's terrible, it can be said that the originally hidden fear surfaced on the table, as if 'I am so scared' written on the face, 'I am afraid that the new person beside me is better than me', like this

sentence. "

"Then what to do? How to treat? Do sleeping pills work?"

"It's useful. After taking the medicine, a good night's sleep is the top priority."

It seems that Saturday is not only my face, but Liu Yun is even worse than me.

The main content of this charity dance is the publishing house's global poverty-stricken writers assistance project. This project was first initiated by programmers in Silicon Valley to help talented programmers in poverty-stricken areas. It not only creates job opportunities in large enterprises, but also provides project start-up funds.

This charity project started five years ago and has funded more than 20000 talented programmers until now.

This time, the sponsorship for writers was initiated by several foundation members, and Pan Xiaoqing's mother was one of the initiators.

Pan Xiaoqing did not expect that her mother had always been disapproving of writing, and that she would support such a charity project.

But soon Pan Xiaoqing understood that everything was for profit and fame.

"Originally, I wanted to bring the teacher to meet the people from the publishing house, but I didn't expect to make the teacher embarrassed."

"I'm not embarrassed. I've never thought about publishing a book. How could Dr. Chu lie and tell others that I'm writing a book on psychosomatics."

"But the teacher wasn't before"

Before Chu Sisi finished speaking, Mu Chun was already crawling on the ground, moving slowly like an earthworm.

"What is the teacher doing?"

"This floor is really good. You send a photo to Xiaolin and tell her that the floor for dancing is ready. You can come and perform for me on Friday. I'm really looking forward to it. You must come."

"Will it be posted today? What if she refuses?"

"Then find a way, aren't you a girl? There is always a way between girls to get the other party to agree to their request."

Chu Sisi was not sure, so he took a picture of the floor as Mu Chun said and sent it to Xiao Lin.

Xiaolin quickly replied to the message, and every word in the message had a cute and cute expression.

When Mu Chun heard a reply from Chu Sisi's cell phone, he grabbed it and said he wanted to take a look.

Seeing that Xiao Lin promised to come on Friday, he was not as complacent as he used to be, but bit his lip and frowned.

"I'll go out for a while. Doctor Chu will be on duty. If there is a patient, prescribe some smart medicine, sleep aids, etc., and ask him to come back tomorrow or next week for a follow-up consultation."

"Can not be done."

Chu Sisi has never been in contact with the patient alone, and Chu Sisi has no idea how to talk to the patient about their condition.

After all, Mu Chun never taught her anything.

Speaking of teaching, it is simply to let Chu Sisi cooperate to do things other than medical care.

Sending lipstick, makeup, registering a reader account, etc., these things can be done by a clerk.

After Mu Chun explained, he took off his white coat and left the hospital in a hurry. When he came back, he ran into the toilet and locked the door of the men's toilet on the fifth floor.

"Look at it, is there a difference?"

"what the hell!"

Two white arms were placed side by side on the table.

"Can you see the difference?"

Mu Chun went up and down, looking left and right at Chu Sisi and his own arms.

"Of course there is a difference. I can see my hand and the teacher's hand at a glance."

"Oh, so the problem is here."

Mu Chun was suddenly enlightened.

During the lunch break, Liu Tiantian was also invited to the outpatient room and put his arms on the table like Chu Sisi.

Mu Chun looked back and forth at the two hands, and finally couldn't help but put his own hand in.

"It's useless. You can still tell at a glance which arm is Doctor Mu Chun's arm."

"Is that so!"

Mu Chun narrowed his eyes and rushed into the men's toilet again.

By the time Mu Chun returned to the outpatient room happily, Liu Tiantian had already returned to work in the outpatient hall.Standing on the newly paved floor in the outpatient room was Zhang Mei in a light green suit and six-centimeter-high silver and black high-heeled shoes.

"Lawyer Zhang, it's very expensive. This floor is very expensive."

"My shoes are also very expensive. Is it possible that you will have to take off your shoes and bare your legs before you come in to see a doctor?"

Zhang Mei's eyes were fixed on Mu Chun's bare feet and wet calves like a sword.

However, Mu Chun struttingly carried his white coat to Zhang Mei and sat down on the ground.

"Attorney Zhang, you are really my savior. I wanted to find someone I didn't know to help me, and you came here suddenly. You are really noble, noble."

After some rhetoric, Zhang Mei finally asked Zhang Mei to see if his legs were beautiful and clean.

Mu Chun was originally thin, and his skin was thin and white after not seeing the sun for a long time. Now, in front of Zhang Mei are two legs that have just been cleaned. If you want to say that they are beautiful, you can't say that they are beautiful, but they are really clean. Very clean.

(End of this chapter)