magician in town

Chapter 73 Anchor

Chapter 72

"Why do you think of using me as the anchor of your consciousness?" Du Zhengyi said with a suppressed anger.

Yes, suppressing his anger, he didn't dare to curse too hard, because Roach would make a frightened cowardly look from time to time.What's even more hateful is that you still don't know whether he is real or not. His self-esteem was very flexible when he was a coward, but now he has suddenly become a master of consciousness. Can you still expect to see whether he is real or not?

Du Zhengyi not only couldn't scold him, but also had to give him a stutter.There wasn't much edible food in Du Zhengyi's refrigerator, only oatmeal soaked in milk, and Roach didn't particularly complain. He lowered his head and ate it with a spoon as if he was being pissed off.

Du Zhengyi couldn't get an answer, so he couldn't help but continued, "The so-called anchor point first requires stability. Can't you choose a scene from childhood memories? Or choose a house? Tree? Mountain?"

"I chose the house." Roach swallowed a mouthful of cereal, "I chose your house, and you, sitting under the window. When I came out of the bathroom, I felt that this feeling was super reassuring, and the years were quiet. it is good……"

"The years are quiet, your mother..." Du Zhengyi felt his blood pressure soar. Just halfway through the scolding, Roach raised his head and looked at him in surprise, as if he couldn't even hold the spoon steadily.He swallowed his anger and held back his anger, "Then tell me, how can I make you feel at ease by sitting under the window?"

"You are so awesome, people block murderers, and Buddhas block those who kill Buddhas. Of course, your land is not ordinary. No one can beat you. This is a sense of security. Especially when you are sitting in your own home and drinking tea leisurely. "I just felt super reassured," Roach said.

Du Zheng had nothing to say for a while, and finally sighed, "Your thinking is really direct."

Roach poked the oatmeal with a spoon, "I don't know what's wrong with you? Anyway, this kind of thing is in my heart. It's a very idealistic thing. I think it's peace of mind. Do you want to react so much? If I think Sun Wukong is the most awesome, I will think of Monkey King in my heart. But at that time, I was dropped from the sky by you, and you saved a dog's life so awesomely, I am grateful that you are all thinking of you, blame me?"

"How dare you fucking say it." Du Zhengyi couldn't hold back, and suddenly looked at Luo Qi menacingly after speaking, "You are so talkative, you seem to have recovered a little bit, your surprise just now was just a joke What about me?"

Luo Qi didn't speak, and began to munch his cereal and drink milk, as if he was determined to annoy Du Zhengyi to death and tell him to get out.

Du Zhengyi looked at his cowardice, sighed, and said slowly, "Although I can't be called a mind mage, I still understand a little bit of the theory. The anchor point should be the most stable and safest existence in a person's heart. This anchor must be real. No matter how much illusion and interference from other people's consciousness, your anchor is a cornerstone of your existence. The more stable, warmer, and trustworthy the anchor, the more stable your existence. From you For the length of time I've known him, I'm honored to have such a great deal of trust."

"You're welcome." Roach said with some satisfaction. A few days ago, he would be beaming now.However, although he has improved at the moment, his condition is really not good, and he cannot stand too much trouble. "A friend in need is a friend, understandable."

"Let me venture to guess, is your anchor point particularly real? The details recorded in your consciousness must be very detailed?" Du Zhengyi said patiently, "It not only includes my appearance, habitual movements, What was said to you. Also contained the limited features of my consciousness that you can feel?"

Luo Qi didn't know what he meant by asking, so he kept silent and continued to drink milk in a low-key manner.

Du Zhengyi sighed helplessly, "In other words, your consciousness has recorded the real me, and I have left a deep imprint on your consciousness, so when I really appear, once I put down the barrier, Your consciousness immediately recognized me. Although you couldn't use the anchor point well at that time, my appearance helped you complete the role of the anchor point, and your consciousness immediately stabilized."

"Yes, it's like Dinghaishenzhen." Roach said coldly.

"Okay," Du Zhengyi said, "If I find out that what you said is actually a joke about sex, I will beat you until you vomit blood sooner or later."

Roach bit his lip and blinked silently.

"Roach," Du Zhengyi said, "have you ever thought about it, if I don't exist, your conscious world will be very dangerous."

Roach raised his head and looked at him, his eyes flickering, "The non-existence means..."

"The anchor points of ordinary people are objects with past memories, such as houses, even people in past memories." Du Zhengyi said, "The reason is that the past is eternal."

"In another 100 years, your appearance today will of course be the one I remember." Roach said cautiously, but began to fidget with the spoon in his hand. "Does it matter?"

"It's a great honor for you to remember me at that time." Du Zhengyi said, avoiding Roach's eyes, "But Roach, I think you probably guessed that I didn't come out to do social research. I My job is very dangerous. If there is a day when you hear that I am gone, the impact you will receive at that time will be more serious than simply hearing that a friend is gone. It is not just sad for your friend, your The conscious world will also become precarious."

"What do you mean?" Roach murmured to him.As soon as Du Zheng came back to his senses, he noticed that Roach had really started to get nervous, which was different from the pretentious gesture just now. The light in his eyes began to hesitate, and there was a faint sign of a panic attack.

"Roach." Du Zhengyi reached out and grabbed his shoulder, "I just said if."

Roach put down the spoon and raised his hand to rest on his forehead, "Let's talk about this at another time, okay?"

"Can you change your anchor point and think about the good old days." Du Zhengyi said carefully, putting his arms on Roach's shoulders and wrapping his arms around his shoulders, like buddies talking, "Think about your past Friends, your family, your happy childhood..."

"I was always bullied as a child because I couldn't show any magical ability," Roach said mechanically. "I was ripped out of the picture book in kindergarten and pissed on me in elementary school. I tried to kill myself when I was 15 years old. I tried it once, but it didn’t work out. From then on, I began to yearn for human society. As a result, I was tied to the railroad tracks by Zhao Zhiyan, waiting to be run over by a train, just because I wanted to be a human being. I may have some friends, but also None of them really made me feel at home. The family... my grandpa loved me, but he died so young and the memories are blurred. My parents were always a bit of a distance between me and now I know why."

Du Zhengyi was stunned and could no longer speak.

"I didn't care about these until Mahjong said that I had to pick an anchor point, but I couldn't find a piece of memory that was really reliable after thinking about it." After finishing speaking, Roach stood up and turned to occupy Du Zhengyi. I pulled the quilt and curled myself up in the quilt, and said in the quilt, "Besides, if you ask me to change it, I can't do it. I'm not a skilled mind master."

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