liu heart

Chapter 4 To watch or not to watch?

I don't know how long I talked to Mommy. She drank three glasses of water brought by Zhang's mother, and went to the bathroom twice. When her throat was a little dry and sore, Zhang and Sister Ping worked together to replace her. .

The two of them sat on both sides of the hospital bed, massaged the wife while talking to her in a low voice, very natural.

Dou Lingxin looked at the scene in front of her and couldn't help but let her breathing down, as if she was afraid of breaking the peace at the moment.

The hand on his side touched the backpack placed beside him, and the hard notebook inside reached his hand. Dou Lingxin frowned slightly.

She looked up at Mummy and saw Mummy sleeping peacefully, just like in those years, when their mother and daughter depended on each other, they woke up in the morning to see Mummy's sleeping face.

Speaking of which, at that time, their lives were poor, and it was not an exaggeration to say that they were embarrassed, but they lived happily.

Thinking of this, Dou Lingxin's hand on the backpack seemed to be scalded by something, and she shrank back.

If possible, she would rather choose not to go back to Dou's house to be the eldest lady, but to continue to live a hard life with Mummy.

Don't look at the notebook left by my father.

After making a decision, her eyes also drifted out of the window. There was a tree near the window, and the leaves were swaying in the wind. At this moment, her heart was restless.

The busy figures of Zhang Ma and Sister Ping swayed in front of her eyes, causing Dou Lingxin to withdraw his gaze and turn to Mummy lying on the bed.

Mummy's expression was peaceful and peaceful, as if she would open her eyes to joke with her in the next moment, Dou Lingxin sat up involuntarily, as if preparing to respond to Mummy.

As long as she can remember, the relationship between Daddy and Mommy is different from that of other parents. They are like two parallel people, always going their separate ways.But she thought that all this was caused by Daddy, who was cold and violent to Mummy.

In addition to cold violence, Daddy occasionally yells at Mommy...

She saw Mommy cry secretly more than once, and even felt that Mommy was too weak, and hoped that Mommy would rise up directly and scold Daddy...

Thinking of this, a look of loss appeared on Dou Lingxin's face, her long and thick eyelashes trembled, and her breathing became a little faster.

The changes in her expression were seen by Sister Ping, who was standing opposite her at this time. Sister Ping understood her, saw her face sinking, and knew that Miss Ping was in a bad mood again.

With a sudden jerk in her heart, Sister Ping hurriedly said to Dou Lingxin, "Miss, you have rested. How about talking to your wife again?"

Dou Lingxin snorted, walked over to Sister Ping, stood on Mummy's head, raised her hand and rubbed Mummy's right ear while pondering what she wanted to say.

Mommy's ears were soft, and there was a scar on the edge of the earlobe, which was very dazzling on the fair skin. Seeing the scar, Dou Lingxin's heart was up and down, and a cold light flashed in his eyes.

When she was a child, she had to hold Mummy's earlobe to fall asleep, but Mummy let her do it and laughed at her as a clingy little baby.

But after that incident, she stopped pinching Mommy's earlobes.

Although she was young at that time, that incident was clearly engraved in her mind and will never be forgotten.

I remember that Daddy yelled at Mummy again that day, and then dragged her out of Mummy's arms with a dark face. She quit and hugged Mummy's neck tightly.But her strength was very small, and she couldn't resist the aggressive Daddy. Seeing that she was about to be taken away by Daddy, she subconsciously reached out to grab Mommy.

That day, Mommy wore earrings, so she grabbed Mommy's earrings in a panic, and subconsciously tried to stay in Mommy's arms, but she scratched Mommy's earlobe.

Blood gushed out from Mummy's earlobe. She was shocked when she saw it, and burst into tears, but her hand didn't leave Mummy's earrings.

Mummy let out a painful cry when she was clenched, and Daddy slapped her hand angrily, breaking her fingers that were squeezed tighter because of fear, it hurt!

She cried and cried in pain, and Daddy flung his sleeves and left.

Then Mommy hugged her and comforted her gently: "Baby, Mommy is fine, don't cry anymore."

She sobbed and cried: "Daddy is bad! Bad bad! Heart is bad. Mummy... ear... bleeds..."

"My heart is not bad, and my heart baby didn't do it on purpose, right? Also, Daddy is not bad, he has that temper, let's just bear with it, and don't blame your Daddy in our heart."

At that time, Dou Ling couldn't figure out why Mummy wanted to speak for Daddy. When she was young, she firmly believed that Mummy was good and Daddy was not. Since then, she secretly decided to hurry up. Grow up to protect Mommy.

"Xinxin, you are still young, and you don't understand many things. What you see on the surface is not the truth, you know?" Mummy then murmured.

Dou Lingxin opened her eyes and looked at Mummy. She wanted to say that what she understood in her heart was that Daddy was not good. Mummy was the best mummy and the person Xinxin loved the most.

But looking at the blood on Mummy's ear, Dou Lingxin was speechless, just put her head in Mummy's arms, not looking at the dazzling bright red.

Mummy's hand stroked Dou Lingxin's hair softly and warmly. Dou Lingxin's flustered little heart with grievance finally settled down. She nodded ignorantly in Mummy's arms, expressing that she listened to her mother. Mi's words.

"My heart is really good, okay, Mommy will wash her face with her heart, okay?"

Dou Lingxin said softly this time, and went to wash her face with Mommy. Mommy Zhang helped Mommy deal with the wound. The mother and daughter packed up and cuddled on the sofa together.

Maybe because she was afraid that what happened today would affect her, Mommy talked to her softly for a long time, and gradually eased her fright. Later, Dou Lingxin became happy and even laughed out loud. .

Gluck, cluck, the little girl's silver bell-like laughter echoed in the hall, and Mommy's face reappeared with a smile.

Although she didn't remember most of what Mommy told her that day, after all, she was only a few years old, but she remembered one sentence.

Mommy said: Xinxin, life always has its ups and downs, just face it with a smile.

She didn't understand this sentence very well at the time, so she remembered to face the words with a smile, but the way Mommy spoke, her bright eyes, and the tenderness on her face were all deeply engraved in her mind, and she remembered it. down.

When she grew up later, she understood the meaning of Mommy's words and agreed with Mommy's point of view.

Yes, life has its ups and downs, and now she is in a trough, which is very sad, but no matter how sad, face it with a smile, she will always go through the trough.So, just face what you should face, what are you afraid of?

"Mummy, I will listen to you and face all this with a smile." Dou Lingxin rubbed Mummy's earlobe in her heart after talking to Mummy, and added: "Mummy, I have decided, I still have to read that book, I don't even have the courage to read it, how can I practice what Mommy said, right?"

Dou Lingxin made the final decision, and then looked at her mommy's eyes full of broken light and tenderness.

(End of this chapter)