Fist of Fantasy

Chapter 467 Death and Rebirth
"More than a year later, she became pregnant.

"I'm really happy, our whole family is happy, everyone is happy for us.

"That was the first time I felt that even a person like me could be happy, that I could let go of all my doubts and live like this, without thinking about complicated issues about male virtue and the world.

"I stopped thinking about who I could be, what I was qualified to do, and the whys and hows didn't matter anymore.

“It’s fine to keep the status quo, I’m happy enough.

Having said that, he smiled at Liang De and Li Zhixian, as if mocking himself.

"I applied to the company for two years of parental leave. Our place attaches great importance to companionship during pregnancy. After the wife confirms her pregnancy, the husband can take leave immediately until the child is one year old.

"Accompany her for a walk on the boulevard near home every day, read parenting books and attend pregnancy classes with her, think of a lot of nice names together, buy a lot of nice little clothes, and make a lot of travel plans for a family of three..."

Mu Yigui always had a gentle smile when he spoke, and maintained moderate eye contact with Li Zhixian on the screen, but he mostly looked at the white wall in the distance, or looked down at the scarf around his neck.

"...the best time of my life ended on the seventh week.

"That day I drove to the 4S shop for maintenance, and my mother and mother-in-law accompanied her to do the Y chromosome sex test, and it was a boy.

"She called me and other elders to inform the results, and then asked the obstetrician and gynecologist to prescribe mifepristone... Oh, we don't need a male spouse to sign a consent form, she can sign it with her mother, and the gender is tested in advance It is also legal, they did not do anything illegal, legally, I have no right to interfere.

"It was suggested by my parents and everyone in the family agreed except me because they were doing the right thing.

"Inheriting my genes and hers, that child will definitely look good-looking in the future, too good-looking... But he is a man.

"Mifepristone is a controlled drug, and it needs to be supervised by a doctor when taking it, and it needs to be observed after taking it, so when I rushed to the hospital, she had already taken the first medicine.

"I'm crazy, standing still, no one can pull me."

Mu Yigui was silent for a while, then raised his head and said:
"My father dragged me home and he grabbed my collar and asked me loudly, 'Do you want your kids to grow up like you, like me, like your grandpa, like us! The mistakes we made, Do you want to continue to commit crimes!'

"I couldn't say a word.

"Because he was right."

"On the third day, she went to the hospital to take the last medicine. My mother accompanied her to the temple and brought back a Jade Guanyin to pick up the baby girl. It was placed at home in our bedroom. I would see it when I slept.

"Luckily I haven't had much need to sleep since that day."

Li Zhixian didn't know what to say, she felt that there was another block in her heart, she wanted to get her biggest wine glass, but she couldn't lift her hands on her knees, she wanted to see Mu Yigui's eyes, she Don't dare to look into Mu Yigui's eyes.

Liang De stared at the floor, smoking a cigarette butt that he could never finish.

"...the fetus in the seventh week is not yet fully developed, there is no fetal movement, and the fetal heartbeat cannot be heard. In a sense, the child is not yet a complete life. But we have so many names and made With all the planning, I always felt like, the kid was already there, had some of the best weeks of my life with me, and then he was gone."

Mu Yigui took off the scarf round by round:

"Those doubts, those questions about male virtue and the world came to me again.

"I finally realized that even if there was someone who loved me so much, even if we had overcome all the odds and had everyone's blessings, I would never be on an equal footing with her, never will be.

"I am a second-class person among second-class people. I can't become anyone. My child is considered unworthy of being born. People like me are not eligible for happiness in this world."

He held the two ends of the scarf across the front of his neck, and the gentle expression on his face that was used to protect himself had disappeared.

"I have always kept the scarf I wore when I attended the national handshake meeting. It is of good quality and very strong. The automatic drying rack on the balcony was chosen by me and her. It is also of good quality and very strong.

"The sunset on the last day was very good, and the sunset glow was also very beautiful. I was at home alone, and I took out the handbook that I made the plan and read it again...

"You know what happened later, Ade."

Liang De nodded almost imperceptibly.

"I didn't expect to be able to live again after death, I didn't expect that there are other worlds besides that world, thousands of different worlds, a world without male virtue.

"I feel like I'm free.

"Ade, you know, I am actually a person who is very afraid of death. The school ethos is like this. Everyone is very afraid of death, otherwise I would not survive.

"So I want to try again, I want to discover new possibilities for myself in different worlds, and I want to help those who seem to have no other possibilities in life, to make the world a little better, and to make more people eligible Live, so that more people have the opportunity to be born.

"So when I was in school, I tried my best to learn more things. After graduation, I became a Kukai social worker. I want to go to a few more worlds. When I know what to do, I will return to the original world and add a little bit to it. new possibility.

"Unfortunately, I think too much."

Mu Yigui made a noose out of the untied scarf, put it around his neck and tightened it tightly, then held it in his hand and pulled it twice, stretching the scarf straight.

"Mr. Du told me that this dog chain has been in his hands all the time, and I am still the second-class person outside the Zhoutian Realm of the Sword Immortal Ruins, there is no difference.

"Ade, it's a bit funny. Sheng Wuxu didn't treat me as a human being, but in the end, he gave me a second life and guarded me for two years. Principal Sheng is really... so gentle, I real……"

Mu Yigui wanted to talk to Liang De again to adjust the oppressive atmosphere. He knew that this friend was very good at acting as a demon in suffering, and in the current atmosphere, he needed him to use his strengths to change the scene with a few bad words. The interview continues.

But at this time Liang De had disappeared, leaving only a cigarette butt that had not been returned.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have..." On the other side of the screen, Li Zhixian muttered.

Mu Yigui waved his hand and said:

"It's okay, my matter has nothing to do with you, Teacher Zhixian, and you don't know about these things.

"That... Ade may not be very used to this atmosphere, he was scared away by my true confession, there is no way, virgins are like this.

"Let's continue. According to your interview outline, let me talk about future plans."

"it is good."

　Thank you all and see you tomorrow.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)