If I don't have money to go to college, I can only go to slay the dragon

Chapter 835

In fact, the reason why Chen Wenwen and Zhao Menghua broke up is not that complicated, or the reason why contemporary young men and women break up their relationship is not that complicated. The coldness after three months of passionate love poured on the hot heart stone and cracked black cracks. , No one is willing to bow down to repair it, until the crack becomes a moat and cuts two people apart. Some people look at each other across the bank, and some turn around and leave.

The same is probably true of Chen Wenwen and Zhao Menghua.

What is the cause?Text messages that were not answered several times, differences in college choice, or different views on the heroine's view of love in a certain literary novel.Quarrels are always caused by these insignificant little things, and the world falls into an irreversible quarrel. Looking back, I found that the reason for the quarrel was so funny. Zhao Menghua gritted his teeth and said that we should break up, and Chen Wenwen also bit her lip and said yes .

look!It's so difficult to get together, and it's just a matter of shrinking our hands to separate. Probably this is the so-called loyal love among young people nowadays.

During the few days before they broke up, Chen Wenwen slept all the time, from early to late, in a dark state.People say that when you are sad, you have to escape. Some people choose to drink, and some people choose to indulge. In fact, they all have different ways of escaping, and they all want to try their best to forget something.

If alcohol is the thing that most numbs the brain and keeps you from thinking too much, then presumably sleep can do the same for you. Hiding in a small room with the curtains closed and waiting until you fall asleep, those things that the subconscious escapes will be released. Come out and build some fantasies for you that you never had in reality-and by the way, it also has the effect of losing weight, at least now Chen Wenwen has lost no less than five catties compared to before breaking up.

It is said that there are three stages of breaking up. The first stage is to complain about the present, then to miss the past, and then to move forward.There are no feelings that can be so deeply linked to the grave—there may be some, but the probability of him happening is too small to be ignored.

As the breakup progressed, Chen Wenwen gradually entered the second stage, and she began to like to send text messages or space updates more frequently.When a broken-hearted person hears a sad and sad song, she feels that the lyrics are singing about herself. For example, she listened to "Reserved", and thought a line of lyrics in it was very good, so she wrote it down and posted it on the news feed. See familiar shadows in the comment area or the like column.

A reply to a text message or a dynamic like can often cheer her up for a day, but then she will gradually become depressed until she looks forward to new changes again.Keep nostalgic for the past, keep walking in the same place.The more uncomfortable it is, the more you will think of the good times in the past. She and Zhao Menghua walked through the campus together. Every time someone would say hello, Chen Wenwen, this is your boyfriend?She felt a fever on her face, as if it was a shameful thing, but so happy.Zhao Menghua hugged her shoulders vigorously, and greeted his classmates with a smile.

There is nothing more hurtful than thinking about the good times when we were together when we were apart. Those past memories are questioning every minute and every second why you put yourself in this field, tortured and tortured, and your heart is full of pain. Scarred, so she was even more sleepy, and wanted to close her eyes and sleep and forget about these things.

Her best friend persuaded her to open a little bit in the milk tea shop to cheer her up, holding a seven-cent candy brulee chocolate and said sadly, there is no grass in the end of the world, sister, if you are sad and thin, it will look like we go shopping I'm fat. If you don't do it for yourself, you have to cheer up for me too. Then Zhao Menghua, let him go to hell. Maybe he has already found a new home during the time you broke up.

After speaking, my best friend looked at Chen Wenwen's reaction again, wondering if she would defend her old lover loudly, but Chen Wenwen said no, he is not that kind of person.But the voice of speaking is very low, because the best friend really said something. If Chen Wenwen's QQ dynamics are filled with lyrics and literary fragments, then Zhao Menghua's side is undoubtedly full of real sunshine. Splash, next week it will be the clown selling balloons in the amusement park, and next week it will be the red leaves in Xiangshan... Zhao Menghua has things to do every weekend. But who will he be with?
she does not know.

The more she looked at Chen Wenwen's appearance, the angrier her best friend became. She put down the milk tea and slapped the table so that the couple next door almost hugged each other. She angrily scolded Chen Wenwen: Why do you still look like this? Wenwen, I know you still have some expectations for him, But now you will refuse to admit the reality of what he does, but you should face the reality, you are not dumped, no one blames anyone for a peaceful breakup, you are not suitable!Xuexue used to chase that boy of yours, it was very easy to leave as soon as he said, I heard that he still left by helicopter!
Every word is precious, and even brought people from the past who have disappeared in Chen Wenwen's life, so Chen Wenwen basically didn't listen much after hearing it. She seemed to be thinking about the long past involuntarily, and nodded after thinking for a long time. Tell your best friend that she will try to move forward.

My best friend is very relieved, and feels that the milk tea honey friend who used to weigh 95 can come back again, and dare to drink whole sugar instead of seven-point sugar in her next cup of milk tea.

She did so afterward, going to the library to read the literature books that she had taught her to put down for an afternoon, going to the cinema to watch a movie, and walking aimlessly through the sunny streets and alleys in the bustling streets of the coastal city and then She accidentally saw an acquaintance.

The boy who left a long page in her memory stood in front of the zebra crossing in summer, with his back to her, carrying a plastic bag and looking up at the clear blue sky like washing in the distance. His white T-shirt was dyed like a cloud. In the clear sky, the sideways silhouette and the lazy eyes that were narrowed looking at the sky were so clean that she didn't dare to go forward to recognize him. (Maybe because of the filter and angle, she ignored the beech toilet seat on Lu Mingfei's neck)

Lu Mingfei.

In fact, Chen Wenwen never deceived Lu Mingfei at first, let alone using Lu Mingfei as a backup.

If falling out of love is a war, then there is no doubt that Sophie Lad's Pizza is her own battlefield.

But in the end she was still timid before the battle. She felt that she couldn't be as decisive as Lu Mingfei back then, and left as soon as she said it. What kind of decision should it be to completely let go of an important person in her life, maybe she has always been with him Eyes full of insignificant shadows?But in the end they nodded to him in the movie theater, Lu Mingfei was so serious, the emotion in the eyes made her unable to understand for the first time.

It was also lovelorn, Lu Mingfei acted much more mature than her.Girls always become girls before boys, and boys always become men before girls.It felt like this, she looked across the street at Lu Mingfei, who was bathing in the sun, carrying a plastic bag and whistling, and felt that they were people from two worlds for the first time.

She really wanted to ask Lu Mingfei about some experiences in love, but she didn't dare to just go up to meet each other. After all, they had those pasts, and it was true that they hadn't seen each other for a long time, so it became difficult to open their mouths to recognize each other.

It just so happened that her cell phone rang at this time, and her best friend told her that Zhao Menghua had a party today, and she felt that if there were more people, she might be able to chat with Lu Mingfei better. But until she saw Liu Miaomiao in the private room With Zhao Menghua, I realized that today was not a party at all.

Unfortunately it's too late.

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The door of the private room opened, and Chen Wenwen walked in. When she closed the door with her back on her back, Zhao Menghua glanced at Chen Wenwen's back, said nothing, and joined the chat with her buddies enthusiastically, only this time At the beginning, his behavior seemed to be a little more deliberate than before, and he was not pretending to be anything.

For example, his sitting position changed. Lu Mingfei's right side was occupied by a buddy, and he moved to Liu Miaomiao's side.For example, when she had two pieces of pizza in front of her, she would tear one piece to Liu Miaomiao; for example, Liu Miaomiao would occasionally take a sip of his coke, but neither of them cared, and the people around pretended not to see it.

There are many things that unless you see them with your own eyes, you will always lie to yourself. My best friend said Zhao Menghua was unreliable, but Chen Wenwen never believed it.My best friend also said that when a man and a woman fall in love, everyone is each other's true son/daughter, and only when they break up can you see what kind of people they are.

According to her, Zhao Menghua and Chen Wenwen are not suitable at all, Chen Wenwen is too literary and infatuated, and Zhao Menghua is a typical real man, weak water three thousand dripped for several months when they broke up, not to mention that the clothes are not wet, water ballet has to be given You dance out, this is a coastal city, and all the men along the coast are without exception!

Chen Wenwen didn't believe what her best friend said, but at least her best friend hadn't missed it so far. Every guess that made her feel harsh was so accurate that it was unacceptable.

She sat back in her seat, and the seat next to Lu Mingfei was vacant. It was a good thing that Lu Mingfei didn't come back after meeting in the bathroom, otherwise the atmosphere between them would definitely be even worse after he saw those text messages. Awkward.But at least until now, the private room is full of enthusiasm, as if the atmosphere was heated up when she was not there just now, her existence is unnecessary.

In fact, it was redundant. She lied to Lu Mingfei that today's gathering was not a "literary club party" at all. As long as you pay attention, you will find that many people sitting in the private room have never joined the literary club, but They still came; for another example, Lu Mingfei, a member of the literary club, was not on the invitation list, just like her, the president of the literary club.

Chen Wenwen looked up at Zhao Menghua, and found that Zhao Menghua was also looking at her. She couldn't help but feel a slight throb in her heart, thinking that some incredible changes could take place in such a real situation.It's really the same as the QQ signature that she changed on the second day after she broke up with her. "For the first time in my life, I let go of my reserve and let myself fantasize about you." It feels a little humble to the soil, and I hope that a miraculous flower will bloom in the soil. Flowers come.

But no miracle happened, as it should be, Zhao Menghua stood up, holding a blue velvet jewelry box in his hand, and looked around the table, "All the classmates are here today, just to announce something." He looked down at Liu Miaomiao, Liu Miaomiao couldn't help but She avoided his gaze, her face flushed as if she had drunk a lot of wine.

Chen Wenwen saw it all, took a light breath, and said nothing.

Zhao Menghua opened the jewelry box, and inside was a Tiffany platinum wire ring, "From now on, everyone can't chase Liu Miaomiao, and whoever chases me will turn against whoever... We are getting engaged, and this is the engagement ring."

"Ai" It seems that someone sighed softly, the voice was so small that it was inaudible as if it was coming from a distance, but soon the sigh that no one noticed was drowned out by the increasingly heated discussion Yes, the atmosphere is warm and jubilant.

"Damn. No wonder the boss asked us to have dinner together today. I would have bought something as a gift if I knew it earlier." The younger brother said happily.

"Zhao Menghua, you are so ruthless. You got engaged as soon as you caught up. I hope you don't leave it to the brothers." Someone congratulated with a mournful face.

"That should call 'em a couple of beers."

"Dog, such a big thing must be champagne, okay? You think Zhao Menghua can't afford the money? Why don't you kill him at this time?"

"Come on, put on the ring, take a picture, can you post it to your alumni?"

"Okay? Now tell everyone clearly." Zhao Menghua and Liu Miaomiao smiled playfully, "Now you are tied to me... marry a pole and carry..."

"I hate it." Liu Miaomiao lowered her head and pinched his waist.

"Oh, look at her beating people!" Zhao Menghua laughed and joked with his girlfriend, no, now his fiancée.

Chen Wenwen suddenly felt that it was a wrong choice for her to come here today, so she really wanted to stand up and walk away, but the people around her crowded her back into the chair, and she wobbled a bit and couldn't sit still. Empty chairs nearby.There is no one on it, but there is still warmth.

A few people were watching her secretly, but they were watching her secretly. Maybe they were feeling that Zhao Menghua was a murderer, announcing his engagement in front of his ex-girlfriend and inviting someone to dinner.I'm afraid they won't have to be friends in the future; some people are secretly wondering if they can take advantage of the situation and abduct this grass that only keeps the wind and rain. Even if Zhao Menghua doesn't want it, Chen Wenwen is still Chen Wenwen's. Back then, many people The white moonlight in my heart. Isn't it still a white moonlight even if I am down and out?
But as everyone knows, once the white moonlight hits the ground, it becomes a white shadow on the ground, and everyone wants to step on it and leave their own footprints.

Everyone congratulated Zhao Menghua who was hugging Liu Miaomiao, only Chen Wenwen lowered her head, the feeling of being shattered by reality was really uncomfortable, like holding glass shards in her hand and making a fist hard.The temperature on the empty chair she supported reminded her that it was not a good thing to shed tears now. Although her emotions told her that she was wronged, crying at this time would be looked down upon by others.

Amidst the laughter, she suddenly felt that this scene seemed familiar, but the environment was much darker than here, and it was still full of people and laughter.When she stood on the stage and saw the boy standing there, she was also very wronged, and the person who wanted to cry was thrown away by everyone and stood in the corner, just like herself now.

When I was young, there was always writing on the blackboard at the back of the literature club: youth is fleeting, face is easy to grow old, don't lose your youth, dance and sing.But in fact, someone warned them a long time ago, don't write and draw on the blackboard when they were young, because in the end they will always wipe it clean with their own hands.

In the bathroom, Lu Mingfei saw those text messages and didn't say anything. I'm afraid he will never say anything to her again. From then on, they will never communicate again. He must think that he is a girl who is very cheap to the bones and genes, right?She would feel the same way if it were her own.

She didn't know the expression on her face now, and no one would pay attention to her expression now. She remembered how the previous day ended, so she cheered up and looked up to see Zhao Menghua, hoping that the other party would give her a picture Nodding at the conclusion, but it's a pity that the boy only has his new fiancée in his eyes now, and he can't tolerate anything else.

She remembered the last text message she sent to Zhao Menghua, "I used to think that stories would have happy endings, but it seems that a happy ending is often just the beginning of a story."

It was supposed to be a text message she made up her mind to send to Zhao Menghua, but unexpectedly it became a prophecy.

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At this time, the door opened, and the air flowed, as if the mud seal of a clay pot was lifted, allowing the cool wind to penetrate.

The person who came in didn't say anything, with a clear goal, he went straight to Chen Wenwen, grabbed her wrist but didn't force it immediately, but pulled her up after a few seconds of eye contact.Grasping her white and delicate wrist is like a tango dancer holding the hand of a dance partner, and the whole body convulsed, a force of ingenuity pulled the girl who was rooted on the chair out of the soil, and it was a delight , like a sharp knife cutting through the mess.

Everyone turned their heads and saw Lu Mingfei standing next to Chen Wenwen in a daze. His current attire had changed. He was wearing a black windbreaker over his original big white T-shirt. Wearing a windbreaker in summer seemed to be a problem. But now that this windbreaker is worn by Boss Lu, it suddenly looks so heroic in this situation, and the silver half-decayed tree at the corner of the clothes does not know what luxury brand it is.

"I'm sorry, I have something to do outside this afternoon, so I'll leave first." Lu Mingfei looked at the students in the private room and said with a smile. The awn is simply dazzling!
"Lu Mingfei, you..." Zhao Menghua looked at Lu Mingfei. Or he was mainly looking at Lu Mingfei who was holding Chen Wenwen's wrist in a daze.

What are you doing?
Those two arms holding each other are hotter than the pizza shovel.Everyone watched Lu Mingfei and Chen Wenwen, the two figures standing together, jumped out of the small theater in their heads one after another.

The most important thing is that Chen Wenwen, who was being led, didn't react at all, but just stood behind Lu Mingfei with her head down, which made her feel a little cute.

But my dear sister, have you made a mistake? Isn’t such a thing as cuteness usually reserved for the role of "boyfriend"... Could it be that you...

The air in the private room became even more treacherous.

"Did you two come together?" Xu Yanyan spoke first, his voice was a bit abrupt, or even he himself thought it was not a smart thing to speak at this time, so he laughed awkwardly at the end.

"Ah, Chen Wenwen and I have something to do in the afternoon, so we have to go together, so we won't disturb everyone." Lu Mingfei glanced at Chen Wenwen's wrist, which he was holding, and scratched his head, explaining.

He looked up at Zhao Menghua again, an inexplicable light flashed in his eyes.Zhao Menghua leaned back slightly and was ready to meet the opponent's attack, but he didn't expect that Lu Mingfei just gave him a thumbs up and said brightly, "I just listened for a while when I came back from outside the door, congratulations on the engagement, buddy, you deserve it They are men from our coastal city, all of them are white strips! I have been single for so long, I have to learn from you! I have paid the bill here in advance at the front desk, and it is the tuition fee for my brother. Next time everyone Have a chance to meet again!"

After listening to the first half, Zhao Menghua felt that the kid's words were not right. Liu Miaomiao, who was beside him, saw Lu Mingfei standing with Chen Wenwen and already turned his eyes sideways. Seeing this scene, he subconsciously wanted to get angry, "Lu Mingfei, what do you mean?"

But he got stuck in the middle of the conversation, and this time he became as unpopular as every time before.

"Road Commissioner, the car is ready." Outside the door, a shadow as tall as a high wall stood silently at the door with a dull voice.

The brothers near the door all retreated tactically as if they had seen a ghost, and took the initiative to avoid the huge Mount Tai that almost smashed the door frame together. They held their breath and opened their eyes wide to realize that what was approaching was a true meaning. The strong and fierce man on the bed, his chest muscles were about to break through the clothes, and the oppressive feeling almost exploded along with the door frame.

What is his name Lu Mingfei? Commissioner Lu?What can be called a "commissioner"?It can't be a public meal, can it?

Boss Lu is taller and tougher than expected
No one knew what to say, or didn't say anything, just watched Lu Mingfei lead Chen Wenwen away, walked out of the corridor under the back of the bodyguard who was as hard as granite, and there was a huge "bang" when the door closed The sound made people couldn't help shaking their shoulders slightly.

The brothers in Shilan Middle School were all silent, wondering what the last slamming door meant, dissatisfaction or warning?They turned their heads and quietly looked in one direction, where Zhao Menghua's face was expressionless, but his fists were quietly clenched under the table.

(End of this chapter)