If I don't have money to go to college, I can only go to slay the dragon

Chapter 664 A Story
"Zhou Jingzhe, what happened in the morning has been reported to the sub-bureau, who scolded you for being too emotional and gave you three days off to hand in your work permit."

On the afternoon when I returned to the police station from the orphanage, I was notified by the bureau to suspend my job, and my work permit was confiscated, which surprised me and made me a little helpless.

It was Li Zhizhong who was in charge of informing me of my suspension. He often drank with Lao Huang and me. It was probably because the bureau considered taking care of my emotions and asked acquaintances to notify me. But why didn't they ask Lao Huang to tell me about it?

I asked Li Zhizhong the exact words, and he said that Lao Huang was dragged into the water by me, and he was scolded for being incompetent in supervision. Our auxiliary police and the official police committed a crime on duty, and the latter should bear the responsibility. Fortunately, this incident It wasn't too much trouble, and Lao Huang was only being criticized and educated in the office.

Li Zhizhong said that the brat who sneaked out of the orphanage went to several sub-bureaus in the whole city, and our side made the ugliest trouble. The higher-ups were criticized by the General Administration for saying that the overall quality of attendance at the sub-bureau needs to be improved, so our trip not only He made a fool of himself, and even offended his immediate boss in disguise.

Suspended for three days, 500 salary deducted for that month. This is my punishment. I don’t know what happened to Lao Huang, but it probably won’t be too light. I handed in my work permit and said that the rain just stopped in the afternoon, so I wanted to go out for a walk and rest For a moment, Li Zhizhong didn't say much, everyone could see that I was in a bad mood—of course it wasn't because my salary was deducted that the plan for the Xintiandi clubhouse this month was ruined. Not feeling well is because of other things.

"Young man, it's a good thing to be angry and jealous, but you still have to pay attention to it. You have to be transparent in handling things in the system. Your every move not only represents yourself, but it's also good to go out for a walk. The brat doesn't go to the room all day. Jiewa, the orphanage will take care of her."

Li Zhizhong finally persuaded me and said nothing. He handed me an umbrella and said that there might be rain in the afternoon. I was already depressed. Wouldn't it be depressed to death if I went for a walk and turned into a drowned chicken?

I took the umbrella and said thank you Brother Li. After a while, Lao Huang came out to apologize for me and said that I would go for a walk.

But when I said I was going for a walk, I really didn’t know where to go. There seemed to be no place to make people feel peaceful in this coastal city. This is a common problem in big cities. There are endless traffic lights and traffic lights on the streets. The zebra crossing, the impenetrable high-rise dense forest in front of you, the steel bars and cement soil dyed the sky in the same gray, and the noise and car horns are all around your ears.

I am walking aimlessly on the street with a folded umbrella, like a stray dog ​​who strayed into a big city by digging at the garbage dump. At least the stray dog ​​can grin when it is approached, but I can’t, because I am an auxiliary policeman, and I am also an auxiliary policeman if I am suspended, a public servant of the people, I have to try to reason when someone scolds me, and I can only hide when someone beats me.

But how can I reason with things like today, and who should I reason with?There is no reason to say that it is more uncomfortable than being punched.

I remembered what Brother Li said at the end, the little girl who called the police everywhere will probably have an educational corporal punishment tonight, and if she commits such a serious crime, she will be beaten with a bamboo board and posted on the Internet, and she will be applauded for a while, wasting a few The police force of the sub-bureau cannot be excused by saying "she is still a child".

This time I suffered a loss and stumbled, maybe I should really restrain my temper like what Brother Li said, if it wasn’t for my temper, I wouldn’t be so violent at the beginning. It would be a waste of time to spend so long in this city. It just so happens that I have a three-day holiday this time and I should reflect on my future.

I was hungry while walking, and it was evening. I happened to pass by a KFC and bought a hamburger set meal. When I was paying, I suddenly remembered that Lao Huang had a daughter to raise at home. His wife is a full-time wife. If the wages are deducted, it will definitely be difficult to do business. I will take the time to ask Brother Li tomorrow to find out how much salary Lao Huang has been cheated.

I took the hamburger and prepared to leave the store, but when I opened the door, the weather with wind and rain hit my face. Damn, this city has such a temper. The weather changes as soon as it changes. The rain seems to be endless. Does the Dragon King really live by the sea?
Eating a hamburger and looking at the rain, my mood suddenly became depressed because of this gloomy and cold afternoon. The rain cut off the disturbance on the road. Even if I bring an umbrella, it’s as embarrassing as if they didn’t bring an umbrella. At least my wife and children will cook for me when I get home. I can only order takeaway when I go back to the rental house. Boxes of instant noodles can handle it from today.

After I ate the hamburger, I crumpled up the greased paper and threw it into the trash can. I thought about it, or I would just give up and call my cousin and ask him to tell my family about my desire to go back?
I never told Lao Huang or Lao Li that I ran away from home. In fact, my family is quite big in Xiangyang. The red envelope money is enough for me to see it after playing in second-tier cities for two or three years.

In my memory, during the Chinese New Year, there are so many seven aunts and eight aunts who visit the house, and all of them are magnificent, Bentley, Mercedes-Benz S series and even Rolls-Royce are like crucian carp crossing the river. This uncle runs a glass factory. That cousin is also a cutting-edge metal worker, and even the cousin who is closest to my age is doing well in the troops stationed on the edge of the city. Mix well now.

Thinking about it this way, my mood suddenly became brighter, and my depression was much less. It seems that I am not really poor, and I have no way out. It is stupid to say that I am a cheap person and want to come out to be beaten by the society. To be smart, I am the young master of the Zhou family who came out to experience life. It’s just that after five or six years, no bodyguards in black came to welcome me, the dragon king, to come back. It’s really bad.

After drinking the coke, it was almost evening, and my mood became a little more normal. The resentment of being suspended also flowed into the drainage channel like the rain outside. I didn't want to wander around anymore. Is it going to be big again out of nowhere, don't blow my umbrella when the time comes, it's an umbrella from the bureau and I have to return it tomorrow.

Holding an umbrella, I walked to the sparsely populated street. It was raining heavily. The street was foggy, and the lights of passing cars were lit. Too much time wasted in KFC. Ah Q’s spirit and self-comfort , I missed the best time to take a taxi, and now most of the taxis are full, so I can only take the subway to go back. By the way, where did I go blindly in this city while I was depressed?

I looked for the nearest road sign, and it said that Darjeeling Station on Line 2 is 300 meters away. Good guy, I walked all the way from the city to the south of the city?If you go a little further, you can see the Pearl Tower along the coast in the southern suburbs of the city, right?

Oh, Chengnan, isn't the orphanage I went to in the morning right here? (The previous text was 'Chengbei', the typo has been corrected)
I turned my head and looked around. I really haven’t been here very much. I don’t know where the orphanage is, but I’m not going to go again. What can I do?Is it a private visit on a micro-service, the staff and the dean probably see me like hell, and then call the bureau to report me, I really can't bear it.

I sighed, and prepared to go to the subway and go home honestly. My mind was so numb from the wind and rain that I wanted to think about everything. On a rainy day, I just wanted to go home, lie down and have a rest. I have watched "Story Meeting" to pass the time, and I will make a bucket of instant noodles later to deal with it, and wait for the dog-blood drama to air at [-] o'clock in the evening to help sleep-I did plan to do so, until I saw one that should never appear People on the street.

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First of all, I would like to state that although I, Zhou Jingzhe, am 25 years old and single, I have absolutely no bad habits or hobbies. I am not a loli control or pedophile.

The reason why I explain this is because I recognized the little girl at a glance from 100 meters away in the heavy rain on the street. The little girl who reported the police in the morning, my eyesight is 1.2, but I want to recognize it in the heavy rain at a distance of 100 meters. It's still difficult to be alone, but I don't know why, the moment I saw her, I recognized her, like a unique feeling, like I have some kind of connection with her— —Fuck, the more I talk about it, the more I feel like a pedophile.

But the most important thing is that I followed like a strange uncle. I was curious how the little girl turned out of the orphanage again. I noticed that when I went to the orphanage in the morning. The wall was so high that I couldn't climb over it even if Lao Huang stepped on it for me, not to mention that there were wire loops and glass shards on it to prevent people with malicious intentions from stealing children.

I approached but paid attention to the distance of 30 meters so as not to be noticed by her. I saw her standing in front of a grocery store trying to say something to the boss under the light, holding something in her hand. Like a notebook ?
I couldn't hear what they were saying, the rain was too loud, but I just saw the boss waved her hand, and she put away the thing, hid it in her clothes, turned around and ran out of the grocery store. I couldn't help but say something at that time, I go.Because it's raining heavily on the street right now, the little girl ran around in the puddles without an umbrella or a raincoat, what if she slipped and fell?

Then she really fell, slapped her face down into a puddle, then quickly got up and ran to the side of the tree as if she had seen a ghost, shaking her clothes constantly, I thought you were going to be soaked in the rain, If you get wet, get wet. Does anyone wipe water while taking a shower?
Afterwards, she stood under the tree for a while, then ran out again, ran along the rainy street, and got into an open noodle shop after a few steps. I don’t know if she was hungry and wanted to make a noodle meal or something. I followed When I walked under the tree where she was standing just now, I looked down and saw the notebook was lost on the ground and was soaked in water. I knelt down and carefully opened the paper with my fingernails, and then saw a portrait of a childlike person inside. Why? It's childlike, anyway, I can't tell who is who in "Father, Mother, Me" drawn by the daughter of the old Huang family. The clumsy portraits in this notebook are about the same level as the above.

But I didn’t laugh. I squatted under the tree with an umbrella in my arms, and turned it over carefully. It was still the same portrait, with one nose and two eyes. After soaking in water, the paper was too mushy, but I could barely make out the picture. It's a boy, isn't it boy?

oh boy.

I closed my notebook in the rain, stood up, and walked to the grocery store with an umbrella. The boss asked me what I wanted to buy. I said I was a policeman. Did that little girl come over and ask you something?
The boss said, ah, yes, she seemed to say that her brother was lost, and she took a portrait of a small person and asked me if I had seen her brother. He ran away like a ghost, don't fall in the rainy day.

I thought that I had already fallen, and even fell on a large horse, and the portrait of her brother was soaked.

The boss asked me if I wanted cigarettes, and I said that this month's cigarette money had been converted into KFC and I ate it.

Under the bewildered gaze of the boss, I walked out of the shop under an umbrella, and when I turned my head, I saw the back of the noodle shop not far away. This time, I ran to the crossroads and patiently waited for the traffic lights in the heavy rain.

Waiting for the green team to do, of course, cross the street and continue to ask, door to door. The development and process of the matter are the same. A little girl ran into the store on a heavy rainy day, pale, tired, and maybe hungry.She asked the people in the store in a soft voice, have you ever seen my brother?Then I took out the portrait of the person in the notebook, and the person in the store replied that there was no, should I call the police to help you?So she ran off again without saying a word, leaving no chance for help.

After all, she had gone to the police, and she had gone to more than one place, but everyone thought that she was out of her mind, and if she wasn't young, she should have been sent to a mental hospital or a juvenile detention center.

As soon as the green light at the intersection came on, I rushed towards the other side with a wheezing breath. I trotted to catch up with him and stop him, but when I saw the car light that suddenly illuminated her, I almost didn't scream-a bastard with no family ran the red light!

I slammed on the brakes, the tires slipped in the rain and I almost didn't stop, but fortunately the car accident didn't happen before my eyes. The broken Santana stopped abruptly beside the girl, but it also touched her and pushed her to the zebra crossing Another fall on a big horse, the driver opened the car door against the rain, first observed the little girl who got up in a hurry, and after making sure that she was not injured, he started pointing at her nose and yelling, you little bastard with a mother but no father Running across the road so fast to reincarnate, or helping the country's family planning to reduce the population? !
The little girl was so scolded that she dared not make a sound. Standing in the rain with her head bowed, she kept apologizing. The owner of the worn-out Santana relentlessly pulled her arm as if trying to drag him to the side of the road, almost throwing her again. Toppled and fell.

I got angry at that time, and I rushed up and pushed the guy on the back with my umbrella in hand, saying, "You are justified in running a red light? Are you showing off your compulsory traffic insurance or commercial insurance? It's a rainy day." A car running a red light? I can see it clearly from the side, you want to make us go to the police station and call the surveillance to find out who is looking for death to contribute to family planning?"

The owner of the Santana car was taken aback by my stunned aura, and he didn't hesitate to come up for a while because he knew that he ran a red light, and he was just bullying a child who couldn't quarrel with him, but I was different , I'm a real quarreller. When I usually adjust the conflict between husband and wife, I can't wait to see which side of them is weak when they scold each other.
The owner of the Santana car glanced at the little girl who got up and stood there silently, after making sure that she didn't complain of pain or anything.Leaving behind a damn bad luck, I got in the car and started the engine and left. I didn't stop him. If something happened to this girl, he just ran away and it would be considered a hit-and-run. If he didn't, his driver's license would be revoked for life. It's not a relief.

Santana left, leaving behind red taillights in the heavy rain and disappeared at the end of the intersection. I dragged the little girl across the road without saying a word, and came to a closed shop to shelter from the rain. The little girl seemed to recognize her I didn't struggle or scream or anything, I was led over silently.

I asked her if you were out of your mind, but I paused as soon as I asked, and then I changed my mind and said, is it because you haven't read the book carefully and your brain is not working?

Although the two sentences are similar, I think the latter is more educational, at least much better than the former directly cursing people.

She shook her head and whispered, Uncle, if you have nothing to do, can you let me go, I still have things to do.

What did I say?Go door to door asking people if they saw your brother?Does the dean know about you sneaking out of the orphanage?Did you know that they might be looking for you in the rain too?

She said she knew of people in the orphanage who might be looking for her.

I said, "Then you haven't run out heartlessly yet?"

She sniffled, raised her hand and wiped her face with rain, looked at the heavy rain outside and said, "Uncle, I know someone is looking for me, if I stop they will find me, but if Aunt Li and the others If you find me, who will go to find my younger brother?"

I looked at the girl and thought maybe she really has something wrong with her head, and I couldn't help but say, you are so pitiful.

She subconsciously said, I am not sorry for my uncle, but my younger brother. At least I still have someone to look for.

She spoke very softly, in a soft voice, a little weak, probably hungry, her face was white, but goddamn polite, I reached out to touch her forehead, it was a little hot, maybe she had a fever.

I was a little annoyed to see her like this, and when she was talking to me, her eyes were always staring outside, probably thinking about which store to go to and continue looking for.

I said it's not a problem to do this, how can you find someone by looking around?

She said that she found it slowly from the orphanage, and if she searched carefully, she should be able to find it.

At that time, I didn't know whether the girl was smart or stupid. If she was stupid, she would have escaped from the orphanage several times. If she was smart, she really knew how big the city was. How many households and how many people are there?

I have done a census and I know that there are more than 100 million people in this fucking small sector. You want to find your brother among these millions or even tens of millions of people, are you dreaming?
My mind was impetuous, so I forcibly collected myself and said, tell me what your brother looks like, and I will post a missing person notice for you tomorrow.

I originally planned to be so perfunctory, and wanted to take her back, but I didn't expect her to really say in a low voice, "My brother is very cute, the cutest in the world."

I admit I'm choked up, this look is no different than the stick figure she drew in her notebook, okay?cute?From time to time, Lao Huang would take pictures of his daughter's full moon and brag to me that her daughter is the cutest in the world!Do you believe it or not, according to your description, the missing person notices are posted all over the city and you can't find your brother?

I said patiently, tell me about when your brother disappeared and how you found out. I won’t talk to you about why the orphanage said that there is no such thing as your brother. Now I believe you have a brother, okay?But you must at least tell me the detailed characteristics of his disappearance, otherwise Holmes will not be able to find your brother back for you.

The little girl looked at me in a daze for a while, and said, uncle, would you help me find my brother?
I froze, turned my head and wanted to light a cigarette, but damn it's always at this time that my cigarette case is always empty.

I really want to say sister, it’s not that uncle doesn’t help you, do you know how many people there are in this city?How many people are there in this world?Even if you have searched for the millions or tens of millions of people in this city, what if you still can’t find them?According to your words, your "brother" has been missing for a day. 24 hours is enough time for him to be trafficked and sold outside three or four provinces, and we are still a coastal city. Maybe he was thrown on a human-snake boat and sent to the Pacific Ocean It’s not necessarily the other side, so how do you want me to help you find it?
But after thinking about it, I still didn't say these words, because I know these words are bullshit. What's the point of a girl who can find her brother among tens of thousands of people?It’s just numbers, hundreds of thousands of memories don’t make any difference, it’s just whether she wants to find them or not, and whether she will give up or not. When I was walking around this city in a daze in the afternoon, she must have run seven or eight blocks at that time. ?
During the day, the city is so big, she and I are on the maze-like road, but she has a goal, I don't, and I got a KFC meal after a few blind turns in the afternoon. Thinking about it, I feel like I'm fucking lost 25 Years, the result is not as strong-willed as a little girl with a big fart?
I smiled wryly, sighed, turned my head to look at the street lamp and muttered, "Can you just treat it as a dream and forget about it?"

The girl next to me didn't speak, I was silent for three seconds and slapped myself.

What the hell, how could I say such inhuman words.

In front of the rolling shutter door on the street, I stood up and said, "I would like to help you find my brother, why wouldn't I, I am so willing! Otherwise, why would I be a drowned chicken with you on the side of the street under an umbrella at this time of night? Your brother's work permit has been confiscated, maybe if I really find your brother back, I can posthumously confer a third-class meritorious service!"

I made a big movement to get up, and after saying this, I suddenly found that the little girl beside me was silent. I thought I scared her and scratched her head to explain that my uncle was indeed a little irritable today, but it was none of your business. But I Before I could say anything, the scene of turning my head left me stunned.

The little girl was looking up at me, her pale cheeks looked fragile and haggard under the warm yellow light in the evening, and her lips were a little dark and purple, but all this was not what I paid attention to, it was her eyes that caught my attention.

I swear it's not my illusion, or the light and shadow of the street lamp or something. This little girl's eyes are shining, and there are golden mandalas spinning under her eyes, which are much more beautiful and advanced than the latest colored contact lenses in the world!
She whispered, "Uncle, are you really willing to help me? You still think I'm a liar during the day."

I was a little dazed at the time, and the little girl's eyes were like a kaleidoscope that dragged my sight into it. I just answered her subconsciously, and I said, "Then this moment is not that moment, you look for that moment. If no one is willing to believe you despite hard work, then you are really a bit too miserable. I just can't see other people's misery, so I trust you and your brother."

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The next moment I said yes, I felt a door open to me.

That door didn't exist, it wasn't the iron gate or the shutter door that closed the shop behind us That door was constructed in my mind, it was hidden for 25 years, before I promised this little girl I would find her When I was with my younger brother, the promise was like a key pushed into the door lock hard, and it opened the rusty door that should never have a chance to be opened in my life!
Behind the gate, an incomparable force rushed out of my mind, like a "ball" quickly spreading towards me in the heavy rain in all directions, a three-dimensional map began to be generated in front of my eyes, that " Everything touched by the "ball" was reflected and reflected in my eyes, and a huge and clear map began to be generated in my eyes!

And in the very center of the ball, on the street under heavy rain, the little girl and I were still staring at each other. I don't know when the same light was ignited in my dull dark brown dead fish eyes.

And after a long time, I also knew that my feeling at that time was not illusory. At that time, there was indeed a door opened, and there was indeed an unknown force bursting out of my body.

According to the owners of this power, I experienced a spiritual vision on the street in heavy rain, that is, from that moment, my "bloodline" that had been away for 25 years was opened, which triggered It's the strongest resonance I've ever had.

(End of this chapter)