Confessions of a Salesman

Chapter 81 Conversation with Officer Sun
Mr. Wang always said something verbally: "If your heart is sunny, don't be afraid of sadness!" This is actually what Lao Feng said.

I thought about this sentence: "If the heart is sunny, don't be afraid of sadness!" This is what Mr. Wang told me when I came to Hunan.Yes, what a philosophical sentence.

I should have cheered up, I still have a lot of things to do, Zhang Hua's funeral, the days after Xiao Wan, the Hunan branch is now like this, how is Master Yin?There are too many things, and I have always been like a snail, avoiding, I should have taken the responsibility that I should bear!

After some enlightenment from Mr. Lin, I cheered up and recovered my body as quickly as possible.Due to the severe lack of nutrition due to the physiological saline hanging for nearly half a month, the whole person lost a full 20 pounds, and his cheeks were deeply sunken. When he looked in the mirror, he was startled.

On the day of my discharge, Xiaoxia and Jiangjiang came to see me, Xiaoxia said, "I'm very happy to see you recover, I treat you like my younger brother, and some things will pass after they pass. Although I don't want you, but I still hope you leave Hunan as soon as possible, this place is a disgusting place."

Jiang Jiang said, "I plan to go to Canada with Xiaoxia, and the formalities will be completed soon. Before leaving, if you go back to Zhuhai, we will see you. When we settle down, we will pick you up and go to Canada."

I smiled and said to the couple who regarded me as their relatives: "Well, I will finish things as soon as possible and leave this sad place. I will definitely go to Canada to see you when I have a chance. I will have a sister and brother-in-law like you. Happy, thank you."

Mr. Huang came to pick me up in his BJ212 jeep. Mr. Lin did not accompany me back to Lianyuan, but flew back to Zhuhai. He knew that I wanted to leave, so he left with confidence.In the car, Mr. Huang said: "Zhang Hua has been cremated, Xiao Wan took Zhang Hua's ashes back to Zhuhai, and when Xiao Wan left, let me give you a message, saying that she doesn't blame you, and that it is her life! "

I was silent, not knowing what to say, and there was only guilt in my heart. I remember someone saying the same thing.

When I returned to the factory, everyone greeted me as before. It seemed that no one remembered the incident, and no one would bring it up again.Master Yin still has gauze hanging on his arm. Mr. Huang said that Master Yin's arm may be difficult to recover and permanently disabled.I couldn't hold back my tears any longer. Holding Master Yin, I kept repeating: "I'm sorry, Master, I'm sorry, Master, I'm the one who killed you and killed Zhang Hua!"

Master Yin touched my head and said, "I don't blame you, I don't blame you, no one wants to, it's okay, the company let me retire early, I can go home and enjoy the happiness, don't worry, Fei, I'm fine! "

After calming down, I said goodbye to everyone, packed my luggage, and got into Mr. Huang's car with Master Yin, and asked Mr. Huang to take us to the station. I want to go to Changsha first to see the last person in Hunan.

When we arrived in Changsha, Master Yin and I found a hotel to stay. After that, I took out a business card, pressed the phone number on the business card, and called Officer Sun.

Officer Sun and Lao Dan got together and told me that Brother Zeng had been transferred to Hunan No. [-] Prison, Chishan Prison.Said to go, to wait until Monday, Monday is visitation time.It's Friday, which means I'll be here for the last weekend.

I booked a ticket for Tuesday to go back to Zhuhai, and told Master Yin that I was going somewhere to say goodbye to someone.Master Yin was not very relieved. I said it was fine. This is Changsha, and the law and order is very good. Besides, if your hands are not good, you should cultivate.

To be honest, I have long since forgotten the two murderers who were still on the run. I still think the world is peaceful, and I don’t quite believe that murders can be committed in broad daylight.

I took a taxi to the downstairs of Xia Xia's house and hesitated to call her.But I saw Xia Tian's parents were leading the luggage downstairs, and seeing me standing at the door with the luggage in my hand, they came over and greeted me.Xia Xia's father was always kind and said with a smile: "Xiao Chen, hello, we are here to pack things for Xia Xia. Xia Xian is already in BJ. She will be interviewed this week, and she will be able to leave soon."

I'm a little disappointed and a little happy, I don't know how to face the summer, that's fine.

I said politely: "I'm going back to Zhuhai on Tuesday, and I plan to say goodbye to Xia Xia, so please tell me, uncle and Xia Xia, goodbye uncle and auntie!"

When I turned to leave, Xia Xia's mother said, "Please don't look for Xia Xia, you are not suitable, I heard Xia Xian say that you want to join the Ministry of Railways, as long as you stop looking for Xia Xia, I can do it. Help you get into their company."

I didn't look back, just said: "It will be indefinite in the future!"

On Monday, Officer Sun came to pick me up in casual clothes. I haven't observed her very closely. She is very young. At her age, she has two stars on the shoulders. In fact, she is very powerful. A little more cynical expression, a little less affinity.

When I asked her why Lao Dan didn't come, Officer Sun said, "How big of an official are you? When you go to the prison to see someone, you still need two people's police officers to accompany you? I'm not qualified to be a one-star and two-star person?"

I said embarrassedly, "I didn't mean that, I mean wasn't he following this case all the time?"

Officer Sun said blankly: "Old Dan has other cases to follow. I will accompany you this time. You have to promise me that the conversation with Zeng Zhiqiang will be reported to me truthfully."

I asked inexplicably: "You just listen to it!"

Officer Sun said: "We are disciplined and we respect the privacy of prisoners!"

I laughed: "Aren't you kidding yourself? You don't listen, then, let me tell you, what's the difference?"

Officer Sun said: "There is an essential difference. You tell me that you cooperate with me in my work, and I take the initiative to listen. That is my overreach. This is the difference between active and passive."

I teased: "I understand, it's like you bullied me, asking me to take the initiative to have sex with you, and rape me with you, it's two different things, right?"

Officer Sun obviously did not expect that I would speak so openly, and probably no one spoke to her like that. She looked at me angrily and said, "Keep your mouth clean, believe it or not, I will send you in too. Brother Zeng with you!"

I snorted and said, "I really don't believe it. This is still our party's world, and we can still have free speech. If you're a bitch, you still need to set up a memorial archway, and you can still sing praises to you?"

Officer Sun's face was flushed with anger, and it made me feel like I was going to draw a gun in the next moment, so I hurriedly said: "Leader, I'm sorry, I was wrong, thank you for taking me to see Brother Zeng, I'm just a stinky man, I'm still young, so don't have the same knowledge as me. I promise to complete the task given to me by the leader, and truthfully report everything I said to Zeng Zhiqiang to the leader."

Officer Sun ignored me for a while, and after a meeting, he asked me: "You said you are a good young man, why do you have to get entangled with these people in society? I have read your information, you graduated from a famous university, and your family situation is also different. Very good, your company has a high evaluation of you, aren't you self-destructing your future?"

I immediately replied: "Are people divided into three, six or nine? Can a good person not do bad things? Do bad people have to do bad things all their lives? Have you ever heard a story? An old monk was a butcher before he became a monk, and he killed countless people in his life. , when you get old, you get lost and find your way back and escape into the empty door. An old monk eats fast food and recites Buddha all his life, saves all beings, when he gets old, he does not want to be bound by the rules of the temple, and finally he becomes a butcher who does all kinds of evil. Which one is a good person and which is a bad person? ?"

Officer Sun was obviously not a good debater. He knew that I was talking right and wrong, but he couldn't find any reason to refute me for a while, so he just gave me a stern look.This stare made me a little cautious, and I almost made the mistake of seeing a love one again, I immediately warned myself, this is a gun, don't mess with it, and immediately clear up my mood.

Officer Sun thought for a while, then reacted and said: "No, if the butcher kills countless people in his life, he will never have the chance to grow old and become an old monk. Similarly, if the old monk eats fast and recites Buddha all his life, how can he become a butcher? "

I looked at Officer Sun curiously and didn't refute her. I thought if I refuted her again, she would be able to struggle for a year.Isn't it said that the people's police are very alert and wise?Are emotional intelligence and intelligence quotient over [-]?
Officer Sun saw that I didn't refute her, and said a little proudly: "How is it? Am I right? Are you ignoring it? You are a very smart person, how can you do something stupid? You know that Zeng Zhiqiang has a social background. , you should not approach him, those who are close to Zhu are red and those who are close to ink are black."

I don't want to argue with her at all, there is no absolute right or wrong in this world, only children can judge right and wrong, adults only have pros and cons.

However, as a people's policeman, you should have a clear distinction between good and evil, right and wrong. I just think she is too naive?

I asked without thinking, "How old are you?"

Officer Sun was stunned for a moment and said, "I'm 26 this year, what's wrong?" After speaking, he felt that something was wrong, and asked back, "Why should I tell you, why are you asking this?"

I laughed and said, "It's okay, just curious, I think you look a lot like when I just graduated!"

Officer Sun asked curiously, "What was it like where you graduated?"

I continued with a smile and said, "I was chasing the joy of decadence and intoxicating the beauty of loneliness. We believed in being different and believed that the world would change because of me!"

Officer Sun probably hadn't read "Days Relating to Youth". After thinking about it for a while, he said, "Why is it like a poem? What about you now?"

I replied: "I am no longer young and my future is no longer infinite. In fact, it may have been infinite. At a certain moment, I thought that I had grown up. One day I finally realized that growing up means nothing but desire. I hope I still have the courage, responsibility and strength and some kind of necessary sacrifice in front of life. I'm still a child. In fact, I never grow up and don't know how to love and be loved!"

(End of this chapter)