Chapter 92

"Afterwards, I went out to work with my grandfather for a few days. When I returned to Liren Pavilion and saw Jing Ying again, she seemed to be a different person. She behaved like a lady of everyone, and she spoke a lot more smoothly. She Occasionally she invites me to try some of her hometown delicacies, and I see her kindness, but she is not respectful. Sometimes she will ask me some questions with a book, and as long as I am not very busy, I will answer them patiently. Listen Yun Huan said that she had nothing to do in Liren Pavilion, she was reading every day, and she also specially asked Zhao Wushuang to teach her how to behave and learn to be a lady. I just thought she was weird, maybe it was to please the leader, this I just learned these rules, and I didn’t care too much.”

"It didn't take long for Jingying to be taken to Lingyan by Chief Xiao. You all know what happened afterwards. Chief Xiao trusted her so much. Not long after, he made her a lamp envoy and built a special Let him live in Ping Yixuan. Even if you look at the history of the Heavenly Kings Clan, Jing Ying can be said to have enjoyed all the favors, and she has always been in the limelight."

Xiao Ye Zi sighed: "Listen to you, although this Jingying girl was born in poverty, she has a delicate mind and is determined to love. She is willing to change herself for Chief Xiao. She is indeed a flower of tenderness and interpretation. She never forgets."

Yang Yizhao was silent for a while, then shook his head and said, "I thought the same as you at first. I didn't know until Yun Huan drank too much and said something wrong——Jing Ying was the first time she met me in Liren Pavilion. I can't help but fall in love with me secretly. Her feelings for Xiao Gangzhu are just grateful for the kindness of saving people in troubled times, and they are unforgettable love and lovesickness for me."

Xiao Yezi was startled, not knowing how to respond.

Yang Yizhao sighed: "When I first heard what Yun Huan said, I was as stunned as you are now. I thought back then that Yang Yizhao was singing and dancing beside me, how could I have noticed that she was such a girl like clear water noodles? But I didn't expect her to be so affectionate, I changed so much because of my silent study. But even if I knew it at the time? I don’t like her, and it’s impossible for me to have a quarrel with Chief Xiao because of her. Yun Huan gave me a letter, it was Jing Ying who was leaving Written to me at the time. Although the Chinese style of the letter is immature, the words and sentences are sincere, saying that although there is no fate in this life, but still willing to be an internal response for me in Shanglingyan, and to investigate various matters related to Lord Xiao for me. I read After receiving the letter, I just feel guilty, and I don't know whether I should reject her intention."

"But Yun Huan didn't think so. He said that since the servants he had placed before were not good enough, this opportunity should not be missed. He said that it would be sad for Jing Ying to leave her hometown alone and miss her true love. If I directly reject Jing Ying's kindness, wouldn't it be Adding to her loneliness in Shang Lingyan? I was in a dilemma, and I was afraid that Yun Huan would be eager for quick success, so I made an agreement with Yun Huan that unless Jing Ying voluntarily did it, I would never force it. Seeing that I insisted, Yun Huan had no choice but to agree."

"Facing Jing Ying, we have a deep love, but our identities are very different, and it will be useless to continue to entangle. I really can't, so I have to avoid meeting her alone, hoping that time can change everything. She never hated me from the beginning to the end, just silently. Shang Lingyan helped me secretly search for information. Maybe she was afraid that I would feel guilty, so she didn’t meet me face to face, and only used a secret channel to contact Yun Huan. Yun Huan was also afraid that I would feel uncomfortable, unless she got particularly important information , otherwise you won’t discuss it with me.”

"After a period of time, the relationship between Jing Ying and Chief Xiao became closer, and he provided Yun Huan with less and less information. Yun Huan also asked Jing Ying about the magical skills of Chief Xiao, but Jing Ying remained silent for a long time. After saying the words 'Shi Ling Xin Sutra', I refused to reveal it again."

"After this exchange of information, Jing Ying gradually became ill and passed away unfortunately. Chief Xiao announced to the world that she was buried in Dongting Lake. The life of this lonely child came to an abrupt end, leaving only endless rumors behind him."

Speaking of this, Yang Yizhao's eyes gradually became firmer and sharper: "I don't know what Jingying went through in Shanglingyan, but no matter how I evade it, I still participated in her life and influenced her choice. I can't get rid of the fate of this fate. She was innocent, at least she could get away with it, but because she liked me, she took this path of no return. No matter what, I owe her. Since her death, I Then I withdrew all the scouts and stopped participating in these open and secret battles. I don’t want anyone to die because of my selfish desires, no matter directly or indirectly. Such a thing must never happen to me, Yang Yizhao again.”

Xiao Ye Zi stared at his face, her heart was full of approval and admiration for him.She stretched out her hand, hugged his waist tightly, and smiled with her head up: "Don't worry, I will support you by your side."

She closed her eyes, dreaming.Jing Ying, dressed in white, seemed to be right in front of her eyes.At this moment, she felt that she was extremely close to this woman she had never met.But this time, she didn't feel sad because she was close to a certain shadow, but she had more firm courage.She wanted to say something more, but who knows that the sky is not good, her stomach was already rumbling with hunger, which made her face blush, and she quickly let go of Yang Yizhao and turned over and jumped up.

Yang Yizhao laughed loudly, stretched out his hand and hugged her horizontally, hugged her in front of his chest and said softly: "You always take care of others first. It's okay, and I remember loving you. Let's go, let's go to the back mountain to hunt rabbits and eat them! "The two were laughing, bypassing Yingxiaju, and walked towards the dense forest behind the house.

A few days later, Xue Yue also woke up.Shen Yelai looked at her slowly opening eyes, heaved a sigh of relief in his heart, glanced sideways at Li Li who was standing not far away, eager to see through, and said in his heart: "If you don't wake up again, I'm afraid it's time to drag another one down." She stretched out her hand to feel Xue Yue's pulse, confirmed that the pulse was peaceful, and pulled down the bed curtain to give her a new medicine.

Xue Yue had just recovered from a serious injury, and was still immersed in the twilight of waking up. After a while, she recognized Shen Yelai, smiled slightly, and wanted to thank Shen Yelai for her hard work.But after all, she had been in a coma for too long, her breath was still weak, and she could only utter a few syllables hoarsely from the corner of her mouth.

Shen Ye came to know what she wanted, and responded with a smile: "It's right to take care of my sister. Don't thank me, after that, I won't recognize you as my sister."

Xue Yue's long eyelashes flickered slightly in a smile, and she hummed lightly.

Covered by the bed curtain, Shen Yelai leaned forward and whispered a few words in Xue Yue's ear while Li Li was separated from the curtain.Xue Yue's eyes moved, her face became hot, and she said softly: "This..."

Shen Yelai smiled slightly: "Sister, you just listen to me, you must be right." She took out a small bottle from the medicine box, poured out a little medicine powder, wiped it on Xue Yue's lips, then put away all the tools, set off The bed curtain put on a cold face, and said to Li Li: "The medicine has been changed. I am exhausted. I have worked for so long, and I will not get any benefit. I don't care, you can take care of yourself." After finishing speaking, he didn't listen to what Li Li said, and immediately stepped out and walked away.

As soon as Shen Yelai left, Li Li couldn't hold back, rushed to the bed in a few steps, sat down half kneeling, stared straight at Xue Yue with straight eyes, trembling at the corners of his mouth, wanted to speak, but didn't know where to say it When I started, my heart and eyes were full of heartache, but I couldn't say it when I came to my mouth.

Seeing him like this, Xue Yue knew the pain in his heart, and comforted him, she gently stretched out her left hand and grabbed his right hand.

Her hands are so cold.Li Li's heart twisted, and with a movement of his left hand, he had covered her hand and held it tightly, wishing he could give her all his body temperature and keep her warm.

Xue Yue was clutched by him, and thoughts surged in his heart.Before Shen Ye came and left, he told her to ask Li Li what his attitude towards her was, he couldn't sacrifice his life for him in vain, and he had to be forced to give an explanation.But seeing Li Li's hurt expression at this moment, she was already satisfied, knowing that she was very important to him, that was enough.

A thirst came from her throat, and she couldn't help coughing a few times.Li Li was startled, and hurriedly took her hand and said: "But thirsty?"

As soon as Xue Yue nodded, Li Li turned around like lightning and poured a glass of water for her from the table, holding the glass in his left hand and trying to help her up from the bed with his right hand.As soon as he moved, before he helped Xue Yue up, some water spilled out of his hand, splashing the cloth beside the bed.He wanted to put down the cup to look at Xue Yue first, but because his right hand was around Xue Yue's shoulder, it was difficult to put it down.In the midst of embarrassment, Xue Yue was already leaning in his arms, reached out to take the cup, lowered her head to take a sip, and smiled with lowered eyes.Li Li was afraid that Xue Yue's insecurity would affect the wound, so he instantly turned into a stone statue, with his arms outstretched and his waist hanging in the air, maintaining a posture that could not move forward or retreat, stalemate to be her support.Li Li didn't dare to bow his head, he just felt her leaning softly in his arms, and a scent of fragrance diffused from the back of her neck, intoxicating.

After Xue Yue drank the water, her mind cleared up a bit. Just as she was about to hand the cup back to Li Li, she inadvertently noticed that Li Li's limbs were stiff and at a loss.She looked sideways at Li Li slightly, and saw that his face was blushing suspiciously, and his usually sharp eyes like wolves were still watery at the moment, and she didn't know where to look.

Infected by such a youthful and ambiguous atmosphere, Xue Yue also blushed, hating herself for not being strong enough so she could only lean against Li Li's arms, losing her sense of defense between men and women.She had never been so close to his chest at this moment, and could only hear his heart beating wildly in his chest like a deer, which was not as calm as usual.

Both of them are not good at romantic words, they only cuddle up to each other, but they are relatively speechless.

After holding on for a while, Li Li's posture was not correct, his waist was really struggling, and he couldn't forget whether a man and a woman would kiss each other, so he had to put the empty bowl in his mouth, trembling and moved his body, adjusted his posture, and then gently lifted Xue Yue. Lay flat back on the bed.He didn't dare to look at Xue Yue, he stood up suddenly, just about to open his mouth to say that he wanted to leave, but he forgot to hold the bowl in his mouth.With a bang, the bowl fell to the ground and shattered.

This time Li Li panicked even more, fearing that Xue Yue would be cut by the debris when he went down to the ground, he hurriedly leaned over to pick up the debris in a panic, blushing in silence.Suddenly Xue Yue snorted, as if extremely uncomfortable.Li Li cut his finger in panic, and rushed to Xue Yue's bedside to check the situation regardless of the bleeding.

Seeing Xue Yue frowning tightly, she seemed to be in extreme pain.Li Li was so anxious that he didn't care about the defense between men and women. He picked Xue Yue up and ran to Shen Yelai's room, and yelled frantically, "Shen Yelai! Shen Yelai! Come out!"

Shen Yelai was resting on the couch, when he saw Li Li rushing in with Xue Yue in a panic, he raised his eyes and glanced at Xue Yue just now, his expression changed immediately: "Put her on the bed quickly!"

Although Li Li was impatient, he could only do as he said.Shen Ye came to feel the pulse for a long time, and said with a sad face: "I didn't expect Gao Lan's internal energy to be so vicious, and after a few days, he still has the power to counterattack. I have been practicing medicine for so many years, and I have never seen such a long-standing injury." She sighed , "Sister Yue is exhausted. If you have anything to say, please speak quickly. If you are late, it will be too late." She seemed very sad, wiped her eyes, and walked out the door, leaving space for them two people.

Li Li knelt beside Xue Yue, his heart turned upside down, he could only feel a ghost bumping back and forth in his chest, screaming in his ear with a high-pitched voice, like weeping.He thought that Xue Yue had recovered, but he still couldn't be cured. His despair was worse than before. He only held Xue Yue's hand tightly, with a sore nose, and murmured: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." He lowered his head, and a tear was gone It slipped from the eyes and landed on Xue Yue's face, splashing dots of water.

Xue Yue opened her mouth, as if she wanted to say something, but she couldn't say it, she could only hum a few times, a pair of beautiful but lifeless eyes tried hard to look in his direction, and countless stars reflected in her eyes , There seems to be a thousand words hidden under the misty eyes.

Not long after, the starlight in her pupils gradually dimmed, and the skin that should have been bright also lost its vitality.In the gloom, she finally slowly passed away with her eyes closed.He heard her heartbeat gradually weaken, as if she left his footsteps, walked farther and farther, and finally returned to eternal tranquility and death.

At this moment, it seems that the whole world is dead.

He stretched out his hand, hugged Xue Yue's body tightly in his arms, and remained silent.

It was only at this moment that he admitted that Xue Yue had silently established a position in his heart, but he didn't realize it because he thought too much and was too obsessed.At this moment, the beautiful woman has gone, leaving only the cruel him alone with regrets, hating his own incompetence, hating his dishonesty, hating his slowness and hesitation.

He obviously valued her when she was drinking by the Dongting Lake.

Obviously, he has been attached to her since the day she silently played the flute for her until dawn.

He had obviously accepted her since the time she broke into the Fengrui Camp just to meet him.

Clearly...obviously...obviously he had realized and confessed his intentions earlier, so he wouldn't be separated from heaven and man forever like now.

He looked down at her and gently wiped away the tears stained on her beautiful face.Lying quietly on his knees, she was still so beautiful and dignified, just like when she was alive.

No matter what revenge or obsession is, it is not worth her company, nor her gentle smile when she was alive.

Lowering his head, he kissed her lightly on the lips.This kiss is a remembrance, a regret, and an oath.

The moment his lips touched, he burst into tears. He couldn't control his heartbroken anymore, and leaned over to kiss her deeply, as if the deeper the kiss, the more likely he was to retain her remaining warmth, and leave it until the end of time. .Tears raged on his face, but he gradually stopped feeling heartache.After the severe pain was over, there was only a sense of relief and complete peace left in my heart.Since he has made a mistake, it is up to him to repent and pay his debts.

In a trance, Xue Yue's hand touched his face, and gently wiped away the tears for him.

Is this an illusion?He lowered his head, and seemed to see a familiar smile again - her smile was gentle and tender, pure and kind like a fairy.

He smiled reassuringly—she must be lonely there alone.She must be waiting for him.He couldn't keep her waiting for too long.

Yueer, wait for me.

Slowly pulling out the Tianxueji around his waist, he wiped it on his neck without hesitation.

"do not want!"

His act of suicide was stopped by life.In an instant, he returned to his senses, but when he lowered his head, he saw Xue Yue grabbing his wrist, with a painful expression on his face.

... She is not dead?she is not dead?She is not dead!

Throwing Tian Xueji down, he tightly wrapped her in his arms, crying and laughing on his face, trembling all over, obviously overjoyed, but couldn't stop the crying in his voice, tremblingly said: "You... Are you alive?"

Xue Yue stretched out her hand just now to prevent him from committing suicide, and used too much force to touch the wound. It was in severe pain, but now she was hugged tightly to her chest by him. This sweetness made her forget all the pain, and she only whispered softly : "...It's all Ye Lai's tricks. I'm sorry, let you bear..."

(End of this chapter)

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